Chapter 139: Two-Year Agreement (1)
It was just dawn, but the sky was still gloomy. Shan Zhen stood by the window in deep thought. On the bed behind him was Feng Jingyi who was still unconscious. At this moment, Shan Zhen, who was standing by the window, suddenly turned around and looked at Feng Jingyi lying unconscious on the bed; two rows of long eyelashes were stuck to her pale and bloodless face, which made her look even paler. It was not difficult to imagine how her face would be when she was so seriously injured and lost so much blood...
Recalling the situation when fighting with the enemy who took Yin Yin away, although he had known the strength of Feng Lang for a long time, Shan Zhen still felt a little nervous whenever he thought about it. Their strength had already exceeded the level of ordinary people, and even Shan Zhen was not sure that he could compete with them; that day, when Shan Zhen was fighting with the enemy, someone took the opportunity to attack, fortunately Feng Jingyi appeared in time. Similar situations had happened before, but when Shan Zhen saw the bright red flowing from Feng Jingyi's body, he felt that the bright red was so dazzling... I don't know if it was too late, the moment he saw Feng Jingyi injured, Shan Zhen was indeed shaken.
At this moment, the eyelashes that were close to her face flickered, and Shan Zhen immediately came back to his senses and walked to the bed. After a while, the pair of black and pure eyes opened from under the long eyelashes, and a trace of throbbing flashed through Shan Zhen's heart. Feng Jingyi's half-open eyes with mist in them made Shan Zhen feel very attractive for a moment...
"Are you awake?" Shan Zhen asked in a caring voice.
The owner who opened her eyes had indeed woken up, but she just stared at Shan Zhen motionlessly, with a look of confusion and evasion in her eyes.
Seeing what Feng Jingyi meant, Shan Zhen turned aside and said, "I'll go get Doctor Wang."
As soon as he finished speaking, Shan Zhen turned and left. Looking at Shan Zhen's gradually leaving back, tears fell from the corners of her eyes...
After diagnosis, Feng Jingyi's condition is still not optimistic. The main reason is that the toxic components are unclear, so it is not easy to find a way to suppress and eliminate them. Feng Qinghan's blood alone can only dilute it at most, and whether it will be backfired is still unknown. In short, the situation is still unstable.
After knowing that she was rescued, Feng Jingyi was not surprised by Feng Qinghan's arrival, but was a little surprised that Canyun was seriously injured. However, to her now, all this seemed insignificant.
Because Wang Ye had to prepare the antidote, he left after checking Feng Jingyi's condition, leaving Shan Zhen and Feng Jingyi alone with a somewhat awkward atmosphere. Feng Jingyi hadn't said a word since she woke up, and she only answered Wang Ye's questions by nodding or shaking her head. Although she cooperated, she seemed somewhat lifeless.
Shan Zhen, who had been standing aside, finally took action. He walked forward and tucked the quilt for Feng Jingyi. Feng Jingyi saw everything, but still said nothing.
Perhaps noticing Feng Jingyi's gaze, Shan Zhen paused , withdrew his hand and turned his back after a moment. Feng Jingyi's gaze also followed Shan Zhen's movements, and her eyes never left. So when she saw Shan Zhen's back turned, the sadness in Feng Jingyi's eyes deepened.
After a while, Shan Zhen broke the silence and said: "Why? I have made my words very clear, why do you still want to do this?"
The words sounded like a reproach, but the tone did not contain any blame at all. However, Feng Jingyi did not answer, but just stared at Shan Zhen's back quietly.
Shan Zhen seemed to have expected Feng Jingyi's silence. He took a deep breath and said, "Forget it this time, but I hope you remember that I will definitely do what I said, so leave after your injury heals. Don't show up again this time. I will pay you back, including the previous ones."
Shan Zhen did not forget that this was not the first time Feng Jingyi had saved him. He was not an ungrateful person, it was just that he had different personal positions. What's more, he already knew Feng Jingyi's feelings. If he continued to pester her, he would probably not be able to control the result. Therefore, he had to do it as soon as possible while he could still control it, so as to avoid regretting it when it was irreversible.
Listening to Shan Zhen's words, Feng Jingyi's tears still fell silently from the corners of her eyes. She should have known from the beginning that this would be the result. If possible, why wouldn't she want to leave? It's just that she knew she couldn't get out of it after falling in love. Just like her now, she couldn't extricate herself from the beginning of her fall. Maybe she discovered this a little late, because when she discovered it, she knew it was too late.
Just as Shan Zhen was hesitating to leave, Feng Jingyi's voice suddenly sounded from behind him: "What should I do?"
Although the voice was faint, Shan Zhen could still hear it clearly. Feng Jingyi's voice was not only faint, but also hoarse and choked, which made Shan Zhen's heart tremble instantly.
Feng Jingyi's voice continued: "After leaving you, I realized that I couldn't find myself, and I couldn't go back to my former self. "
If Shan Zhen looked back at this moment, he would be able to see the despair and grief in Feng Jingyi's eyes, which is only felt when a person has lost all the meaning of existence; Feng Jingyi spoke every word with great effort, as if she had used up all her strength. She did not ask for or hope for anything, but only hoped that Shan Zhen could look at her, even just for a glance, and she would die without regrets...
Can a shattered dream be restored? Can a broken heart be repaired?
When a person loses the meaning of living, all that is left is a body. People are selfish creatures and are unwilling to give up easily. Even when facing death, they will still have a glimmer of hope.
