Chapter 362 Different
"You said you would put me first!" Zheng Xiuheng was certainly not ill, so when Lee Hyo-ri saw his smiling face, she knew she was overthinking.
However, Zheng Xiuheng also felt warm in his heart, and then said seriously: "Although I have some problems, they are not as exaggerated as you think. Since I am the one in charge today, I must exercise my power well. Let's... do it!"
"Ah, what are you talking about!" Lee Hyori crossed her chest with her left hand and slapped Zheng Xiuheng on the head with her right hand, thinking that this guy was crazy.
Zheng Xiuheng stood up suddenly, and while Lee Hyo-ri was shrinking, he ran to the door in a few big strides, and then...
“Crack!”
Zheng Xiuheng's office is at the bottom of the corridor, and is in a similar situation to the agency that Zhang Ziyan worked for, so at this moment he really seems to have decided to play for real.
"ah!"
Lee Hyo-ri's clothes were still held by Jung Soo-heng, so she couldn't run away, and could only scream in shame and anger. But Jung Soo-heng seemed to be particularly interested, and picked up Lee Hyo-ri who had jumped down from the desk, put her back on, and then pressed his whole body on her.
"Are you crazy today?" Lee Hyori forced herself to speak with a cold face, but her little heart was still beating a little crazily.
Zheng Xiuheng looked at Lee Hyori with a fiery look in his eyes. It was desire, but not the carnal desire, but naked possessiveness.
"I've made up my mind!"
"What did you decide? Let me go now. I'm crushing people to death!"
Zheng Xiuheng's eyes were burning, but he said very seriously: "I have decided to kidnap you!"
"ah?"
"I'll tie you to my side. If one day you choose to leave and fall in love with another man, I won't be able to accept it!" Zheng Xiuheng finally made a decision, but it was also reasonable. After all, he had thought a lot about matters of the heart.
Lee Hyo-ri looked at him blankly when she heard this. After a moment, her heart was filled with huge ripples and she was filled with joy. Just looking at Zheng Xiuheng's kiss, Lee Hyo-ri suddenly stretched out her hand to block him, and then asked seriously, "What about Han Ga-in?"
Lee Hyori knew that Jung Soo-hyung must have something going on with Jung Da-bin. Yoo In-na was not so sure, but Lee Hyori could tell what Jung Soo-hyung's feelings were like. In her opinion, Jung Soo-hyung's feelings were complicated only towards her and Han Ga-in, so at this moment she immediately thought of Han Ga-in, the woman who, in her opinion, was foolishly in love with Jung Soo-hyung.
Zheng Xiuheng was not as entangled as Lee Hyori imagined, but said seriously: "Of course we are together!"
"Ah, what is this!"
“Shameless!”
"You!" Lee Hyori glared at him, feeling like she was fooled by Zheng Xiuheng.
Zheng Xiuheng looked at Lee Hyo-ri very seriously: "I am very serious. In fact, you are right. I have indeed changed a lot. I am a person who only cares about things that interest me. I am indifferent to many things and don't care about them, but I am very persistent in some things. I think I should have the right to be selfish, so in this matter, I will never be free and easy!"
"You're such an asshole. What about Han Ga In, have you talked to her? Will she accept it? Have you thought about her feelings?" Lee Hyori was very angry. She didn't expect Zheng Xiuheng to respond to her like this. She made the decision half a month ago and said she would wait for him.
However, Zheng Xiuheng suddenly said to her: "I already said it!"
"Told it?" Lee Hyori looked at him in astonishment.
Zheng Xiuheng nodded: "After you all said that you would wait, I was indeed very touched, but it is undeniable that under such circumstances, I can't say anything. If I use time to choose the answer, it will be too long, both for you and her. Seeing that she often finishes filming and still takes time to come home to see me, I decided to make a choice within this month!"
"Then, just like you think now, I made this choice and she agreed!"
"Is she crazy?" Lee Hyori asked unreasonably. This was a result she could never imagine and it was also very difficult to accept.
"She didn't!"
"She has. Although I don't care what you have with other women, you want me to serve you with other women? You are really daydreaming. Let me go! You bastard!"
“Bang!”
Zheng Xiuheng's expression suddenly became relaxed. Although she was slapped, she smiled. She grabbed the underwear and T-shirt next to her, then stood up and gently put the clothes on her body, saying with a smile: "Now I have the answer!"
Lee Hyori widened her eyes and stared at Zheng Xiuheng blankly. She suddenly understood something. The next second, her heart suddenly became extremely bitter. She didn't expect to lose so quickly.
Zheng Xiuheng was not that impatient. Although he didn't mind developing some feelings with Lee Hyori in the office, he wouldn't do it to such a ridiculous extent. After all, those kids in the company were frequent visitors to his place.
What he said just now were all true, but there were some lies too, such as the feeling of turning into a kidnapper, which was half true and half false. If Lee Hyori could agree, it would of course be great. At least as a man, Zheng Xiuheng would also feel excited.
But the result is very regrettable...
"You're right, I'm indeed an asshole, but she's not crazy, because she said that she believes you won't accept it. Even if you do accept it, it doesn't matter, because you won't be able to accept it for the rest of your life, so she chose to agree!"
Zheng Xiuheng concealed some things because if he continued, the atmosphere would become more serious. But there was no doubt that Zheng Xiuheng really made a choice, which was much faster than what he had thought at the beginning, which was to wait for more than ten years to see the answer.
But Zheng Xiuheng realized during this period of time that what he regarded as an ordinary time was actually a time of great torment and melancholy for others.
If a woman expresses that she is willing to wait for you for her whole life, it is indeed a very happy thing. If there are two such women, then you must have accumulated great merits in your previous life.
But it would be wrong to simply regard this as happiness. Han Ga-in's singing and the song she sang to her made Zheng Xiuheng realize that she might be happy, but what about the person she was waiting for?
"So... are you testing me?" Lee Hyo-ri sat up and asked calmly. At this moment, Zheng Xiuheng could no longer guess what she was thinking.
Zheng Xiuheng shook his head and said, "No, that's the truth. I do think so, but I can't really tie you up at home like a criminal because you are Lee Hyo-ri. If it was her, I might use such an extreme attitude!"
Lee Hyori put on her clothes and felt a little lonely. For a moment, she seemed to have lost interest in everything. It's not that Lee Hyori has never been in love before, but she never felt this way in her past relationships. It was very strange and uncomfortable.
“Is this what it feels like to be heartbroken?”
At this moment, Lee Hyori was calmer than expected, and also sadder than she thought.
"Zheng Xiuheng, can I ask you two questions?"
"sure!"
"Do you like Han Ga In?"
Zheng Xiuheng was a little surprised. He didn't expect Lee Hyo-ri to be curious about this. But after thinking about it, he replied sincerely: "It's hard to say. A year ago, I did like her. But the situation at that time made me think that I was not qualified to fall in love. The throbbing and uneasy feeling gradually subsided as I avoided her. But after meeting again, to be honest, I really felt how good she was to me. Maybe men always like to bully such gentle women. In fact, I may really be a little idiot in terms of feelings, but no matter what, I think I will try my best to make her truly happy, even if it's not that happy!"
Lee Hyo-ri's expression changed a little bit, it seemed that Zheng Xiuheng's completely frank words did have a little effect. But Lee Hyo-ri then asked back: "What about me?"
"you!"
"I like you, but I have mixed feelings. But one thing is for sure: at least in the next few years, you can't date anyone else!"
"Why!" Lee Hyori didn't know whether to cry or laugh, but when she heard Zheng Xiuheng's words, she raised her voice and asked.
Zheng Xiuheng looked at Lee Hyo-ri, was silent for a while, and then replied calmly: "Because I am unhappy and uncomfortable, I will make the man who is close to you, or you are close to, feel pain, or even sink his body into the Han River!"
"you!"
"I'm not threatening you, it's just my stance. You always asked me why I worked so hard in the past. Wouldn't it be possible to pay off the debt by writing more songs?"
"Actually, the answer is not complicated. The creditor needed me to fight for him for two years. At that time, I believed him innocently. I only worked part-time to make my sisters' lives better, but that guy cheated me in the end, so I did some shameful things. You always want to know the real me. I also know that you and Xiujing have asked a lot. You actually know my past me completely. Those are all true. Whether it is my childhood or my teenage years, they are all true. Even my illness is true!"
Zheng Xiuheng's expression became more and more indifferent, and the words he said made Lee Hyori more and more stiff.
"But now I have changed. I am not easier to talk to or less irritable. On the contrary, I have become more realistic. No matter from which angle you look at it, it is hard to call me a good person. I am still cooperating with the underworld. Although those people are actively trying to disengage, a person who is as black as ink cannot be cleansed no matter what!"
"Me too……"
Zheng Xiuheng had seen through many things since that night on the Han River. His meeting with Li Zaixian made him feel extremely uncomfortable with those so-called upper-class people. Whether he was too sensitive or not, Zheng Xiuheng didn't like this feeling.
Zheng Xiuheng will not impose everything on his sisters now, let alone on the dead. He will not always think that he should work hard for his sisters, or do this and that for his sisters.
This will make him feel disgusting because he has already understood that what he wants and what others want are not necessarily the same.
