Chapter 125: Fighting for Love (3)
If Zhao Ziheng could be a little more , Zhao Ziyin might have a reason to stop his stupid behavior, but Zhao Ziheng's only selfish reason is also the reason for his survival. If you destroy the reason for someone else's survival, can that person still survive? Or is there any meaning in living? Not to mention how much Zhao Ziheng paid for that selfish reason, but at least everything he paid was undoubtedly based on the premise that countless people live and work in peace and contentment. Who can, who can, and who has the heart to blame such a reason?
: No matter it was Zhao Ziheng's selfish reasons or everything he did for it, Zhao Ziyin was in awe of Zhao Ziheng from the bottom of his heart. Zhao Ziheng's persistence and firm belief were shocking; at the same time, Zhao Ziyin knew that he would never be able to be like Zhao Ziheng. Zhao Ziheng could do anything for the sake of love, even sacrifice everything, but he couldn't do it; thinking of this, Zhao Ziyin naturally thought of Ling Menghan, the woman he fell in love with unknowingly but couldn't love. Sometimes he even asked himself if he really loved her. He never understood what it felt like to fall in love with someone. After all, compared with Zhao Ziheng's efforts, he thought he absolutely couldn't do it, nor did he have Zhao Ziheng's obsession with that person, let alone regard her as a reason for his survival. Then would that be love?
Frankly speaking, Zhao Ziyin still cannot understand Zhao Ziheng's love for that person. He has thought more than once that the person Zhao Ziheng loves is not worth such efforts. Perhaps only when you fall in love can you know? Zhao Ziyin suddenly thought of Lin Wei. If it was her, Zhao Ziyin might think that there is such value. As far as he knows, Lin Wei is a very virtuous woman. She can tolerate everything about Zhao Ziheng. She is gentle, knowledgeable, never unreasonable, and has never caused any trouble to Zhao Ziheng. Zhao Ziyin thinks that Lin Wei is a model among women; however, such a person died in the ruthless civil strife. She should not have died. If she had not died, would Zhao Ziheng have accepted her? Lin Wei should know that Zhao Ziheng has someone else in his heart, right? But she still chose to remain silent and tolerant. Such a woman died like that, and Zhao Ziyin felt sorry for it.
"General???"
Wu Yao was a little worried because Zhao Ziyan had been silent. This voice just happened to wake up Zhao Ziyan's mind, but he didn't show it.
"You are truly loyal to the emperor, right?" Zhao Ziyan said calmly.
Wu Yao was stunned when Zhao Ziyan asked this, and then nodded.
"Then no matter what you do, just trust him and remember, don't ask anything."
Zhao Ziyan seemed to be stating something, not giving Wu Yao any room to maneuver. Of course, Wu Yao had no idea what to say after hearing this, if for no other reason than because of his identity he was not qualified, although he sensed that there was something else behind Zhao Ziyan's words.
"If you understand, then follow Lord Wang's orders."
Just two simple sentences had already suppressed all of Wu Yao's worries. Looking at Zhao Ziyan steadily, Wu Yao respectfully said goodbye to Zhao Ziyan with the most formal etiquette. Sometimes actions can be more effective than any words. At this moment, Wu Yao suddenly understood a lot. Although he was still a little confused, he chose to trust and be loyal, so he didn't say anything else.
For a long time after Wu Yao left, Zhao Ziyin kept thinking about Wu Yao in his mind. His growth amazed Zhao Ziyin, but soon, Zhao Ziyin was immersed in thinking about Zhao Ziheng again...
It's very late at night.
Zhao Ziyin, who was supposed to go back to his room to sleep, suddenly came to the outside of [Qingyuan Pavilion] for some unknown reason. In fact, he was attracted by the piano music coming from [Qingyuan Pavilion] in the middle of the night. Piano music like this seemed to be heard every day after that incident. Zhao Ziyin, who was not familiar with music, felt that hearing this piano music at night was somewhat sad...
"Ah, General!!"
Just as Zhao Ziyu was listening in a trance, a voice brought his thoughts back. A maid had just come out of Qingyuan Pavilion and saw Zhao Ziyu and immediately exclaimed. After coming to her senses, Zhao Ziyu ignored her and just gestured for the maid to leave. The maid understood and retreated respectfully.
Because of the maid's loud and subtle exclamation just now, the sound of the piano had stopped. After the maid left, Zhao Ziyu hesitated for a moment and finally stepped into [Qingyuan Pavilion].
Since she already knew about Zhao Ziyin's arrival, Ling Menghan was prepared. However, when Zhao Ziyin entered the room, he saw Ling Menghan just sitting in front of the piano and staring out the window. Zhao Ziyin did not disturb her, but walked to the table beside her, sat down, picked up a cup from the tea tray, picked up the teapot and poured tea for himself, then drank it without even looking at Ling Menghan.
Like this, you don't talk to me and I don't talk to each other. It's common for Ling Menghan and Zhao Ziyin to be silent. Although Zhao Ziyin rarely comes to see Ling Menghan, he will come two or three times in a month no matter how busy he is. However, because of Yinyin's incident, Zhao Ziyin has only come twice in the past few months. Once to ask about the mysterious person he had met, and once because Ling Menghan fell ill. So why did he come this time? Ling Menghan said she had no interest in this. It didn't matter whether there a purpose or not, because she and Zhao Ziyin had never had a common language from beginning to end.
