Chapter 30 Chapter 30 People are like this. You care...

People are like this. You care for many years, pay attention to what they eat and use, and you can't stop a strange man from caring for them.

Fortunately, Xiaozhen has always been indifferent. It is hard to say what a person with superficial emotions will pretend to be like to a man.

The less she cares, the more Cui Fengsheng likes her and the more high-sounding words he likes to say.

This continued for two or three times, and Xiaozhen began to pretend to be sick. She clenched her fists and begged him. She almost kowtowed to Qiao Yihua on the bed and swore that she was really sick.

He said, what's the use of you telling me.

In the end, he still said very tactfully that Xiaozhen has always been in poor health and loves to get sick when the seasons change.

Cui Fengsheng said that she looked strong and healthy, so how could she be sick? He immediately made an appointment with the top gynecologist in the affiliated hospital.

Between being rich and powerful, being powerful is still the best.

But Xiaozhen didn't go. If she went, she would definitely retrieve her previous medical records, which was unnecessary.

So when he invited her to have dinner together again, Xiaozhen had to go.

During the period, he was not as cautious as the first time. Several men and women gathered together and saw that he was ambiguous with Xiaozhen. They immediately recognized the trick and toasted Xiaozhen and said some nonsense compliments.

She herself could not drink. Qiao Yihua sat next to her and acted as if it had nothing to do with her. She drank one cup after another.

After a while, her face was red and she was very drunk.

Fortunately, she did not get drunk. But when Cui Fengsheng wanted to take her away, Xiaozhen leaned against Qiao Yihua and kept saying, I want to go with my brother, don't hold me.

It was quite embarrassing. Cui Fengsheng was embarrassed, but he didn't get angry. He said, Old Qiao, I think he is drunk and unconscious, let's go back quickly.

Xiaozhen sat in the car and leaned on Qiao Yihua, saying that he didn't brush his teeth and they were so smelly.

She leaned her head from his shoulder to the depths of his neck, touched his face and said, Brother, I feel so bad, really so bad.

Then she started crying non-stop.

Drunk people behave differently. Qiao Yihua usually doesn't feel anything when she's drunk, but when she's particularly drunk, she gets very excited, and when she gets excited, it's like torture.

Xiaozhen hugged him and cried, her eye makeup and lipstick all smudged, her hair was stained with tears, and she got off the car halfway to vomit, looking like a ghost.

I don't know if it was saliva or tears that made Qiao Yihua's neck and T-shirt all wet, and she kept saying how uncomfortable and painful it was all the way.

When she got home, she didn't have the strength to cry or shout, so Qiao Yihua asked the driver to drive to the door and carried her to the bedroom.

This was the first time he hugged her neck so close and so tightly.

Qiao Yihua thought her bedroom on the second floor was a bit far away and it was inconvenient to keep an eye on her, so she put her on her bed. She

was so ugly.

Her face was crossed with black eyeshadow and red foundation, her hair was a mess, and her clothes were crooked.

I went to the bathroom to get a wet towel, but because I didn't know how to do this, I wiped it clean for a long time, and the towel was stained with makeup residue. I took off her shoes, then covered her with a thin quilt, and finally threw away the towel and socks.

When she was lying on the bed, she started to mumble and hum, but soon fell asleep and the sound was gone.

When she woke up, it was already the middle of the night. She felt a splitting headache.

She reached out to turn on the light but couldn't find it. It was not until she sat up that she realized it was not her room. She fumbled around and found the switch at the head of the bed and turned on the desk lamp. There was a cup of warm water on the table, and Xiaozhen drank it in

one gulp. She looked around at the bedroom decoration. There was nothing special. It was similar to her previous home, but the room was much larger. There were windows on two sides. One side had a small door leading to the garden, and one side had a large floor-to-ceiling window with the curtains drawn tightly.

The bed was also blue, but her bed was various light blues and light reds, while his was a very dark blue that was a bit black.

Xiaozhen rolled her eyes a few times and was no longer sleepy.

She turned her head over the pillow to the center of the bed, her face pressed against the sheets in a daze.

Qiao Yihua saw the light turn on and walked over from the study.

Xiaozhen moved her head back, her eyes were especially bright at night, she tilted her head and said with a smile: "Why don't you take off my clothes?"

Although she was drunk, she could still feel the movements of him taking off his shoes and coat, and the uncomfortably hot towel rolling on her face, which hurt so much. She thought she was going to take off all her clothes, but she

only left her short-sleeved shirt and skirt. Qiao Yihua looked down at her, "Do you want to vomit?"

Xiaozhen pouted, "You don't dare to answer me?"

They really haven't been in this atmosphere and space for a long time, it's quite awkward.

"What to take off?"

Xiaozhen stared at him, and said casually with a smile: "How can you make love without taking off clothes?"

Qiao Yihua didn't expect her to do this, and sat on the edge of the bed without any waves. For the first time, she was choked and didn't say anything.

Xiaozhen stopped laughing and said seriously, "Brother, I want to get married soon, so that we won't be so awkward and uncomfortable when we get along."

Qiao Yihua: "Will you not be awkward if you get married?"

Xiaozhen said, "I'll get married, have a new family and leave here, and everything will be settled. I can come to see you during the holidays in the future, just like visiting relatives, and I won't cheat."

Her attitude changed because after coming here and making trouble for a while, she went against him and found that Qiao Yihua didn't bear a grudge against her and had a good temper, and she even felt a little warmth.

People are all made of flesh and blood, and there is no way to cross the gap between them. They have been in the dark for so many days and begged so many times but no one listened, and they have been locked in the room for so long and no one cared.

Going back to the past, I used to hope to go back to the sunny days, but now I don't think about it anymore. There are too many desires between them, and the diaphragm between men and women can't afford to lose things that are unclear.

"Didn't you cry and shout that you didn't want to go with him? How did you figure it out?"

"People always think highly of themselves. I know myself very well. I'm not good enough to be your lover, let alone him. But if he really likes me and wants to marry me, I will agree. After we get married, I will turn a blind eye. Life is like this anyway."

This view of marriage is gained from experience. It is Qiao Yihua's attitude towards marriage that has influenced him. It was not influenced by his original parents when he was a child, nor was it influenced by his father and stepmother. The stepmother was the strictest on his father. If he didn't hand over the money and didn't dare to go home at night, she would beat and scold him.

She couldn't remember what her biological mother was like.

Most marriages in towns and villages are just to make do. I have never seen anyone get divorced since I was a child. Divorce is a very shameful thing. Beating, scolding and quarreling are commonplace.

She didn't know Qiao Yihua's lukewarm attitude towards marriage before. Even though she felt that he loved Zhou Yun very much, he would cheat, stay out all night, and not take his wife seriously.

It's very different from the person I've known him for so long. Maybe people who admire someone always have a halo, just like fans worship their idols, they think he is a person who loves life, is upright, loves his wife and children, and is restrained and dedicated.

Now there is no filter. Looking back on their ridiculous months, he would complain about the troubles at work, scold who dared to despise him in the company, who is incompetent but ambitious, who likes to flatter, and how much money the company made.

He would also coax her to have sex with her, saying anything, and

would turn his face away if he was upset, just like a psychopath. In the past six months, he has become much more stable. Maybe he has lost a lot and learned a lot, so he is silent and doesn't like to talk, and doesn't tell anyone anything.

So when Qiao Yihua heard Xiaozhen's words, he didn't say anything, just didn't express his opinion.

"It's up to you."

Xiaozhen stood up and looked at him, "Do you agree?"

"I don't have any agreement or disagreement. You are so old and you know what is right and wrong, pros and cons."

She lay down again, her eyes unfocused.

Their relationship is really ordinary and boring.

"Qiao Xiaozhen, I don't understand you. Many times I don't understand you. Don't ask me anything in the future. I won't give you an answer."

Xiaozhen opened her eyes and wanted to say something, but a suffocating sense of strangeness swept over her body. She took a breath before she came back to her senses.

After getting up, she walked out the door barefoot.

After that, the relationship returned to a very cold and stranger feeling.

Cui Fengsheng met her twice and took her to meet many people she didn't know. They shook hands and said goodbye like comrades at the beginning, then held her hand tightly and didn't let go until they struggled hard. He would also say, "Sorry, sorry," unconsciously.

His self-awareness of being a favored child of heaven was actually stronger than Qiao Yihua's. He really hoped that Xiaozhen would take the initiative, look better, be bright and sunny, and go along with him in everything. This was something he had easily obtained for so many years.

When being with someone he didn't like very much, he endured it again and again. Every moment of contact made him feel uncomfortable. He hinted to her to get a room. It was when he went to Suzhou for a weekend trip that he finally said, "I really want to go home."

Cui Fengsheng said that his father was in Suzhou, and there were even more big shots he could meet.

Xiaozhen kept shaking her head, "I want to go home.

" In the eyes of men, this was a very innocent performance of wanting to refuse but also to welcome. Cui Fengsheng still pretended to be very graceful and said, "Okay, okay, it's better for girls to go home early at night."

When he got home, he lay on the bed and felt sad.

Every time I made up my mind, either forget it, or just let it go, or don't endure it, but in the end it was over. This is how it feels to go on a blind date with someone who doesn't like you with a purpose.

It was extremely hot during the Dragon Boat Festival. Xiaozhen and her family were making rice dumplings. Qiao Yihua waited in the car for her for more than ten minutes, but she didn’t come out.

The family came over several times to invite her, and soon it would be late for the dinner, so they asked her to change her clothes quickly, but she was still dawdling.

Finally, she put on some light makeup, got dressed, and got in the car. She wanted to stick her body to the window, and her head was against the window, half dead.

Qiao Yihua definitely didn’t know about these things. She didn’t say anything and went out normally, and she really thought she was going to get married soon.

So at the dining table, Xiaozhen sat on Qiao Yihua’s left and Cui Fengsheng sat on her right. Qiao Yihua was suddenly grabbed by a soft hand. At first, it covered her, and then it held her tightly. Finally, the five fingers were intertwined, which was extremely ambiguous.