Chapter 129: Cracks (3)
Shan Zhen stared at Yin Yin blankly, unable to speak . He raised his hands towards Yin Yin, as if to touch him, but they stopped in mid-air, trembling a little. He hesitated for a long time before putting them down. He tried hard to pull the muscles at the corners of his lips, and finally uttered a few words with difficulty: "You... have recovered your memory?"
Although it was just a guess, Dan Zhen could only guess this from Yin Yin's words.
"Um."
After getting the confirmation, Shan Zhen didn't know whether to be happy or sad. Yin Yin didn't seem to be as expected. Shan Zhen even felt that Yin Yin was unusually calm. Although he didn't know what happened, Yin Yin had recovered her memory, so why was she here? If she had recovered her memory... Shan Zhen realized that even if Yin Yin recovered her memory, he didn't know what she wanted to do.
"I'm sorry!" After a long silence, Shan Zhen finally squeezed out a few words. He had wanted to say these three words for a long time, but he never had the chance. Although it was too late, these were the words Shan Zhen wanted to say to Yin Yin the most. Ever since Yin Yin fell off the cliff that day, these three words had been repeated countless times in Shan Zhen's heart. When he knew that Yin Yin was still alive, he wanted to say it to her face to face, but too many things happened in the middle, so he only had the chance to say it now.
When he said these three words, Shan Zhen felt relieved, as if his long-tension heart was released in an instant. Even if Yin Yin would not forgive him, at least he had said these three words.
"Did you do something that you need to apologize for?" Yin Yin was a little confused.
Shan Zhen was silent again at Yin Yin's reaction. He didn't know what Yin Yin's answer meant. Did she forget? Or did she never care? Either of them was enough to make Shan Zhen's heart sink to the bottom. It was no longer just a feeling of loss .
Looking at Shan Zhen's resolute face, his deep eyes seemed to be hurt, Yin Yin felt a pain in her heart, and quickly reacted, realizing the reason for Shan Zhen's apology, so she said: "You don't have to apologize, I have never hated you."
Seeing that Shan Zhen had no reaction, Yin Yin thought it seemed a bit perfunctory, so she added: "Really, but I just felt very lost at that time, because there was no one around me at that time, and the only person who stood by me actually doubted me. Anyone would be sad, right?"
Shan Zhen listened to every word Yin Yin said, so when he heard all this, he didn't know whether to be happy or sad. It was indeed a special situation at that time, and he actually chose to help her and doubted her, so he was disappointed and desperate at that time, right? That's why he made such a decisive choice, right? Whenever Shan Zhen thought of that time, he couldn't forgive himself. It was like a brand deeply imprinted in his heart, engraved in his heart, and became a memory that he could never erase in his lifetime.
"Then what about the emperor?" Since this matter was mentioned, one would inevitably think of Zhou Cheng. Shan Zhen never denied that he hated Zhou Cheng. As for now, he didn't know whether he hated him or not, but he always couldn't help but care about what happened between Yin Yin and him.
Yin Yin pondered for a moment before slowly speaking: "...I hated him before, but now I don't hate him anymore. Instead, maybe I should thank him."
Like Shan Zhen, Yinyin did not deny that she had hated him. After all, she had narrowly escaped death that time. However, if it had not happened, perhaps she would not have charged against Zhao Ziheng. From this point of view, she should thank Zhou Cheng. After that, when she got along with Zhou Cheng, she unexpectedly discovered that Zhou Cheng actually fell in love with her, but she had no intention of paying attention to him at that time, and she almost used him to help her get revenge. Later, so many things happened, Yinyin had to admit that Zhou Cheng had true feelings for her, including Zhou Yan. The two brothers almost turned against each other because of her, but she could not accept it because she already had someone she loved. When she was in Weicheng, Yinyin did not forget that she had deeply hurt Zhou Cheng with words. Later, when she returned to Wangcheng, she did not expect that he would put aside the past grudges and constantly encourage her to take the path she should take. When she thought of this, Yinyin only felt deeply guilty towards Zhou Cheng...
Shan Zhen certainly didn’t know what happened between Yin Yin and Zhou Cheng, but he knew a little bit. But he didn’t know what Zhou Cheng did to deserve thanks?
Drunken things, that is, in the world. Drunken things, it succeeded, please check Zhao Ziheng and disappointment。 English: "Life is free. Don't wait until you lose something to appreciate it before you learn to cherish it. It's just like people. What has happened can't be made up for. Resentment and hatred will not help. You just have to grasp it and not lose it again. I only understood this truth recently." Yinyin's voice was mixed with a hint of sadness as she spoke. She had lost her memory and been frustrated. If it weren't for the ghost, she would probably still be losing herself. If she waited for the person in her heart to die, she would regret it very much in the end. That's why she cherishes the present and comes here. In fact, Yinyin still can't understand Zhao Ziheng's actions, but she chose to believe it because of the ghost's words. She believes that he will at least hold on until the day they meet. At least Zhao Ziheng will not die easily before they meet. So before that, Yinyin must find a way to deal with Zhao Ziheng, even if she dies, it is better than watching Zhao Ziheng die again. She has already endured the pain of losing Zhao Ziheng once, so she can't endure it a second time. If that must be the case, she would rather die before him.
