Chapter 193 Farewell Letter
Su Ming glanced at Ansiriel, thought for a moment, and said decisively: "You come with us!"
"Impossible, I will die. I have dedicated everything to God." Ansiriel's face was pale, and her hands hanging beside her legs were trembling slightly. "Only one of you and I can survive."
"Can God monitor you all the time? It can't! If it can, then why aren't you dead yet? If God doesn't give you a direct order, you won't be in trouble! You are going against God's will right now, but you are still fine, aren't you?"
"But I can't escape God's will. It will always know."
"How does it convey its message?"
Ansiriel was stunned and said blankly: "...It was a dream."
"Dream? Very good! I have companions outside who can prevent the Dream God from interfering with my dreams. As long as you leave with me, nothing will happen to you." Su Ming said.
Ansiriel blinked, looked at Su Ming doubtfully, and asked, "Really?"
"real."
Ansiriel was stunned. She stared at Su Ming blankly, then frowned and took two steps back.
"Could it be that... you have been lying to me all along?"
"How could I lie to you?"
"You are not an ordinary person at all!" Ansilia raised her voice with a very firm tone.
"..."Su Ming spread his hands, but couldn't utter any words, so he put his hands down again.
"You know so much, and you have companions who can resist dreams. This is not right... You are just like those outsiders who attacked us... an enemy of God." Ansiriel shook her head and stepped back, her expression filled with shock and sadness. She didn't want to believe that the person she spent every day with was lying to her from the beginning.
Su Ming knew that he had been seen through. Looking at Ansiriel's expression, she was clearly convinced that no matter how much he explained, he would never be able to regain her trust.
"So, does it matter?" Su Ming asked shamelessly.
"Don't you want to leave with me? I didn't lie to you about anything except my identity! I really want to leave here with you and live together in our world! I do have a companion who can resist dreams.
Isn't this world cruel? Since it is possible to leave, why don't you try? I will stay with you, always! "
Su Ming looked at Ansiriel. He was not sure whether she would believe his lies. If she chose to leave with him, she would have to get her own body, which would free up some time.
Even if she does not agree to leave with him, he will choose to compromise temporarily, send her away, and buy some time.
He would take advantage of this time to contact Xia Xiaoyu and ask her to come in and help him and Arthur leave.
As long as Xia Xiaoyu is there, no matter how strong those people in the dream are in hand-to-hand combat, it will be useless. In Xia Xiaoyu's eyes, they are just fish on the chopping board... Of course, the premise is that they can't see Xia Xiaoyu.
"Can I really... go to the other world with you?" Ansiriel asked in a trembling voice, her eyes filled with tears.
Ansiriel's question seemed a bit cowardly, and Su Ming sighed inwardly.
He would not take the other person away, but he nodded repeatedly, walked forward to hug the other person, and promised: "Of course! I will! I will!"
Ansiriel hugged Su Ming back and cried out loud. She didn't know why she made such a crazy decision, but the future that Su Ming had outlined for her was too beautiful.
If she could live like an ordinary person, not controlled by any gods, not threatened by anything, free and according to her own will, then she would be willing to give everything for it.
The risk of risking one's life becomes worth it in the face of this possible future.
"Wait for me. I have to take my real body with me. Once I bring out my real body, we'll leave right away!"
"How long will it take?"
"Within an hour."
Su Ming nodded. An hour was enough for him and Arthur to leave.
Ansiriel climbed onto the bed and closed her eyes. Su Ming was stunned when he saw this and asked, "Aren't you going to get your original body?"
Ansiriel shook her head. "I need to spend some time transferring my spirit to my main body and confirm its status. Then I will come over by myself. Now I just need to lie down on the bed and sleep well."
"It's really convenient. You go to sleep, I'll wait for you." Su Ming said.
Ansiriel looked at Su Ming deeply, closed her eyes, and soon fell asleep.
Su Ming gently pushed Ansiriel to confirm that she was asleep. He took out the sniper rifle from under the bed, loaded it with bullets, walked to the door, aimed at the clock tower far away outside, and pulled the trigger.
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In a dark underground space, on a bed, a pale woman woke up faintly. She raised her hand and looked carefully. Her skinny and slender fingers reminded people of zombies. The body of the person in the dream was so fascinating that she forgot to take care of her real body.
She could imagine what her face looked like now. She must look thin and rough, as ugly as a dried flower.
If Su Ming saw her like this, would he hate her?
Thinking of this, Ansiriel suddenly began to worry.
But she didn't hesitate for too long. She had already made the decision to leave here with Su Ming.
Following the dark tunnel all the way up, after walking up countless steps, they finally saw the daylight. The two guards outside were surprised to see Ansiriel coming out, and asked in surprise, "Lord Ansiriel, why are you out!"
"We have to go to a farther place to carry out the mission." Ansiriel replied weakly.
Although the person in the dream stays in the city for many years and can be resurrected continuously, the real lifespan of the person in the dream is not long. The death of the original body represents the end of everything.
Therefore, it is common for dreamers to die naturally in a town. If there are no new devout believers who can develop into new dreamers, the ruler of the city will contact the rulers of other cities and dispatch dreamers from other cities to come to this town to replace the deceased.
Therefore, although it is not common to take the original body on a long journey, it is not worthy of suspicion.
Moreover, all those who can become believers of the dreamer have gone through the test of terrible dreams and have extremely devout beliefs, so no one would suspect that the dreamer would betray. Therefore, the two guards did not think that there was anything wrong with Ansiriel's excuse.
"Thank you for your hard work." The two guards bowed and did not doubt Ansiriel's words at all.
Ansiriel nodded and slowly walked towards her bedroom. She thought a lot along the way and hesitated halfway, but she finally believed that Su Ming would accept her as she was.
"Su Ming, I'm back!" Ansiriel pushed open the door, but no one was in the room to greet her.
I walked into the bedroom and it was also empty.
Why isn't Su Ming here? Where did he go at such a critical moment?
Oh, right, I must be going to Arthur's place, right? After all, Arthur is leaving with me, so I need to prepare.
Ansiriel walked into the bedroom and sat down on the bed, intending to wait for Su Ming to come back. Then, she saw her body on the bed with a piece of paper in her hand.
"What...is this?" She picked up the letter tremblingly.
[Ansiriel, I'm leaving. It's too dangerous for you to leave with me, no matter how you consider it.
I originally wanted to take you away, but after thinking about it, I decided not to.
You don't have to worry about me. I can leave here safely, so just wait a moment and tell your superior that I have escaped, and then you should be fine.
Don't worry about me, the feelings between you and me are actually fake. Although it is strange to say this, just wait for a few days and you will soon find out that your affection for me is just a very short-lived and irrational illusion.
I have understood a lot during the days I have been with you. The most important thing is that there is no absolute good or evil in the world. Most of the time, conflicts only arise from positions. I can fully understand why you have become the person in my dream. That is the most right thing you have done in the cruel reality.
You are working hard and trying to live even in such a cruel world.
I believe that other people are the same. No one wants to destroy or control anything. They just want to live a better life.
But at the same time, the hostile stance is understandable, but it is impossible to reverse it. We have become enemies. If we meet on the battlefield, you don't have to hold back on me, and I won't hold back either... It's best if we don't meet on the battlefield. Although we are enemies, I still don't want you to become an obstacle that I need to clear.
Most of the things I say these days are lies.
But some of it is true, for example, you can really go to my world, and my world is just as I said, where humans can control their own destiny.
If you long for such a world, then come and I will welcome you.
You who are reading this letter must feel that you are very eager, right? But your current mood is not real, it is false, it is because of your trust in me, and you have an overly exaggerated fantasy about the future I talked about.
No matter how much I say now, it will be useless. Just wait two or three days, and then you will know what I am talking about.
Also, never forget how you felt when you first saw me. That feeling is how you truly felt about me, and that is the true relationship between us.
There are still many things I want to write, but after thinking about it, it is most realistic to let you wait for the illusion to pass.
I won't say too much polite words, as we don't have much to talk about, and I'm actually not obligated to say too much. I'm leaving this letter just because I don't like lying.
In short, you have to know that you don't love me.
Let’s put an end to the false love that has lasted for a few days. Goodbye.
Another piece of paper I hid under the sheets was the addresses of several villages where we hoped to teach. Although we were separated, the plan would proceed as usual if that was okay with you.
Also, burn this paper and don’t let anyone see it. I hope you can stay alive forever. 】
