Chapter 121: The Forgotten Heart (4)
After a long while, when Yinyin had completely , she gently held Leier's face and stared at her; for some reason, seeing Yinyin's face so close to her and full of tenderness, Leier felt an inexplicable sadness.
Yin Yin looked at Lei'er steadily, and suddenly realized that the person in front of her seemed to be the only one around her who was nice to her. Thinking of this, Yin Yin felt that she was not alone.
"I also told you that you can stay until you find someone you can spend your life with."
Listening to Yin Yin's words, Lei'er smiled, forgetting to think about Yin Yin's indifference that came from nowhere.
Actually, Yinyin's words were already giving Lei'er a way out. She didn't really want to force anything. She was just stating a practical issue. As for whether Lei'er would accept it, it still depended on Lei'er's own opinion. However, Lei'er's tears always reminded Yinyin of something. What in her memory was broken and then pieced together again?
For a moment, Yinyin was somewhat distracted...
"Miss?"
Lei'er's voice rang in her ears. When she came to her senses, Yinyin met Lei'er's concerned eyes. Perhaps it was just a momentary illusion. Lei'er found that for a moment, a trace of loneliness and the familiar melancholy flashed in Yinyin's eyes. The emotional look was fleeting. When Lei'er reacted, Yinyin's eyes were still like a calm lake, without the slightest ripple.
"How long have I been back?"
Yinyin let go of Lei'er, leaned back, and slowly leaned on Baihu again.
"The young lady just came back the day before yesterday."
Obviously, Lei'er was confused by this question for a moment, but after being asked by Yinyin, all her doubts were dispelled again.
Two days? Yinyin couldn't help but be a little surprised, she thought she had been back for a long time.
"What's wrong? Miss!"
Seeing Yinyin's dim eyes, Lei'er asked with some worry, only to see Yinyin gently shook her head again, reaching out her hand and starting to stroke the white tiger's fur again, her mind drifting to who knows where... This kind of Yinyin really made Lei'er feel very strange , and at the same time very scared. No matter what happened in the past, Yinyin was still Yinyin, sad, happy, painful and happy; however, Lei'er only felt that Yinyin now was like a body without a soul. She didn't know if her description was correct, she just felt that this kind of Yinyin made her feel more heartbroken than ever before...
At this moment, Yin Yin seemed to just remember that she had no idea of coming back here. In her memory, Feng Qinghan still took her to any place. When she came to her senses, she had returned to her long-lost home. Yin Yin didn't know whether this "home" was really a "home" for her, but this was indeed her only place to stay in this world, because here were her closest people in this world.
Relatives? Yinyin seemed to be frightened by the word. Subconsciously, Yinyin felt that if there was anything else worth her care, it would probably be this relative; but, did she really care? Yinyin suddenly found that she was very unfamiliar with this relative. Apart from her kindness and consideration, and her love for herself, Yinyin could not think of any other understanding of her. Perhaps she should classify her love as a mother's due responsibility.
When she thought of this, Yinyin finally remembered where her real mother was. Her memory of her was just vague, and she had no memory of her at all. How could this happen? Yinyin found it strange that her memory was fading without her noticing. She didn't know when her memory of the 21st century had begun to fade from her memory, but was it really fading? Yinyin didn't think so. At least she felt that she remembered many things very clearly, but she couldn't seem to say anything about those things that she remembered very clearly.
Did I forget something? Yinyin thought so in her heart, but she didn't think she had forgotten anything, because she remembered everything in the past. But if she said she hadn't forgotten anything, she always felt that her heart was empty. When did it become empty? Yinyin didn't remember. Subconsciously, Yinyin felt that she might have forgotten this, because she didn't remember when her heart became empty. Of course, she felt that this was irrelevant. She just unconsciously used this idea to fill the void in her heart. Although she found an answer to fill the void in her heart, Yinyin still felt a little empty. Was it because she didn't know the reason for forgetting?
"Miss!!!"
Just as Yinyin was lost in thought, Leier's panicked voice sounded again. She saw that Yinyin's eyes were becoming more and more empty, and her intuition told her that this was not normal, so she subconsciously shouted to awaken Yinyin's reason. However, Leier's efforts were not in vain. Yinyin came back to her senses. She looked at Leier, her eyes were still empty, but with a little more doubt, although it was very faint, at least there was a reaction, so Leier was very happy. Just when Leier was about to say something, Yinyin's words blocked her and shocked her at the same time...
"Did I forget something?"
After hearing Yinyin's words, Lei'er just looked at her with wide eyes. Although Yinyin said some unexpected words one after another, at least they were within her understanding and answer range. However, this sentence really shocked Lei'er. She didn't even understand the meaning of this sentence...
