Chapter 412: Prepare for Battle
[I wrote this letter, and probably, apart from you, only those people with the Mysterious Eye can see it. It makes me uncomfortable to think that my inner privacy might be seen by the enemy, so I am trying not to think about these possibilities. I am thinking about how to let someone who goes out to deliver the letter to you.
Last time we tested your special physique together, and all information related to you will be ignored, but if I wrap this paper in an envelope and send it to the minister or master in the envelope, the letter should still be delivered smoothly.
I plan to write a letter to my master , and then stick the letter to you on the inside back of the envelope. I think you must want to know what my last words are, so you will definitely find this letter. When you see this, you should be a little happy, happy that I can still be in tune with you even after my death.
Then, I want to say sorry, sorry I am dead.
I'm so sorry that I died after spending such a short time with you.
But there is nothing I can do about it, right? Everyone is going to die, and I have to do the right thing now. This is what I have to do even if I die. In a way, this is also a trade-off.
You must be wondering why I would abandon you and do such a boring thing. After all, such weird deaths happen frequently all over the world, and it is normal for a large number of people to die. Even if I risk my life to save people, maybe I can only fill in a few tenths of a percent of the number of people rescued.
But I'll give you an example, and you should be able to understand me. If one of you and I has to die, which one would you choose?
Let me tell you my answer first, I will choose life or death.
If I'm not mistaken, your answer should be exactly the opposite of mine.
So here's the problem, did you see? What you want is different from what I want.
You will definitely be sad if I die, but compared to your sadness, I think doing the right thing is more important.
But this doesn't mean that I don't value you, it's just a choice. If I have to sacrifice you to do the right thing, I would rather not do these things. You are the most important in my heart. My intuition predicted this a long time ago. Falling in love with you may be a kind of bondage, but if I could do it again, I would be happy to experience it again in the same way. 】
Su Ming hesitated for a moment, but still used the word "love". Originally, he didn't want to use such a serious word, but after thinking about it, he felt that this was closest to the truth.
Looking back, this was the first time that Su Ming took the initiative to confess, and it was an indirect confession, which was a bit regrettable, but the situation was special and this was the only way.
After writing the key words, he began to write about what happened after entering the devil's land , and wrote down everything he had experienced here in detail. He hoped that Xia Xiaoyu would know what he had experienced in this place. She would probably want to know everything he did before he died.
The emotions poured out from the pen tip onto the paper, and in the blink of an eye, thousands of words were written.
Suddenly, Su Ming stopped writing. He imagined what expression Xia Xiaoyu would have and what her mood would be when she found the letter. This letter probably would not soothe her wounded heart, but would keep the wound in her heart fresh forever.
Su Ming sighed, folded the letter and put it in the drawer, took out another piece of paper and rewrote it.
He had to make plans for Xia Xiaoyu's future. The words he just said could not convince Xia Xiaoyu to live on bravely. If he wanted her to live a good life, he had to fabricate a lie.
Su Ming told Xia Xiaoyu that he came from an organization outside of the dimension, so he was not really dead when he died. His spirit would be recovered by that organization. After being recovered, he would return to this place to find him as soon as possible, but this might take a long time.
If she couldn't wait, she could continue to train herself and become stronger, so that one day she would be able to control her own physique and let others see her, and then she would find a way to go outside the plane, and they would definitely meet in the end.
In just three paragraphs, all this information was made clear. Su Ming originally wanted to write more, but he felt that it would seem fake, so he stopped.
There was a slight click, the handle was turned, the door was opened, and Elton came in with a pile of envelopes, smiling, "Master, everything is ready."
"Oh? Let me see what everyone has written." Su Ming reached out to Elton for the envelope, but the other party waved his hand to refuse.
"Huh? Can't you show it to me? Elton, you wrote it for them, you must have read it all yourself." Su Ming said dissatisfiedly.
He wants to see it too.
"Master, there's nothing interesting about the old people's nagging. It's better for young people to keep a young mentality. Besides, everyone really doesn't want you to read it . Someone has told me so." Elton laughed.
Su Ming was speechless and withdrew his hand awkwardly.
"Okay, whatever you guys think. I'm not that curious."
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Two days later, the new game referee finally arrived, and most of the people in the manor were starving.
In the front yard of the manor, there was no one else except Su Ming and a group of psychics who were also preparing for battle.
Ordinary people were dispersed by Su Ming in advance, and those who remained here were all those who were ready to join the war.
The one they were going to fight this time was the game referee, whose strength was likely to be much stronger than the lizardmen they fought last time, but the number of people participating in the battle was greatly reduced. None of Bai Chifei's Owl Squad members participated in the battle, and Cao Fengling's side was also missing some people, with only six people present.
Cao Fengling's people plus Su Ming, a total of... only seven people.
Su Ming was not surprised by this. After all, as he had said before, this battle was extremely dangerous and the chance of death was very high. It was normal for some people to be afraid of death and not want to take part in the battle.
"Although I only brought these people, they are all masters. It's not that the others don't have the intention to join the battle, but I think letting them come would just be a way to die." Cao Fengling explained behind him.
Su Ming stood at the front, jumping and stretching. After stretching his legs, he stood up and said, "It doesn't matter if there are many or few people. The key is momentum. You have to be prepared to die to participate in this battle... Let me confirm again, are you all ready to die?"
"The big sister and I, my life was saved by the big sister, I must die before her!" Li Daniu shouted.
"Don't worry, we have also been through mountains of swords and seas of blood, we are not afraid of death." Luo Bing said.
The others also nodded.
Su Ming looked at them meaningfully and found that they were in good spirits, as if they were not under any pressure at all.
"You... haven't heard any sound, right?" Su Ming asked.
"Well, no. Actually, I'm quite curious." Luo Bing said, scratching his hair.
Su Ming nodded, thinking that the appearance of the voice in his head might be related to people's mental stress.
