Chapter 42 I feel lost
Que Dongjin opened up the conversation, and the four buddies began to talk endlessly again.
"Zhong Buli died, and I saw Instructor Gao crying. However, Instructor Wang had a blank expression on his face. I don't understand why Wang Xueliu could be so cold-blooded?" said Li Jianwei.
"We can't judge a person's feelings simply by whether he or she cries or not. Didn't Dong Jin say that just now? The departure of people around us is also a test for us. The important thing is to learn lessons and sum up experience. Instructor Wang didn't cry, but it doesn't necessarily mean she's not sad. Don't you think so?" Zhang Dahu thought of the private affairs between Instructor Gao and Director Li. He thought that there was a big difference between Instructor Gao's inner thoughts and her behavior.
"Nothing is absolute. Many things on the surface are different from what is in the heart. We, as agents, must not be fooled by things on the surface. This is what the instructors told us. No matter what, we'd better not discuss the instructors' affairs." Que Dongjin said with a smile.
"Life is unpredictable! None of us could have imagined that the lively Zhong Buli would be in another world in the blink of an eye, and will be separated from us forever! Tell me, what is the purpose of this person's life?" Jiang Wukui suddenly asked a serious question.
"This is a question that philosophers have to answer. It's rare for little people like us to think about such a complicated question. We just want to survive!" Li Jianwei said with a smile.
"Are we just trying to survive? Jianwei, have you forgotten what our instructors taught us? We shoulder the responsibility of saving the country, we must work hard to realize the Three Principles of the People, we must not be afraid of sacrifice..." Jiang Wukui began to talk.
"Wu Kui! Come on! I tell you the truth, I live just to give my mother a good life. I live for my mother. Similarly, my mother lives for me. You don't like your stepmother, you can live for your Three Principles of the People, but don't involve me. I'm really not that great." Li Jianwei said with a smile.
"I agree with Li Jianwei's opinion. In my heart, I also want my grandmother to live a good life. As for the Three Principles of the People and to save the country, of course I will say it, but I won't say it to us brothers. I only say it to outsiders. Brothers, there is no need to say these empty words. Que Dongjin, what do you think?" Zhang Dahu said and looked at Que Dongjin.
"What are you talking about? Why aren't you sleeping yet? Do you need me to urge you every day? It's time to rest!" Wang Xueliu outside said loudly.
Everyone quickly shut up. They heard the footsteps going away. Jiang Wukui said softly, "Why is it this cold beauty's turn to work the night shift so soon? She always interrupts our fun."
"Let's go to sleep! If she turns around and hears us talking, you'll be in trouble." Que Dongjin said as he pulled the quilt over his head.
Zhang Dahu also pulled up the quilt, but he couldn't sleep. He thought about his escape from death and the different attitudes of the two instructors towards the dead students.
He wondered, why did Wang Xueliu not show any sadness when facing the dead students, but why was she so worried when she led us to carry out the mission? Also, why did Instructor Gao cry? Instructor Gao was usually gentle and smiling, so why did he have an affair with Director Li behind his back?
Zhang Dahu thought about Gao Weilan and Li Mengman's affair, and he wanted to know how they satisfied each other when they were dating. However, he himself had never experienced it, and he couldn't think of how two women could make each other happy?
Zhang Dahu thought about it for a long time, and always felt that there was something wrong between Li Mengman and Gao Weilan. How could two women love each other like this? Why did he like Li Mengman? Should he divert his attention? He shouldn't like a woman who has no feelings for men but is interested in women!
"Da Hu, why are you tossing and turning? Go to sleep! How can we sleep if you toss and turn like a pancake like this?" Que Dongjin couldn't sleep when he heard the noise Zhang Da Hu made.
"Okay, okay, I'll hold it in. Force myself to sleep. Too many things have happened in the past few days, and I'm a little delusional." Zhang Dahu said as he began to count, trying to make himself fall asleep.
In the blink of an eye, it's another day off.
After breakfast, Que Dongjin and his friends returned to the dormitory and began to discuss how to spend this rare day off.
"Should we go and see the angel in white, Shizuka? Who knows if that kid Yuda is going to bully her again?" Zhang Dahu said with a smile.
"Da Hu, you are really kind and cherishing! The first thing you thought of was to look at Jingxiang instead of your grandma. Remember you said you live for your grandma!" Jiang Wukui looked at Zhang Da Hu with a smile.
"Wu Kui, please stop arguing. I said I was going to see Shizuka, but I didn't say I wouldn't go back to see my grandma! Of course I'm going to see my grandma, and I'm going to have dinner with my grandma!" Zhang Dahu said seriously.
"I will also have lunch with my mother at noon today. If you go to see Shizuka, I will accompany you." Li Jianwei said with a smile.
"Wu Kui, I think you should also accompany your father for a few drinks. Although you don't like your stepmother, you are your father's biological son after all. Besides, didn't your stepmother give you a good look when you went back last time?" Que Dongjin said to Jiang Wu Kui.
"What about you? You won't be having dinner with your adoptive father, will you? You really hate him! Otherwise, you can come to my house for dinner, so that I will feel more comfortable." Jiang Wukui said.
"Wu Kui, you are right. I really want to accompany my adoptive father for dinner. I thought about it, after all, he did raise me. I can't be a heartless and ungrateful person. Let's go see Shizuka first, and then go home to accompany our own relatives." Que Dongjin said.
"Okay! I'll listen to you, and I will go to accompany my father. Although he has always been a useless man in my mind, he is my father after all, and you are right." Jiang Wukui said.
"Why do you say that about your father?" Zhang Dahu opened his eyes wide and looked at Jiang Wukui.
"Why can't I say that? My stepmother not only treats me coldly, but also looks down on my father. But what about him? He doesn't even dare to fart. Tell me, is such a man useful? Once, I was eating a corn cob, and my stepmother snatched it away. My father saw it and pretended not to see it. Tell me, is he useful?" Jiang Wukui said hatefully.
"Okay, these are all things of the past. Let's not talk about them anymore." Que Dongjin said.
"I won't say anymore. It makes me angry just talking about it!" said Jiang Wukui.
"Let's go!" said Li Jianwei.
The four of them went out together and drove towards the city.
Que Dongjin sat in the car, thinking about the woman he met last time when he went to the city. He wanted to find out what the relationship between him and that woman was, why did she let him learn to take drugs, why did she take him to rob, why did the instructor say she was beaten to death, but she was alive and well? However, he didn't know where to start!
When the car was about to reach the city, they still hid the car in a secluded section of the road and walked towards the city.
"We went to Shizuka's house, what should we do if she goes to work?" Zhang Dahu asked.
"We don't necessarily have to see her, we just want to understand the situation. Go to work, we'll be relieved as long as everything is fine. Dahu, do you really have to call her? Are you really interested in her?" Li Jianwei said with a smile.
"You're talking nonsense again. I'm not serious about love for the time being!" Zhang Dahu said, thinking of Director Li. Humph! I never thought the woman I love would be like that. Why should I torture myself?
"Stop talking nonsense, we're almost there." Que Dongjin said.
The four buddies came to the door, and Jiang Wukui shouted at the top of his voice: "Jingxiang! Is Jingxiang at home? We are here to see you!"
"Wow, it's you! I didn't expect that. Come in and sit down!" Shizuka greeted them happily.
"You, you, you are even more beautiful!" Zhang Dahu looked at Shizuka and said with a smile.
"Really? I don't think so." Shizuka smiled.
"Please sit down, please sit down." Shizuka's mother also hurriedly greeted them.
"I'll pour you some tea, and you can have lunch at my house today!" Shizuka said with a smile.
"We still have things to do. We came to see you. I hope Yuda didn't cause you any trouble!" Que Dongjin said with a smile.
"No more. Maybe he was really afraid that you would look for him! He never looked for me again. Thank you!" Shizuka said with a smile.
"That's good. As long as you're okay, we're leaving." Que Dongjin stood up.
"Are you in such a hurry to leave?" Jingxiang looked at Que Dongjin with charming eyes.
Que Dongjin quickly avoided her gaze and said, "We really have something to do. We will come to see you later. Goodbye."
"Okay! Come and play with me when you have time later!" Jingxiang watched Que Dongjin and the others leave, and felt lost in her heart. She thought, what's wrong with me?
The four buddies walked a short distance away, and Zhang Dahu said with a smile: "Wu Kui, Jian Wei, have you two discovered the secret?"
"I can see that Jingxiang is interested in Dongjin! The way she looks at Dongjin is very different from the way she looks at us! Alas, I originally liked Jingxiang, but who knew that she likes Dongjin?" Li Jianwei said with a smile.
"Jianwei, just tease me! If you really like her, turn back now and I will be your matchmaker." Que Dongjin said with a smile.
"If that's the case, Shizuka will be sad. Once a woman falls in love with a man, she will be very infatuated. She likes you, but you go to matchmake for her and let her marry your buddy. Aren't you stabbing her heart with a knife?" Jiang Wukui said with a smile.
"That's true. Besides, if that's the case, wouldn't I be the kind of person who values women over friendship?" Li Jianwei said and laughed.
"Jokes are jokes. To be honest, I don't have that kind of feeling towards Shizuka yet. Stop making it sound like it's real. In the future, you'd better talk less about this. Besides, we are not allowed to be in a relationship!" Que Dongjin said seriously.
