Chapter 133: The Pursuit of Happiness (1)
Two different souls can only resonate when they have the same idea about something. Generally speaking, they understand each other quite well. But this is not the case for Zhao Ziheng and Feng Qinghan...
"When do we set off?" Zhao Ziheng asked.
"Tomorrow, we need to have a good rest tonight." Feng Qinghan replied calmly.
At first glance, Feng Qinghan's words didn't sound like anything, but Zhao Ziheng still heard something behind them. However, Zhao Ziheng didn't say anything, but just turned his head to look at Feng Qinghan. Under the afterglow of the setting sun, Feng Qinghan looked a little unreal. Zhao Ziheng admitted that Feng Qinghan had an amazing appearance, but it didn't seem real to him at the moment...
"I'm curious, who are you?"
Zhao Ziheng's question seems ordinary, but it is meaningful because of the question he asked.
Feng Qinghan replied calmly: "I want to know this question too."
Zhao Ziheng couldn't help but be surprised to hear Feng Qinghan's answer, but since the words came from Feng Qinghan's mouth, Zhao Ziheng didn't think it was strange, he was just a little confused.
At this time, Feng Qinghan had turned around to face Zhao Ziheng, and saw that he was confused, so he said: "What kind of person do you think he is, a person who was abandoned since birth?"
Feng Qinghan's words at this moment surprised Zhao Ziheng even more. He knew of course that Feng Qinghan was not speaking metaphorically, nor was he talking about others, but about himself. Zhao Ziheng was very surprised. He couldn't imagine that someone like Feng Qinghan would be abandoned?
"But no one can be blamed for this. After all, everyone has selfish desires, and will do certain things because of them. No matter how important or not, it cannot change the fact that the decision has been made." Feng Qinghan continued, as if he was talking about an ordinary truth.
Zhao Ziheng thought that what Feng Qinghan said was not wrong, but he wanted to know what Feng Qinghan thought. He couldn't tell anything from his tone, so he asked: "So you hate your parents?"
"Does it matter whether I hate him or not? Maybe I did, maybe I didn't. That was a long time ago."
What you mean is that you don’t hate it now?
"What do you want?" Zhao Ziheng asked.
"Same as you." Feng Qinghan answered quickly without hesitation.
If it is true as Feng Qinghan said, it would not be a big deal. However, Zhao Ziheng was not worried about this. He clearly saw the loneliness deep in Feng Qinghan's heart. What he wanted to pursue was just the warm sunshine. Yin Yin happened to be the warmth he was looking for. With this in mind, it was not surprising that Feng Qinghan would fall in love with Yin Yin. Zhao Ziheng knew that he was also attracted by the true tenderness in Yin Yin's heart, so he was unwilling to let go. Yin Yin was not without indifference and willfulness sometimes, but that was just a disguise. Just like Feng Qinghan, he was just the opposite of Yin Yin. He disguised himself with a smile. Both of them were actually lonely in their hearts. However, there was one thing that was completely different between Yin Yin and Feng Qinghan. That was the real Yin Yin was very gentle and kind. Feng Qinghan disguised himself with a smile but could not find his true self . Perhaps even if he found it, he would bury it because he had lost it before.
Zhao Ziheng shook his head slightly, a faint, self-deprecating arc appeared at the corner of his lips. He thought that he was not qualified to evaluate others, and he could not judge others' thoughts based on his own guesses. After all, he was always just himself, not someone else.
After a moment, Zhao Ziheng looked at Feng Qinghan and said with a smile: "I won't lose to you."
Feng Qinghan answered with a smile, his expression as firm as Zhao Ziheng's.
At this moment, Zhao Ziheng also understood a truth, that is, there is nothing wrong with pursuing his own sunshine, and everyone has the right to pursue happiness; as long as it is fair competition and he truly cares about the person he loves, Zhao Ziheng has no reason not to accept the challenge, and the final choice is also Yinyin. Zhao Ziheng has no right to choose on behalf of Yinyin, and no one else has the right to choose for him for a person's happiness; speaking of it, Yinyin is already Zhao Ziheng's, and Zhao Ziheng should be qualified to reject other suitors on behalf of Yinyin, but Zhao Ziheng does not think so, because he always believes that happiness is not bound by marriage, and only two people with extremely deep ties can last for a long time. This is also the challenge he dares to face anyone, because he firmly believes that his feelings will not lose, and he also believes in Yinyin's feelings; if there is such a day, when he no longer loves, or Yinyin no longer loves himself, can he really let go easily? Zhao Ziheng cannot find the answer to this question for the time being. He only knows that only those who can give Yinyin happiness are qualified to be with her, and they must be chosen by her personally.
"But I want to know, when did you fall in love with her?" Zhao Ziheng suddenly asked.
"When?" Feng Qinghan thought for a moment and said: "... probably when we first met."
This answer did not surprise Zhao Ziheng. On the contrary, he was quite fond of Feng Qinghan's answer, because he also fell in love with Yin Yin at the first sight. Recalling the sweetness of his acquaintance with Yin Yin, the tenderness could not be concealed in his eyes, and a happy smile appeared at the corner of his lips.
Feng Qinghan looked at Zhao Ziheng with some surprise. He suddenly found that the man in front of him was really special, just like the feeling he had when they first met. There was always a hint of melancholy between his brows and in the depths of his eyes, but when he mentioned the person in his heart, a hint of tenderness would appear, and it was the same now. Feng Qinghan knew Zhao Ziheng well. This man who could hold the whole world in his hands seemed to be calm no matter what he faced, but would only reveal other emotions to one person. And at the moment, what was he thinking of that made him have such a gentle expression on his face. Feng Qinghan was sure that no woman would not be moved if she saw Zhao Ziheng in front of her.
