Chapter 118 Lost Heart (5)
Reborn in the 21st century to this mysterious ancient country, Yinyin thought about living like this with her identity in this world, but many things happened later; Yinyin felt that all this was just a play, including her fiancé who came to this world with her, and herself. Love gave her happiness, and hate gave her pain. She clearly remembered that she had experienced all of this; but now Yinyin only felt that her heart was empty. She didn't know what she wanted, nor did she know what she might have lost, or maybe life was supposed to be like this. Just like at this moment, she was nestled in someone's arms, she felt warm, so she felt satisfied, was she really satisfied? Yinyin didn't know, she had never thought about it, nor did she want to think about this question, at least she knew that she didn't hate this warm embrace that was embracing her.
Thinking of this, Yin Yin moved her body again and leaned her face closer to Feng Qinghan's arms.
Feng Qinghan naturally knew what Yin Yin was thinking about, although he didn't know what she was thinking, but as long as Yin Yin was happy, or as long as she didn't think about things that would make her sad, Feng Qinghan felt that it didn't matter what she thought about. As long as he could hold Yin Yin in his arms like this and Yin Yin didn't refuse, he would feel that other things were insignificant.
"I'll wait for you."
Feng Qinghan suddenly said, gently lifted Yinyin's hair and kissed her lightly on her lips, but Yinyin still didn't say anything and her expression remained unresponsive.
Just like that, a long time passed...
As the night deepened, the chill grew stronger.
"Would you please go in and rest?"
Feng Qinghan's voice sounded again, very softly. Although he knew Yinyin was still awake, he still spoke out considerately to avoid Yinyin lighting up the room. Yinyin did not answer, neither refused nor said yes. Feng Qinghan smiled, hugged Yinyin and walked towards the farmhouse...
The night passed like this.
Early the next morning, the owner and his daughter prepared some porridge, steamed buns and other coarse food, which was quite good in this countryside. After breakfast, Feng Qinghan and his companions set out again. After a night's rest, Yinyin was in good spirits, so she continued to ride the same horse with Feng Qinghan...
Along the way, Feng Qinghan always spoke to the person in his arms from time to time, although he did not get a response every time, his mood was still surprisingly good; for the people who were with him, Feng Qinghan's good mood was no surprise, because ever since he was with Yin Yin, Feng Qinghan's mood has always been surprisingly good, which is extremely rare for the people below; although Feng Qinghan always has a smiling expression on his face, it mostly contains a dangerous aura, but it is different after being with Yin Yin. As early as in "Bi Shui Yi Fang", some people noticed that as long as Feng Qinghan is with Yin Yin, his smile is the most real, without any hypocrisy.
The group walked and stopped from time to time. Not only was the journey slow, but they would stop whenever they saw a nice place. At first glance, it seemed that they were just sightseeing without any purpose. In fact, the purpose really seemed to no longer exist. What mattered was the mood. Take Feng Qinghan for example. As long as he was with Yin Yin, it didn't matter where he was. In contrast, Yin Yin didn't feel anything about what she did or where she went. She seemed to be indifferent to everything, and it even made people feel that she would remain calm no matter what happened.
However, Yin Yin's attitude was soon confirmed. They happened to be passing through a valley with beautiful scenery and a clear lake, so they stopped to rest.
During the break, Feng Qinghan took Yin Yin for a walk... As they walked, they were almost far away from the crowd, and found a place with colorful flowers in the woods next to the lake. The sunlight shone through the gaps between the leaves, with an indescribable beauty. Feng Qinghan and Yin Yin had of course seen a lot of flowers, but the flowers here are very rare.
"Does Yinyin know about these flowers?"
Holding Yin Yin and looking at the flowers in front of them, Feng Qinghan turned and asked. He looked as cheerful as ever, and it was unclear whether he knew the answer or not. He asked Yin Yin this question.
Yin Yin shook her head slightly, Feng Qinghan smiled even more and said: "I don't know either."
Perhaps because Feng Qinghan's answer surprised Yin Yin a little, she turned her gaze to Feng Qinghan, because in her opinion Feng Qinghan should know everything.
Seeing Yin Yin's inquiring gaze, Feng Qinghan smiled and said: "Even I don't know things. People are not omnipotent, right?"
After hearing what Feng Qinghan said, Yin Yin felt that it made sense. However, among all the people she knew, Feng Qinghan was still the most learned and knowledgeable. Without too much thought, Yin Yin made this definition and turned her gaze to the unknown flowers in front of her. Under the sunlight, these flowers were so beautiful and dazzling.
Compared with the beautiful flowers in front of him, Feng Qinghan still kept his eyes on Yinyin, because he felt that no matter how beautiful the flowers or scenery were, they did not need to be compared to the person in front of him; just like that, after a long while, suddenly, Feng Qinghan's gentle eyes that had been looking at Yinyin flashed a hint of fierceness, just for a moment, and then a very shallow strange arc appeared at the corner of his lips...
"Are you tired?"
Feng Qinghan lowered his head and whispered in Yinyin's ear; Yinyin did not answer, but turned her head slightly to look at Feng Qinghan. Feng Qinghan smiled and said: "You should be tired, go back and rest, okay?"
Yin Yin still didn't speak, so Feng Qinghan supported Yin Yin and turned around to walk back.
