Chapter 440 Su Ming's Lover
"Well... this... is really hard to say... I probably can't give you an answer to your question about the captain. After all, I don't have any feelings for the captain right now, not even sympathy. But I think the captain's situation should be quite similar to Flora's. Personally, I don't want Flora to take revenge on her family. She will be better off if she lets go of Milo."
Xia Xiaoyu paused, as if realizing that her thoughts were actually no different from Su Ming's, so she shrugged and said, "Well, maybe everyone is a little hypocritical."
It seems that no conclusion can be drawn by asking Xia Xiaoyu. After all, Xia Xiaoyu has lacked social interpersonal interactions since childhood, and her perception in this aspect should be weaker than his.
But Jiang Yichuan's desperate desire for revenge weighed on Su Ming's heart like a stone that could not be removed. He felt that it was not right... or perhaps it could not be judged as right or wrong, but should be said to be bad.
Su Ming opened the system panel and clicked the button to contact Wang Lin. Soon, Wang Lin's voice sounded in his mind.
"What's up?"
"There is something I would like to ask for your opinion on." Su Ming said in his mind.
"explain."
"What do you think about a person who is desperate for revenge?"
"Oh, so you are thinking about this kind of thing. You are still as sentimental as before." Wang Lin's words revealed an undisguised sarcasm and pride.
"It seems that I have discussed this matter with you before."
"No, you haven't discussed it with me. After all, it's useless to discuss it with me. I'm different from you. I always do things based on my feelings. No matter whether what I think is right or wrong, I just go by my first instinct. But you, you obviously have super intuition, but you have to be so cautious before doing something. Even when I think about it now, I still find it very interesting." Wang Lin said with a smile.
After laughing, Wang Lin's tone became serious.
"I can't give you , but I can tell you what you would do if you hadn't lost your memory. If you hadn't lost your memory, you would definitely stop someone from seeking revenge at all costs, regardless of whether the person is willing or not. You would forcibly stop them."
"Hmm?" Su Ming frowned, "Is this how I used to be?"
"You are almost the same as you are now, but you came up with an answer that convinced yourself, but you forgot the answer and are solving the problem again. As your old partner, I can give you a few tips: First, if a child who is bullied in school and ignored by his parents plans to commit suicide, will you stop him?"
"Of course."
"Well, if that child tells you that he has foreseen that his future life is full of despair and hopelessness, and that he regards death as his greatest relief, and begs you not to stop him, will you stop him?"
"Of course."
"Then when you mentioned revenge at all costs, can I understand it as killing the enemy even if we both perish together?"
Su Ming thought about it and felt that if they could kill Jiang Xueying by dying together, Jiang Yichuan would definitely be happy to do so.
“You can understand it that way.”
"Now a conflict has arisen. Why would you stop the child from committing suicide but not stop your friend from taking revenge? You have influenced the child's life and overruled his current decision, but you are hesitating whether you should influence the friend's life and overrule his current decision? What prompted you to make such a difference?" said Wang Lin.
Light slowly appeared in Su Ming's confused eyes. He did not find the answer, but discovered the contradiction in his own thinking.
These two examples seem to be very different, but in fact they also have great similarities. But why do those subtle differences lead to completely different answers in an instant?
"You must be thinking about it. I will tell you the answer you told me before. The child who wanted to commit suicide because of school bullying gave up the second half of his life just to put an end to his tragic past. The person who wants revenge at all costs regards everything in the future as a consumable chip in order to give a tragedy in the past an ending that he can accept.
These two types of people seem to have a future, but in fact they have no future. They treat life as a resource that can be discarded or consumed at will. People who abandon their future for something that has already happened or an experience that cannot be changed have also lost the qualification to control the future.
It's just that the child can make you understand more directly that he is already "dead", and you are saving him by stopping him; while the person who seeks revenge gives you a different feeling, that is, only by letting him take revenge can he "come back to life", and you are killing him by stopping him.
Su Ming, don't be fooled by the appearance of the avengers. They just don't know that they need to be saved. They are just hiding deeper than the sulky child in the previous example. If they are really friends, you should save their second half of life. At least let that person understand that revenge is not the only meaning of survival. Revenge should not be the last period... It is just the period of a paragraph. "
After hearing these words, Su Mingru suddenly understood why he hesitated before and why he wanted to stop Jiang Yichuang.
"Wang Lin, are you a philosopher?"
"Haha, don't praise me. These are all your own words. I am just repeating what you said! It is better to say that you are a philosopher than to say that I am a philosopher. But I still want to remind you that if you can't make him sober up, then I advise you to just let it go... Not being able to continue your life, and not being able to write a period, is much more painful than simply writing a period."
"Although the metaphor is a bit abstract, I think I understand it."
"Of course you should understand. This is what you said yourself!"
"Really? Would I say something so unrealistic?"
"I won't comment on your ridiculous self-evaluation now. In the end, you will understand that you are not a down-to-earth person at all... In addition, I want to ask you one more thing."
"What's up?"
"You... do you like your current girlfriend?" Wang Lin's tone suddenly became awkward.
Su Ming suddenly felt that the pleasant chat atmosphere suddenly became quite ambiguous, and a pink air filled his mind. Especially when discussing this topic, he was holding someone in his arms, which added an indescribable sense of tension.
"Why do you ask such a question?"
"As an old partner, can't I just ask?" Wang Lin said impatiently.
"She is very cute and pretty."
"Oh, is being cute enough to be beautiful? Humph!" Wang Lin sneered, "She's very strong?"
"Is it considered strong or not?"
"Then it's not very strong...Okay, it's okay! Just enjoy it. Bye."
Wang Lin unilaterally ended the call. Su Ming curled up in the bed and thought for a long time. He turned to look at Xia Xiaoyu and asked cautiously: "Xiaoyu, what if I have a lover outside?"
Xia Xiaoyu, who was originally curled up in Su Ming's arms, pressed Su Ming's chest with one hand, stood up and glared at Su Ming like a irritated cat.
She frowned and stared at Su Ming seriously, as if trying to tell from his expression whether he was joking or serious.
Su Ming was startled by the other party's sudden action. He couldn't help but move back and swallowed his saliva.
The aura of Xia Xiaoyu in front of him was different from any time before. Su Ming even felt the cold murderous intent from her eyes!
Sure enough! This question is a taboo for any woman! Am I stupid?! Why would I ask such a question! And why didn’t my super intuition remind me!
Su Ming roared in his heart.
Xia Xiaoyu's face slowly approached. She reached out and gently pinched Su Ming's chin, forcing Su Ming, who was trying to turn his head, to look at her.
"lover?"
When will he have the chance to find a lover? Obviously, I have been strict enough.
Looking back, she basically had around-the-clock knowledge of Su Ming's movements. Su Ming was either on a mission or on the run. His other free time was completely filled up by her, so it was impossible for him to use his extra time to hook up with other women.
Besides, Su Ming is not the kind of bad man who is tempted by beauty. Xia Xiaoyu is very confident in her appearance. To be conservative, she is as beautiful as a fairy. She is obedient to Su Ming and has strong abilities! She is a good partner in body and a good helper in career!
A perfect woman like her had to work very hard to win over Su Ming, a block of wood. How perfect must a woman be to make this block of wood aroused?
Impossible! There is no way such a woman could exist!
So he was just kidding? Testing his own limits?
In an instant, Xia Xiaoyu's brain, which was rarely used on weekdays, began to work at full speed, like a supercomputer running at full power, exhaustively enumerating and rejecting all possibilities in an instant.
In her little head, she kept replaying the things she and Su Ming had done together like a slide show, trying to find out why Su Ming asked this question.
Then, she was enlightened!
Oh, I understand. It must be because her desire for control is too strong that Su Ming feels restrained. This kind of meticulous care in every aspect makes people feel that she is a yandere.
So the correct answer is...
"Of course I don't mind! I love you no matter what!"
Xia Xiaoyu smiled brightly, her pupils showing warmth like ice melting in spring. The murderous look in her eyes, as cold as winter, quickly faded away. Su Ming breathed a sigh of relief, and his tense facial muscles completely relaxed.
Then, Xia Xiaoyu stretched out her slender white legs and hooked the strap of storage box No. 7 under the bed . She used her feet to bring storage box No. 7 to her hand, and finally took out a tape recorder that Su Ming was very familiar with from it.
Xia Xiaoyu placed the recorder next to Su Ming's lips and stared at him: "Let me ask you, do you have a lover outside?"
"Ha...haha, how, how is that possible." Su Ming smiled dryly and reached out to hug Xia Xiaoyu, but as soon as he raised his hand, Xia Xiaoyu pressed it down.
"Honey, just tell me yes or no. Do you have a lover outside?" Xia Xiaoyu squinted her eyes and looked at him, smiling very gently.