Chapter 114: Everything Depends on Human Hands (4)
Afterwards, Zhao Ziheng changed the subject when he failed to answer Zhao Ziyin's question, and Zhao Ziyin did not ask any further questions. The three of them discussed various issues and finally each took responsibility for their own issues, raised questions and solved them together. In any case, the mystery that had been around for a long time finally had a clue, but this also added more items that needed attention.
As always, after discussing political affairs, Zhao Ziheng kept Wang Ye, but Zhao Ziyin did not express any opinion or show any dissatisfaction, because he knew that there was a delicate relationship between Zhao Ziheng and Wang Ye, and that he kept Wang Ye just to understand Yin Yin's situation. He had no right to intervene in this, so he would tactfully withdraw every time.
"Although I guessed it a long time ago, it was only confirmed today. Her condition is both reasonable and beyond the control of medical skills." Wang Ye stated Yin Yin's condition without hesitation.
Zhao Ziheng didn't say anything after hearing his statement. It should be said that he had guessed it a long time ago, so there was no need to continue asking. He was currently worried about another problem, so he asked with an attitude of seeking opinions: "If it were you, what do you think you should do now?"
"How do you plan to place her?" Wang Ye asked.
Zhao Ziheng nodded in answer. This seemed to be the most ordinary question, but in Wang Ye's opinion it was not, otherwise Zhao Ziheng would not have asked.
"The most dangerous place is also the safest place, but where is the most dangerous and safest place? Given the current situation, it is really impossible to judge, so I think you just need to do what you think is right."
Saying so much is equivalent to not answering anything, but it is still meaningful and necessary for Zhao Ziheng. He is indeed seeking advice from Wang Ye or someone else. He cannot ignore his own position, nor can he be partial, and he cannot sit idly by and watch Yin Yin suffer any harm. Therefore, he needs someone to guide him, even if he still needs to make the decision himself in the end.
"To be honest, running away really can't solve any problems. I even wonder if what I did to help you before was wrong?"
Listening to Wang Ye's story, Zhao Ziheng said nothing. He could feel the deep meaning of Wang Ye's words. He had never heard Wang Ye say such regretful words. This made Zhao Ziheng feel extremely sorry for Wang Ye, because it was his fault, and he also felt deeply guilty. However, even if he could really start over, Zhao Ziheng could not guarantee whether he would make a different choice, but he could promise that he would not let Yin Yin get involved. However, everything was too late, and what had passed could not be undone.
"It wasn't until today that I realized that even though I owned the entire empire, I couldn't even protect the person I loved the most. It was the same from the beginning to the end. I thought that everything I did was to protect her and prevent her from getting hurt, but the damage inflicted on her didn't decrease at all, and even got worse each time. And when she needed me the most, where was I? Where was I? On the surface, I chose to stay away to protect her, but in fact, I was just escaping, using escape to cover up hypocrisy."
“…I don’t think she would think so.”
"She once said that no matter what happens, I should never leave her when she needs me the most. But the fact is that I did this more than once. The more I used the name of protecting her, the more I hurt her. How did she get through those days? Can you imagine? But at least it was a thousand times more painful than mine, but she persisted and even came to find me. What about me? I ran away from her like a loser..."
Zhao Ziheng's voice was choked with sobs, and it was always like this. As long as he talked about Yin Yin, Zhao Ziheng's kingly side would completely disappear, replaced by an ordinary pursuer of happy love, who always missed his lover and constantly blamed himself. Wang Ye knew too well the relationship between Zhao Ziheng and Yin Yin. If these two people could not be happy, it would undoubtedly be because God was too cruel. Even if they could, the trials in between could be said to be the cruelest.
"She doesn't want to wake up now, right? That's why she keeps sleeping. She must be too disappointed in me, right? I keep running away from her. Even though I said I wanted to protect her, she still gets hurt again and again. Even if I keep her by my side now, she will still sleep like she does now. Is it because she doesn't want to see me? She didn't keep any of the promises she made. Do I still have the right to say I love her? Or can I get her love?"
Although he didn't know the promise between Zhao Ziheng and Yinyin, Zhao Ziheng's self-blame was understandable. Who would want this kind of result now? Whether it was Zhao Ziheng or Yinyin , they both paid more for this relationship than ordinary people, which was unimaginable for ordinary people. Although they suffered from torment and torture, the road they took was still difficult. How many ordinary people could persist? Wang Ye thought that Zhao Ziheng might be right. Yinyin was sleeping like this now, maybe she was really disappointed? Is that so? Wang Ye suddenly remembered the despair in Yinyin's eyes on the day of the birthday banquet. This memory made Wang Ye startled.
Why didn't they find out earlier? Wang Ye only thought of this now. In this case, what Zhao Ziheng said was confirmed, right? But Wang Ye knew that Zhao Ziheng must not know the despair that Yinyin had revealed. He knew very well what despair meant. If Zhao Ziheng knew about Yinyin's reaction, it was not difficult to imagine what he would do. Wang Ye suddenly felt more flustered than ever before. If that person was not Yinyin, Wang Ye would never be like this. However, that person happened to be Yinyin, so Wang Ye was confused. For the first time, he was completely flustered.
