Chapter 130 The Price of Blood (3)
Tears burst out in Feng Jingyi's eyes. She looked at him and let the tears wash his face. The figure of Shan Zhen who was so close in her eyes became more and more blurred, but she still refused to look away, as if she wanted to find something from him, or something from his expression. But what she saw was his expression that was so cold that it was devoid of any color, as if he was very disdainful of her affairs?
She clenched her teeth to stop herself from crying, but she couldn't stop the tears from flowing. Looking at Shan Zhen's almost ruthless profile, Feng Jingyi was unable to say anything, but she was very unwilling to give up on her.
"Have you ever believed me?" Feng Jingyi looked at Shan Zhen and asked, suppressing the sadness in her heart.
Shan Zhen did not answer, nor did he react at all. Because she could only see him from the side, all Feng Jingyi saw was Shan Zhen who was not moved at all.
"Do you suspect that my feelings for you are also fake?" Feng Jingyi asked without giving up.
Shan Zhen still didn't answer, but often no answer usually means acquiescence. Just like now, no matter how you look at it, you know that Shan Zhen has acquiesced.
"You won't even talk to me now?"
Feng Jingyi's tears flowed more and more heavily, washing away the old tear marks again and again, her voice was choked as if the words she said were stuck in her throat; in this regard, Shan Zhen remained indifferent, without answering or any reaction. No matter who looked at it, it was just as Feng Jingyi said, he didn't want to talk to her anymore.
"Is it because I'm Fenglang's man?" Feng Jingyi's voice sounded so weak, but her eyes were still looking at Shan Zhen, wanting to get an answer from him, even the slightest response.
When he heard the word "Wind Wolf", Shan Zhen finally reacted and frowned slightly. He had always thought it was "Black Wolf", but that was just a rumor. From what Feng Jingyi said, he knew that the real name of "Black Wolf" was "Wind Wolf". Despite this, Shan Zhen still did not turn around and did not give any response, because even so, it could not change the fact of Feng Jingyi's identity. If it were not for this incident, he might never know that Feng Jingyi was actually a member of "Wind Wolf", and he didn't know how long she would lie to him? How could he stay with an enemy for so long? And the most ridiculous thing was that he couldn't kill this enemy.
"I want to tell you that I have never lied to you, and I never thought of using you to get close to you. I really love you and want to be by your side, so I..."
At the end of the conversation, Feng Jingyi couldn't continue. She felt stupid. She had confessed to Shan Zhen more than once and proved it with her actions, but she couldn't escape the position of her status. Or maybe Shan Zhen really had never been moved by her, so no matter what she did, it would never change the opposition of their status? If, even just a little bit, as long as Shan Zhen had been a little moved by him, would it prove that her efforts were worth it?
After a long while, Shan Zhen turned around and said coldly: "Are you done?"
Feng Jingyi was startled. She heard some fragmented sounds. It was not because of Shan Zhen’s words or his coldness, but because of his eyes that were devoid of any emotion.
"If it weren't for this matter, how long did you plan to hide it from me?" Shan Zhen said coldly, without any warmth in his tone and without any expression.
In fact, Shan Zhen wanted to say that he had given Feng Jingyi a chance to explain to him last night, but she chose to remain silent. You know how dangerous it is to keep an enemy by your side, and Shan Zhen himself didn't know why he didn't come to her and expose her immediately when he found out the truth last night; you know that even if it's just a moment, keeping an enemy by your side will eventually lead to irreversible consequences, but Shan Zhen gave Feng Jingyi a chance for the first time, and he himself didn't understand why he did this. Would it be different if she told him herself? No, Feng Jingyi is always an enemy, he will still drive her away, and maybe even kill her, because she is an enemy, so...
Feng Jingyi looked at Shan Zhen with tears in her eyes. Shan Zhen in front of her made her feel very strange. She did not deny that she had concealed her identity from Shan Zhen, because she knew that Shan Zhen regarded the entire "Wind Wolf" as an enemy. Including yesterday, she did not expect to meet Feng Yao and others, so she guessed that her identity might be exposed , but things changed unexpectedly because of the matter of Guisha and Yunmeng, so she forgot. Feng Jingyi did not think about telling Shan Zhen the truth, but she could not say it. From the moment Feng Yao and others were arrested, she had been worried. She did not know what to say, nor did she know how to face Shan Zhen's questioning. However, what Feng Jingyi did not expect was that Shan Zhen came to her now. Shouldn't he have known it yesterday? Or was it because of Yin Yin's matter last night that he was confused and did not come to her?
Speaking of Yin Yin, Feng Jingyi left Guisha and Yunmeng last night. On the one hand, she couldn't stand the atmosphere after knowing Yunmeng's mood, so she ran away from them; on the other hand, she was afraid of how Shan Zhen would react to her after knowing the truth, so she finally decided to confess to him before Shan Zhen came to find her. Unexpectedly, she saw Shan Zhen and Yin Yin together, and heard those words; after that, Feng Jingyi of course couldn't say anything in that situation, and didn't want to find Shan Zhen at that time, also because of fear, afraid that Shan Zhen would treat her even worse after encountering that situation, and in the end it seemed that nothing could be changed.
