Chapter 392 The Escaped Star
Jessica lowered her head nervously, thinking uncertainly: "Did he see us? Should I leave first? But Soojung said she would perform two songs..."
Jessica Jung was a little confused. She didn't know why, but her mood had changed since Zheng Xiuheng mentioned her vaguely on the radio. Especially when she thought of her childhood, her mood became even more complicated. Whenever she thought of anything related to him, her mind was in a state of complete confusion.
To talk about hatred... I do hate it, but to say how much I hate it, not that. I don't hate it because my parents left me, but more because he didn't understand himself, his dictatorship and his deception of myself. But occasionally when I am alone, I will list all the things. Is he wrong?
Wrong? Or not?
She couldn't figure it out, and couldn't figure it out clearly, especially some of the facts he told her during that meeting, which made Jessica Jung feel even more ashamed. Her emotions for this brother who existed in her memory had become a tangled ball of thread that she couldn't sort out no matter how hard she tried.
Looking at her happy sister not far away, Jessica Jung raised her head again, feeling a little envious and relieved. At least, he was still a good brother to Soojung. This was a sad and gratifying thing, but it was always a good result...
"I'm already grown up, so it doesn't matter if there's no one to take care of me. I can take care of myself!"
In the end, Jessica Jung chose to raise her head, but her eyes did not look over there.
“Cant imagine life without having you here by my side…”
However, when the singer on the stage sang the first line, Jessica Jung froze...
"I'm going crazy. I will never watch any street performances again!"
Lee Sunkyu squeezed to the front of the stage with great willpower, holding Kim Taeyeon's arm and complaining in a strong tone.
Kim Taeyeon's head was also covered in sweat and her face was red. It was not just because of the heat, but also because when she tried to squeeze forward, she was scolded by someone. Fortunately, the two of them were like little mice and immediately moved away from those people.
"Taeyeon, you said you were worried about Jessica, but I think you just wanted to watch. I really doubt your motives. Maybe you are a crazy fan of Zheng Xiuheng!"
"Um!"
Seeing Kim Taeyeon turn her head and make a rising nasal sound, then look at her with a pure face, Lee Sunkyu's heart skipped a beat, and she immediately replied sincerely: "However, after listening to so many songs just now, I think there is a reason why you like Zheng Xiuheng's music. The senior is really amazing. If this continues, I will become a fan!"
"Haha, really?"
"certainly!"
Seeing Kim Taeyeon's eyes shift to the stage, Lee Sunkyu breathed a sigh of relief. To be honest, the more you know your teammates, the more you can see their true colors. When I first came to SM, I thought this fair and tender friend was a little lamb, but when I really got to know her, I realized how scary she was.
However, what Lee Sunkyu said just now was not a lie, because it was really worthwhile to come to see such a performance . Lee Sunkyu also looked up at the stage, but she was stunned when she looked at it inadvertently. Because in her eyes, Senior Zheng Xiuheng looked very strange, and the way he looked straight ahead seemed to be inconsistent with the performance. She stretched her neck to follow the direction where Zheng Xiuheng was looking, and all she saw was people. In addition, it was a little dark, so it was really hard to see anything.
"Taeyeon, look at Senior Zheng Xiuheng, is he looking at something?"
Kim Taeyeon was stunned. She was concentrating on listening to the prelude of the song, and she also noticed Zheng Xiuheng. Then she looked in that direction and saw a group of people.
Because the stage was not high, the innermost circle of the audience was only about one meter away from the stage. Kim Taeyeon stretched her head and looked for a long time, and suddenly discovered... that sportswear.
"Ah, it's Xi...Xiu Yan!" Kim Taeyeon was a little surprised, but still called out her real name instead of her stage name in the crowd.
Just as Lee Sun-kyu looked over, Kim So-hyang's singing voice was heard from the stage. The band played music that was completely different from the mainstream Korean music. Although it was different from the mainstream Korean music, it was the mainstream European and American Pop style. The accompaniment was full of rhythm. If it was live, especially the drummer, it needed to grasp the rhythm accurately and release the power.
However, as soon as Kim So-hyang opened her mouth, the audience was attracted. Of course, it was not because her singing instantly won over the audience, but because the lyrics were all in English and most of them could not understand it. The second thing was Kim So-hyang's singing, which was also attractive.
"I can't imagine life without you
May you always be by my side
Whatever the cost
When you encounter difficulties, go against the wind
I will be your strong support
The mysterious world leaves you at a loss
But I hope the innocence of the world will always remain in your heart
Heartbeat stops
Rain falls without wind
The moon without stars
This is my life after I left you
The pulse stops suddenly
Rain falls without wind
The moon without stars
This is my life after I leave you..."
The inspiration for this song first came from Han Ji-won's mother, Ms. Kim So-ji's obsession with Han Ji-hyang. Seeing the mother who lost both legs but still worked hard to take care of her daughter gave Zheng Xiuheng great feelings and inspiration, so after chatting with Han's mother, he had some ideas.
Later, I thought of a lot more things about my sister and Jessica Jung, and finally it slowly took shape. Of course, more inspiration and content were about Han Ji-won's family.
But at this moment, for Zheng Xiuheng, it has some special meaning. Although he is not as gentle as the lyrics say, and the world is not without stars, this does not affect Zheng Xiuheng, the moon that protects the stars, although he is a... rather awkward moon.
And the girl who is one of the stars is now off the stage, and has been worried about how to deal with her relationship with Jessica Jung . And this moment may be a good opportunity. Although the original intention of writing the song was not exactly that, I wonder if conveying it so gently like this will have a good result?
Zheng Xiuheng's gaze was directed in that direction 80% of the time...
Although most people don’t understand the lyrics, it doesn’t mean that Jessica Jung doesn’t understand, nor does it mean that she can’t see Jessica Jung’s sight…
Confusion, fear, joy, touching, countless emotions all surged up. This was the first time since she hated Zheng Xiuheng that she wanted to walk up to him.
In fact, Kim Taeyeon is right. Both of them are too stubborn. Just like a couple in love, if one of them is angry, and you don’t coax her and choose to ignore her, how can the result be a happy ending for everyone?
It's just that sometimes when people face the most real emotions, they always choose to retreat...
Finally, Jessica Jung couldn't help but want to escape from here. She didn't want to listen anymore, and she couldn't stand Zheng Xiuheng's gaze because she was really scared. She was scared that she couldn't help but go back on what she had said, and she was scared that she couldn't help but want to find this brother back.
So Jessica Jung chose to escape...
"Ah, what the hell!"
"You are sick, aren't you?"
The audience who were listening attentively around were disturbed by the woman who suddenly rushed out. They didn't understand what was going on, but those who were affected complained a few words in dissatisfaction.
Zheng Xiuheng on the stage was not disappointed by seeing such a scene. Zheng Xiuheng's excited reaction also looked like escape in his eyes, but escape was not scary in this situation.
I'm not afraid that she won't run away, I'm just afraid that she will be indifferent to me.
“It seems I’ve found a way!”
Thinking of this, Zheng Xiuheng showed a faint smile on his face and felt extremely happy.
Sometimes, it is really not easy to think of solutions to some things . Maybe they don’t seem to be a big deal in the eyes of others, but the mood of the person involved is different.
Just like Kim Taeyeon couldn't understand why both of them were so stubborn.
But at this moment, after confirming Zheng Xiuyan's situation, Zheng Xiuheng felt at ease. He now understood how to soften that girl's attitude.
"The pulse stopped
Rain falls without wind
The moon without stars
This is my life after I leave you..."
"Wow, isn't this kind of performance too exaggerated? Moreover, all these songs were composed by senior Zheng Xiuheng, it's amazing!" Lee Sunkyu's eyes were wide open. It turned out that this senior was really amazing, and not just exaggerating. Now she understood why Kim Taeyeon praised this senior so much.
However, Kim Taeyeon was thinking about the lyrics helplessly. With her and Lee Sunkyu's English proficiency, she only understood half of it. Now she was completely thinking about Jessica Jung's escape.
In Kim Taeyeon's eyes, Jessica Jung also ran away in a panic.
“I really envy her!”
"Who are you jealous of?" Lee Sunkyu suddenly responded to Kim Taeyeon's muttering, looking extremely curious.
"I envy you!" Kim Taeyeon rolled her eyes at her and answered Lee Sunkyu simply.
Lee Sun-kyu asked in confusion: "Envy me? What do I have to envy?"
Although this was the case, Lee Sunkyu felt a little nervous, thinking: "Could it be that she knows about me?"
"I envy you here!"
Kim Taeyeon stretched out her right hand and quickly poked Lee Sunkyu in the chest, then shifted her gaze to the stage again. Looking at senior Zheng Xiuheng's performance, Kim Taeyeon couldn't explain why she felt a little envious. She obviously liked the senior's music very much and they had an agreement, but these days, she always saw that the senior wrote a lot of songs for others, while she, who was expecting and having fantasies, seemed to have nothing to do with it.
Ignoring the angry Lee Sunkyu, Kim Taeyeon's eyes were flashing with some strange light...
