Chapter 120: Double Soul Devouring Gu (4)
Wang Ye also felt the same way as Zhao Ziyin. They all knew that for Zhao Ziheng, there was only one person who was his only support and salvation. However, they could not even do this and could not keep the only person in Zhao Ziheng's heart by his side.
"He knows that he doesn't have much time left, but there is still no news about that person. Even if there is news, what choice will he make now?"
Wang Ye spoke slowly, his tone filled with sadness and helplessness that were hard to conceal.
Zhao Ziyin glanced at Wang Ye. How could he ignore this? What if he found her? It was still unknown . More importantly, in this extraordinary period, would Zhao Ziheng abandon everything and be with that person? Zhao Ziyin was not sure. On the one hand, he hoped that Zhao Ziheng could find his own happiness, but on the other hand, the State of Zhao still needed Zhao Ziheng.
"What should he do? One is his duty as a king, and the other is his happiness as an ordinary person. He has already paid a lot for the State of Zhao, and even gave up the most important thing. Although it cannot be said to be giving up, it is precisely because of this that his guilt is heavier, right?"
"What about you? Do you hope that he will fulfill his duties as a king and burn out his last moments, or do you hope that he will leave in his own happiness?"
Wang Ye's question is actually very easy to answer, but it is also the most difficult to answer. If it is just for personal gain, he must fulfill his duties as a king. If it is for compensation, he must choose the latter. Unfortunately, it is not easy to choose one of these two options. Of course, many people will choose the former, but for Zhao Ziyan or Wang Ye, they really want to choose the latter, but they can't make a decision easily. Perhaps, before making a choice, they must first determine whether they are a subject or a confidant.
"Is there really no other way?"
Zhao Ziyan avoided Wang Ye's question and changed the subject.
Wang Ye was not surprised by this, because he felt the same way. This choice was too difficult for them.
"Let alone finding someone to restrain him, we can't even control the deterioration of his condition. We can only alleviate the pain he endures to the greatest extent possible. Even so, it won't alleviate much. He will still suffer when an attack occurs."
“Damn it!!”
After hearing Wang Ye's words, Zhao Ziyin punched the pillar in front of him. The place where he was hit immediately cracked. The force of the punch can be imagined, which fully reflects Zhao Ziyin's inner anger.
"I was too careless, and I discovered it too late." Wang Ye blamed himself.
"Who is that person? Why is he torturing him like this? Don't you think he hasn't suffered enough pain and torture?"
Zhao Ziyu shouted, unable to tell whether he hated the heaven or himself. He had no idea who his suppressed anger was directed at, and it only caused him pain.
"I know how you feel, but he doesn't know about this yet, so I hope you can control it to some extent."
It can’t be said to be a comfort. Wang Ye’s mood is not worse than Zhao Ziyan’s, but he is more rational than Zhao Ziyan, or perhaps.
"Does it really have to be so cruel? After giving so much, in the end he can't even enjoy his own happiness."
Zhao Ziyin's words suddenly reminded Wang Ye of her life in Daocun. Although she didn't know their identities at that time, at least they were happy at that time, living a happy and beautiful life like ordinary people. Wang Ye suddenly thought that Zhao Ziheng had already decided to abandon everything and live with her at that time, right? If it weren't for what happened later, they would definitely live there forever, with happiness. Not to mention Zhao Ziheng, Wang Ye herself felt that the life there was the happiest in her life. However, plans can never keep up with changes. No matter how well the future is planned, once something unexpected happens, you will encounter some unpredictable experiences. This is fully reflected in Zhao Ziheng and his people.
"This is beyond our control. All we can do now is to do our job well. In addition, we must find that person as soon as possible. Perhaps only in this way can we make him want to live more."
Having desire is always better than having no desire. Once a person has the desire to survive, he will always persevere , no matter what kind of hardship he faces. Zhao Ziyin knows this very well and never denies it. Moreover, he may have known for a long time that Zhao Ziheng's hope of living is just for one person, a very selfish idea, but he will not lose himself because of it. In any case, even if Zhao Ziheng lives only for one person, he has done everything a king should do. Occasionally, there will be some selfish behavior, but in Zhao Ziyin's view, it's nothing. Everyone has selfish desires, and as long as Zhao Ziheng can satisfy those selfish desires, Zhao Ziyin thinks there is nothing wrong with it. At least Zhao Ziheng still did not forget to fulfill his duties as a king.
"I don't doubt the ability of the Griffin. After all, these people were born from his hands. However, if possible, I still hope to find them myself, even if it's just for a little compensation."
Having said that, it also reflects the fact that Zhao Ziyan is helpless at the moment. It is precisely because he cannot do it that he feels so tormented.
"Why wouldn't I think so? But if we leave, no one will be able to stop him . He will definitely squander his body and then collapse."
Zhao Ziyin gave a wry smile to Wang Ye's words. He knew very well what kind of person Zhao Ziheng was. He was too responsible and would ignore his own body for anything. Even if he was not in good shape, he would always force himself. To put it bluntly, Zhao Ziyin and Wang Ye were only there to dissuade Zhao Ziheng when he was desperate and occasionally they could be people Zhao Ziheng could talk to. Apart from that, Zhao Ziheng liked to do things his own way most of the time, especially when it came to his body.
