Chapter 119: Battle (1)
After the bloody battle, Yin Yin's reaction was surprisingly calm. She followed Feng Qinghan as usual and let him take her anywhere.
In the evening, the group arrived at a small town and checked into an inn. After dinner, Feng Qinghan chatted with Yinyin as usual, although it was generally a one-sided conversation by Feng Qinghan. Then, under the sound of Feng Qinghan's piano, Yinyin gradually fell asleep...
"What do you want to say?"
Feng Qinghan asked as he tucked in the quilt for Yin Yin.
Behind him was a ghost who appeared out of nowhere. He was not wearing a mask and looked at Feng Qinghan expressionlessly, or more precisely, at Yinyin, and said calmly: "You should have discovered it, right?"
"You can talk about it." Feng Qinghan turned sideways and looked at Guisha.
"She is now in a body without a heart, without feelings, or even without a soul." Guisha said without hesitation.
"so?"
Guisha's words were certainly well-founded and correct, but Feng Qinghan seemed to be completely disdainful of it.
"…What do you want to do?"
Perhaps he had already guessed that Feng Qinghan would answer like that, Guisha's reaction was surprisingly calm.
"It doesn't matter what she does. If I have to say it, it's fine as long as she wants it to be done."
"Do you think she's still thinking about that?"
Guisha naturally knew about Yinyin's situation, and Feng Qinghan certainly couldn't be unaware of it. Guisha, who had been following them all the time, knew very well that the changes in Yinyin, who had lost her emotions, and Feng Qinghan, who was becoming increasingly gentle, made him feel inexplicably palpitating, as if he was facing a storm.
"At least you won't be unhappy or in pain, right?" Feng Qinghan turned to Yin Yin again, his eyes full of tenderness, and he reached out to gently touch her face, and continued: "Speaking of which, I had no intention of killing that person during the day, because I had promised her that I would not kill anyone again, but I don't know why I still did it."
Having said this, a hint of sadness flashed in Feng Qinghan's eyes, but of course the ghost standing behind him wouldn't see it.
Even though he didn't see it, Feng Qinghan's tone was still the same as always. Guisha seemed to vaguely sense the sadness hidden in his words, and was not curious about Feng Qinghan's reaction. At least he thought it was completely understandable that Feng Qinghan would change for Yin Yin. If it were someone else, Guisha would just feel it was unreal.
"Are you serious?"
Even though he could sense Feng Qinghan's feelings, Guisha still couldn't help but ask, as if he still had some doubts about Feng Qinghan's thoughts.
"have no idea."
"you!!!"
Guisha would rather not have asked, but he didn't expect to get such an answer after asking involuntarily. This made him a little angry, but Feng Qinghan's next words left him speechless...
"Now, I just want her by my side, just her."
If it were anyone else, Guisha would think that Feng Qinghan's words were just sweet talk, but now, in front of Yin Yin, Feng Qinghan's words became an unquestionable promise.
"Is it really okay when you say 'now'? Although I don't want to ask anything, at least for now, if you don't want her to be in danger or don't want her to know, I think you can only spend some time with her for fun, then go and clean up the mess, and consider things with her after everything is over."
Guisha placed special emphasis on the word 'now'. Although he knew that he shouldn't mention these things at this time, he still couldn't just sit back and watch, especially when it was dangerous for Yinyin. As far as danger was concerned, Feng Qinghan's existence was also accompanied by certain dangers. If he didn't know Feng Qinghan's feelings for Yinyin, Guisha would never have given any unnecessary warnings, let alone done anything unnecessary. In short, he wouldn't have asked.
Feng Qinghan was silent, as if he was thinking about Guisha's words. Obviously, this was very rare for Feng Qinghan.
After a moment.
"You don't have to answer now, but you'd better think about it. I believe you should know what to do."
Guisha broke the silence first. He knew that even someone as smart as Feng Qinghan would still find it difficult to answer at this time.
"Is this why you stayed?" Feng Qinghan asked.
"Yes!" Guisha answered without any hesitation.
At this moment, Feng Qinghan turned sideways and looked at Guisha again, and said with a smile: "I have always known that you are very smart, and I think I know you very well, just like now, but sometimes I have no idea what you are thinking."
"Should I consider it an honor?" Guisha asked calmly.
"Of course, after all, you are the one who knows me best, and conversely, you are also the one I know best, although I think so."
Feng Qinghan was still smiling, and this time Guisha also smiled, with a very faint curve at the corner of his lips, but he was indeed smiling.
"Tell me, who are you? What do you want?" Feng Qinghan asked again.
"These two questions don't fit between us, do they? Who am I? What do I want? I want to know that myself."
Guisha answered and repeated Feng Qinghan's words with an expressionless face. In the end, he came up with an answer that also confused himself.
After hearing Guisha's answer, Feng Qinghan smiled, the corners of his lips raised again, and said: "Indeed, I think so too, and this answer is very suitable to come from your mouth."
It is undeniable that, as Feng Qinghan said, to some extent, Guisha is the person who knows him best, and conversely, he is also the person who knows Guisha best, so Guisha's answer is both reasonable and expected. Perhaps he knew it from the beginning, but still got it confirmed through Guisha's mouth.
