Chapter 131 Foolish Love (1)
Yunmeng's eyes became thoughtful again, the scene of that day was still vivid in her mind...
"At that time, I didn't expect Guisha to come back, nor did I expect him to come. At that time, Guisha's reaction scared me more than him. It was not until then that I realized that I cared about Guisha more than anyone else. Guisha is my younger brother, but we are not from the same father and mother. It's just that we have been together since childhood, so I almost forgot that Feng Qinghan was just a passer-by. I was attracted by his appearance, so I was so afraid of Guisha's reaction. I wanted to explain, but I didn't know how to start, because everything was just as he saw it, and no matter how I explained it, it was the fact. At that time, I knew that Guisha would not forgive me, and I realized how ridiculous my actions were. It turned out that the person I cared about the most was right beside me, but I still blindly chased after the person who didn't belong to me."
Yunmeng's tone was very calm, as if she was narrating a very ordinary thing. How much did she have to go through to be able to narrate this in such a calm tone?
"You...could it be..." Yinyin seemed to have guessed the implication of Yunmeng's words, and could understand why Yunmeng had such an incongruous and overly ambiguous behavior towards Guisha.
Yunmeng continued Yinyin's words: "Do you want to say that I violated common sense? Yes, even if we are not related by blood, we are still siblings after all."
Yin Yin was silent. Actually, she didn't want to say that. She just wanted to confirm her guess. Shan Zhen was the same as Yin Yin. He didn't think that this kind of thing was against common sense or ethics. The important thing was that they were not related by blood.
"In short, I know very well how important Guisha is to me. At that time, no matter what I said, he would not believe it. Maybe I should be thankful that he did not kill me. I also looked for him after that. Of course, I could not deny the fact that I killed Master and the others, but he didn't want to see me at all. Later, I could only ask Feng Qinghan to explain to Guisha on my behalf. At that time, Guisha never cared about anyone and treated everyone equally, but Feng Qinghan was special, so I thought he would listen. However, I didn't expect that the matter was arranged by Feng Qinghan from the beginning, just to snatch Guisha away from me. He knew how important Guisha was to me. I thought I hid it very well, and even things that I didn't realize at that time were discovered by him. That person seemed to know everything, and there was nothing I could hide from him. When I found out that it was him who wanted to snatch Guisha away from me, I wanted to kill him, and I hated myself even more for being so blind that I was deceived by him. However, killing him is harder than ascending to heaven, let alone meeting him. I couldn't even get close to him, not only his servants, but even if we could fight him head-on, no one could defeat him. I tried every way to kill him, and finally found an opportunity, but because the ghost suddenly appeared... No, it didn't appear suddenly, it was deliberately arranged by him. At that time, the ghost wanted to kill me, but that person actually interceded for me. Isn't it ridiculous? A person who trapped me in injustice would actually choose that time to intercede for me, which undoubtedly made the ghost hate me to the bone and wanted to kill me and cut me into pieces. From then on, the ghost avoided me, and I had nothing. I just wanted to find him and explain to him in person; just when I was looking for the ghost and was about to go crazy, when I thought I could find him, that person hid him, hid him in a place where no one could find him; I had no choice, I couldn't live without the ghost, so I tried every way to make him show up, but he was completely indifferent. In the end, I could only choose a method that he hated the most to force him to show up and let him come to me..."
Yinyin had no idea about the so-called conspiracy. Yunmeng's words made her seem to understand it, perhaps because she was just an outsider. But from Yunmeng's words, it sounded like Guisha was definitely not a truly heartless and ungrateful person. Having been with him for so long, Yinyin was very sure. Moreover, when it came to hiding, Yinyin thought of the dark forest. Perhaps this could prove that what Yunmeng said about Feng Qinghan hiding Guisha was true. However, what Yinyin cared about most was the method that Yunmeng mentioned that Guisha hated the most. If she guessed correctly, this was the reason why Guisha was acting abnormally, and it was also the reason why she came to find Yunmeng.
Suddenly, Yin Yin laughed, very suddenly, and the laughter was neither too loud nor too soft, just loud enough for Shan Zhen and Yun Meng to hear clearly. When the two of them looked at Yin Yin instinctively, they saw a smile full of sarcasm, grief and sorrow on Yin Yin's face.
"Is it just for this?" Yin Yin asked with a smile. If Yin Yin had some sympathy for Yun Meng before, now she only felt contempt.
Dan Zhen and Yun Meng were both shocked by Yin Yin's sudden reaction, and had no idea how to respond to her words.
"In order to cover up your own actions, you shift the blame to others and even use your anger to torture others. You think you are framed and therefore innocent? Why don't you say that all this happened because of your selfishness? If you were not blinded by selfish desires, would you do that? Will Kui Shao hate you? Will he avoid you? You only think that he doesn't want to see you and avoid you, but you use all the methods that make him hate to force him to show up. Have you ever thought about his feelings? You yourself said that he wanted to kill you, but he would rather choose to avoid you and give up the chance to kill you. You only make excuses for what you did, but never consider the feelings of others. Your selfishness makes me think you are even more hypocritical." Yin Yin looked directly at Yun Meng, and said every word clearly. At the same time, the eyes she stared at Yun Meng were not so much filled with anger as they were filled with sorrow.
