Chapter 233 Demonstrating to Me
Jessica Jung felt a little uncomfortable with the way Kim Taeyeon kept looking at her. To be honest, she was in a very confused mood at the moment, as if there was a void in her heart. This was indeed due to Jessica Jung's response to her, but Jessica Jung's tears were not only due to this. She felt as if everything was moving away from her, even her own sister was leaving her. So it was not just because Jessica Jung sang a song for her that made her so confused.
Seeing Jessica avoiding her gaze, turning around and walking towards her with her head down, Kim Taeyeon remembered many rumors about her in the company. For example, Huang Miying told her that although Jessica was cold a few years ago, most people thought she was stupid, but since her parents had a car accident, Jessica's coldness was real coldness, and some trainees in the company privately called her an iceberg because of this.
In fact, Kim Taeyeon has imagined many stories about Zheng Xiuheng, Zheng Xiuyeon and Zheng Xiujung, but always felt that something was missing. Now she knows that Zheng Xiuyeon and Zheng Xiuheng have conflicts, and Zheng Xiujung likes Zheng Xiuheng as a brother even more than Zheng Xiuyeon as a sister. Zheng Xiuheng seemed to have done something dangerous for his sister in the past, and even fought with more than a dozen bad guys with knives on the street.
In fact, the fact that Zheng Xiuheng fought with more than a dozen bad guys with knives was enough to make Kim Taeyeon favor this senior whom she admired very much, and that situation could no longer be called a fight.
If it were something else, Kim Taeyeon might have tried to find a way to help, but it was obviously someone else's family affair, and it seemed much more complicated than she thought, so she didn't say anything, but she had a different feeling when she saw it.
Secondly, Kim Taeyeon has been envious of Jessica Jung since yesterday. No matter what music Jessica Jung plays, what Kim Taeyeon thinks in her heart is that it would be great if she could have a brother like this who plays the piano for her.
Girls like Kim Taeyeon are full of curiosity. Although becoming a trainee may be enviable for many children of the same age, it actually means giving up a lot of things. It is really rare to find an interest at this time.
After her last private conversation with Zheng Xiuheng, Kim Taeyeon realized that she was not really interested in the piano. She was only interested in Zheng Xiuheng who played the piano and his music.
Just like the reason why she was excited yesterday, that song was the one she heard in the restaurant. Kim Taeyeon's most profound memory of Zheng Xiuheng was that day. Although she remembered some of the song, it was intermittent. Although she could try hard to recall some of it, her memory was slowly fading over time. But suddenly hearing that song yesterday made her excited, just like a child who found her favorite toy again.
"Senior Xiuyan!"
She wanted to leave the bathroom and go back to the practice room, but after taking two steps, she saw Kim Taeyeon calling her, so Jessica Jung also stopped.
The two were only about 20 centimeters apart , and their eyes met. Even though Jessica Jung was confused inside, she was still surprised, because Kim Taeyeon's eyes did not fluctuate much, which was completely different from her usual look of avoiding others.
"What's the matter?"
Jessica Jung calmed herself down and replied coldly, looking at Kim Taeyeon with a little doubt in her eyes.
Kim Taeyeon is not a person who likes to meddle in other people's affairs. Although she really wants to help Zheng Xiuheng restore the relationship with her sister, as an outsider, she is just thinking about this matter. It's just that maybe everyone just thinks that Zheng Xiuyan's problem started from yesterday.
But Kim Taeyeon knew that although Jessica Jung looked the same as before, she actually spent more time in the dark. She was a person who rarely spoke, but she basically stopped talking now. And she learned from Xueqiu that little Shuijing had moved to live with her brother. Kim Taeyeon felt that Jessica Jung was in a very dangerous situation. From the emotions conveyed by the song yesterday, to Jessica Jung's crying and her absent-mindedness today, it proved that her situation was very dangerous.
The group Girls' Generation has actually been a project that has been prepared for a long time, and it is not easy for them to persevere to the end. Kim Taeyeon doesn't know what Jessica Jung, who has joined the group from the beginning, has in mind now, but she is very clear that she cares about this position perhaps more than anyone else here.
But facing everything that happened in the past few days, Kim Taeyeon has matured a lot. At least she understood one thing: it doesn’t matter who is missing from the group.
SM will be in no shape or form without this group. Even if they debut, the future is still unknown. Unless they have enough value, no one is indispensable.
If it was before, Kim Taeyeon might not care about Jessica, but this time it was different. If they were really siblings, she didn't think that Jessica would say goodbye to her sister and then ignore each other. At this moment, Kim Taeyeon admired this senior more and more. No... I should say that I admired the funny, gentle, and occasionally sincere senior in the radio station more. Of course, there was also the reason that always existed.
So because of Zheng Xiuheng, Kim Taeyeon spoke up. Although she couldn't help improve the relationship between her senior and Zheng Xiuyan, Kim Taeyeon knew what she could do because this was not the only reason she was thinking about.
"Senior Xiu Yan, although I don't know your situation very well, there are some things I want to tell you!"
Zheng Xiuyan frowned, feeling extremely uncomfortable with Kim Taeyeon's bland look and tone. How should I put it? It should be said that it felt like she was awkward with another person. She always thought that Kim Taeyeon was very introverted, even when everyone was against her, she was depressed and did not take any action, but now it seems that her feeling was wrong.
"Speak!"
Kim Taeyeon didn't care about Jessica Jung's indifference, and said sincerely: "If you keep doing this, I think you can still debut!"
"What do you mean?" Jessica Jung frowned, the words sounded like a provocation.
"What I mean is that the captain of the group has not been decided yet. If this continues, you won't be able to compete with me!"
Saying this in such a calm tone was a huge shock to Jessica Jung. In fact, in this group, everyone thought that the position of captain would fall to Jessica Jung, even Jessica Jung herself thought so. Except that Kim Taeyeon was one month older than her, her age advantage was obvious. Coupled with the fact that she was a senior among the trainees, this felt like a matter of course.
This is also the reason why other people are not interested in the so-called captain. Apart from those who are younger, one year younger, and have joined the company not long ago, there are only a few candidates. In fact, Jessica Jung is also not interested in the position of captain now. Perhaps it is because Park Injeong left too deep an impression on them before she left. Now no one in the group thinks they can do as well as Park Injeong . In addition, everyone now understands how much the captain of the group can play a role at a critical moment. If she just wants to be the captain, it will be disrespectful to everyone.
Jessica Jung originally had this idea, but now she has given it up, mainly because she understands her own character. Simply put, she has the will but not the ability. In fact, she has also thought about how she should lead the team in the future if she is really announced as the captain. After all, under the current circumstances, she does have a greater chance.
But now Kim Taeyeon's attitude was like a hammer in the back for her. Especially when she saw Kim Taeyeon's indifferent look and thought of that matter-of-fact tone, Jessica Jung couldn't recover for a long time.
Kim Taeyeon did this not simply to stimulate Jessica Jung, it can be said that 80% of it was because of Jessica Jung. It was not only out of the idea of helping her seniors and sister, but more importantly, Kim Taeyeon had thought a lot about how to stand on the highest stage. With her current attitude of not seeking merit but avoiding mistakes, and just doing what she can, Kim Taeyeon felt it was unlikely to reach the highest stage, so this meant that she had to change.
This is something that Kim Taeyeon has been thinking about for a long time, and today, because of Jessica Jung, she finally made a decision. First of all, she will give 100% of her ability to become the captain...
It's not that the position of captain is so good, but I want to do what Park In-jeong did, to unite nine people, even if they don't have a good relationship in private, but they have to work hard for a common goal, only in this way can they get opportunities and succeed. But even though everyone has a good relationship now, the cohesion will not be as good as the last time they performed "One Candle" just by talking to each other.
Kim Taeyeon doesn't know whether others will support her, but if she talks openly and honestly, it is possible, unless there is someone else who is willing and confident to take on this position.
People move forward because of their goals. Kim Taeyeon’s character is not weak, but she is not strong either. It’s just that everyone has things they want, especially when they can’t get them without working hard for them, then naturally they need to change.
"Ha, what is this? Are you demonstrating to me?" Jessica Jung laughed in anger. Looking at Kim Taeyeon's indifferent look, she felt so disgusted for the first time. There is no doubt that in the current group of Girls' Generation, except for Huang Miyoung who has a good relationship with Kim Taeyeon, and the maknae, the others would probably be angry when hearing such words.
It is common for trainees in entertainment companies to fight with each other. Even in the first two years after joining the company, Jessica Jung also faced competition, various assessments, and selections. It is not the case that you can get good results just by performing well. But because unexpected people said unexpected things to her, Jessica Jung became angry.
Kim Taeyeon shook her head calmly. Although her face looked chubby and white, and compared with the cold and beautiful Jessica Jung, she didn't have any sense of majesty at all, but it seemed that her heart was much calmer than Jessica Jung.