Chapter 121: The Forgotten Heart (6)
At this time, Lei'er came in with exquisite food and a bowl of black medicine. Guisha noticed it and turned his head to greet her. Lei'er got to know Guisha after Yinyin fainted. Although she was not very used to it, she knew that Guisha was Yinyin's friend, so she naturally had no hostility.
"Eat something."
This was said by Guisha. Lei'er had already brought the food over, but Yinyin was still staring out the window motionlessly. Guisha was accustomed to Yinyin's reaction, but Lei'er still felt uneasy. Guisha greeted her and took the food along with the tray. Lei'er nodded in understanding and left with a worried and helpless look on her face.
"Would you like to eat something?"
The ghost demon spoke again, his tone was much gentler than the last time. This time, Yin Yin slowly turned her head and looked at the ghost demon. If Lei'er could not see any change in Yin Yin's expression, or could say that she was expressionless, the ghost demon could see that there was a hint of confusion in Yin Yin's eyes, very faint, so faint that it was hardly noticeable, but the ghost demon still noticed it. If he had not seen Yin Yin in tears before, perhaps this extremely faint and confused look would have startled the ghost demon.
"Eat something?"
Guisha repeated it , but Yinyin only glanced at the food in Guisha's hand and turned to the window, then said calmly: "I don't want to eat."
After hearing Yin Yin's words, Guisha was stunned for a while, then put the food aside. Rather than staring at her indifferently, Guisha would rather Yin Yin could speak; Guisha was now sure that something must have happened, and this incident had some impact on Yin Yin, although it was not obvious, but Guisha still noticed it.
"What happened?"
The ghost asked, but he didn't hold out much hope of getting an answer.
Sure enough, Yin Yin did not react at all. Guisha sighed softly. He knew too well about the changes that had happened to Yin Yin. Although he did not know everything that had happened to Yin Yin, he could still feel something from the changes in Yin Yin. It was because so many things had happened that Yin Yin had become like this. Of course, Guisha felt that Yin Yin's current state was not a good thing, but he knew that he could not force it. He could only change the status quo slowly over time. Guisha believed that now was the best time.
"Would you like to talk?"
Guisha spoke in a tone like coaxing a child, looking at Yinyin seriously, even if it was just her profile.
Yin Yin slowly turned her head and looked at Gui Sha calmly. Was she going to listen to what Gui Sha had to say? In short, Gui Sha was somewhat expectant, because he believed that Yin Yin would speak. The next moment, Yin Yin really spoke.
I saw two thin lips slightly opened, and said: "Why are you wearing a mask?"
Although he was prepared, Guisha didn't expect Yinyin to ask this question. He was obviously stunned, and then quickly answered: "Are you scared?"
Yin Yin shook her head and said: "Are you afraid of being seen?"
Shaking the head means that she is not afraid, and then Yin Yin asked another question.
"No, if I have to say it, I hate my face."
Guisha seemed to answer Yinyin's question as if it was none of his business, and then met Yinyin's slightly questioning eyes. Yinyin didn't speak, but Guisha still saw it, so he continued to answer: "Everyone has their own privacy, right?"
No one could deny this statement, and Yin Yin was no exception. However, after hearing this statement, Yin Yin's expression dimmed a little, although she still looked indifferent to everything.
Sensitively catching a flash of gloom in Yin Yin's expression, the ghost seemed to realize something. Did he say something wrong? So the ghost spoke again, "Do you have something you want? Or what do you want?"
At the same time, two questions that seemed to be the same in essence but different in concept were raised . Guisha expected to get an answer, but his expectation was dashed because Yinyin ignored this question intentionally or unintentionally and made a request.
"I want to see you."
Guisha was slightly startled, and stared at Yinyin intently, trying to find the answer to his request from her eyes, but he couldn't see it at all; in fact, this request was nothing to Guisha, it was very simple, and Yinyin had seen him before, so there was no reason to refuse. When did Guisha stop showing his face in front of Yinyin? Obviously, Yinyin had seen him more than once, and Guisha was a little surprised because he had forgotten the reason.
No matter what he thought, Guisha still did as he was told. He raised his hand and took off the mask. The face that was familiar yet unfamiliar to Yinyin appeared in his eyes again. Except for the hideous scar on the left half of the face, it should be very familiar to Yinyin, but Yinyin's heart was as calm as a lake without ripples.
"Are you satisfied?"
Guisha asked calmly, without any dissatisfaction in his tone. It would be better to say that it was the same as always, but with a little tenderness.
Yinyin did not answer, but slowly raised one hand and gently stroked the long and hideous scar. The movement was so light that it was almost imperceptible, but the ghost could still feel the place where Yinyin touched. Yinyin gently and slowly stroked the scar, watching it quietly for a long, long time...
If he didn't know that this face of his belonged to someone Yin Yin once knew, Guisha would have thought that Yin Yin would be looking at that person through him, or at least he would be certain that Yin Yin was not looking at him. And after knowing Yin Yin's situation, Guisha was even more certain, because even if he was looking at the person she was familiar with through him, Yin Yin's expression or eyes would not change at all, which means that no matter who Yin Yin was looking at, it would be the same.
Just as Guisha was thinking this, he slowly withdrew his hand and opened his thin lips, slowly saying a few words: "Why did you lie to me?"
Guisha was stunned. He knew that this sentence was not meant for him, but Yinyin said it without any emotion. What did this mean? At first, Guisha thought that Yinyin had lost all her emotions and even completely closed her heart, which could be said to be abandoned. But now it seems that this is not the case. It is better to say that it is lost than lost, because even without a heart, Yinyin still recalls certain things with her own memory, and those things are not lost, but forgotten...
