Chapter 450: Collapse
Su Xia ate the mooncake in small bites and chewed it slowly. She didn't know why she suddenly wanted to cry.
It has been almost two months since I came to this world. I should just make the best of it and figure out everything by now.
After Su Xia finished eating the mooncakes, she couldn't help but think that she had spent the Mid-Autumn Festival at home in previous years.
The dinner of Mid-Autumn Festival must be stewed chicken, which is raised at home, and stuffed tofu is also a must-have dish. After dinner, we eat moon cakes between 8:30 and 9:00. Since we eat a lot of food on weekdays, no one is very interested in moon cakes, but we must eat some moon cakes during Mid-Autumn Festival, so the family of four shares one moon cake.
Su Xia shook his head. His past experiences told him not to think about those things. Thinking about them would not help and would only add to his troubles.
Su Xia squinted his eyes, wiped them, and looked around to see if anyone saw him crying. Everyone was having fun, and no one seemed to notice him. The light on the beach was obviously not enough, and in such a dark environment, even if someone noticed him, they would not be able to see his tears.
Su Xia wanted to go find the little Lolita to play and knock down the sand castle that everyone had built. No matter if she was "hunted down" by everyone afterwards, or if she helped build the sand castle for everyone to apologize, whatever happened, she probably wouldn't think about so many things at that time, but she simply couldn't take that step.
Su Xia looked at the lively beach. His barbecue spot was occupied by a bunch of people. A little girl with short blond hair was holding a big cup. The orange liquid in the cup seemed to be beer. A little girl with low ponytails was smoking? It shouldn't be, otherwise someone would definitely stop her. If it were any other day, she would definitely say something. But at this moment, she was in no mood at all. She just wanted to find a quiet place to sit alone.
Su Xia avoided the crowd and went to the reef area beside the beach alone. She found a reef to sit on, staring at the sparkling sea. Suddenly, she thought that if she jumped into the sea like this, would she be able to return to the original world once she came out of the sea.
I just thought about it, but I would never do it.
Su Xia picked up a stone and threw it into the sea, not caring how far it was thrown or how loud it sounded. He bent down, hugged his knees, buried his head in his arms, and curled up on the reef.
"Admiral, what are you doing sitting here alone?"
Su Xia raised his head and saw a girl in a green dress standing next to him. She said, "Zuihe."
"It's okay." Su Xia tried hard to smile.
"I just wanted to ask you why you were sitting here, and you told me nothing was wrong. Does that count as trying to cover up something?" Zuikaku was very smart.
Su Xia smiled, shook her head and said nothing.
"What exactly happened?" Zuikaku asked.
"It's really okay." Su Xia said.
Zuikaku looked at Suxia. There were no lights in the reef area, so she could only observe by moonlight. She was not good at reading people, so she couldn't tell what was going on. She said, "Okay... it's okay if it's okay."
"Yeah." Even if it was Zuikaku, Su Xia was not in the mood to deal with him now, "I just want to sit alone."
"All right."
Zuikaku stood there, a little hesitant. The admiral said he wanted to sit alone, so should he leave?
"Admiral, if you want to sit alone, just sit alone..." Zuikaku paused, "If there is anything, you must say it. Don't keep it in your heart... You are our admiral, and we are also your ship girls, so, that, how should I say it..."
Without waiting for Zuikaku to figure out what to say, Su Xia said, "I know."
Zuikaku hesitated for a long time, but decided to just leave. He jumped off the reef and walked towards the beach, looking back every few steps.
When Shokaku saw Zuikaku , he asked, "Zuikaku, what were you doing just now?"
"Admiral," Zuikaku said, "I saw the admiral walking towards the reef area alone."
Shokaku smiled with relief, his sister knew to go out and attack, but why did she come back?
"Then what? Why did you come back?" Shokaku asked.
"No, it's not what you think, sister." Zuikaku said, "I saw the admiral crying. I think he was crying, but I'm not sure. Anyway, it's very strange... Why did he cry for no reason? I was a little worried, so I went over to ask what happened."
"What did you say? The admiral seemed to be crying?" Isn't this more important than anything else? Shokaku no longer had the mood to care whether his sister had learned to go out and attack. The admiral was crying. Why was he crying? Something big must have happened.
"I didn't see it, I just suspected it," Zuikaku corrected.
"Then go and ask what happened." Xianghe asked anxiously.
"I don't know." Zuikaku replied.
"I don't know?" Shokaku asked, "Didn't you see the admiral seemed to be crying, so you went to look for him? Didn't you find the admiral?... Let's go find him quickly."
"I found it." Zuikaku held her sister's hand, "He just doesn't want to tell me what happened."
"Then," Zuikaku said, "Anyway, he didn't want to talk, and I didn't ask. It would be impolite. I thought he might need some quiet time, so I came back. Of course, I'm not that stupid. I told him that if he needed anything, just come to us and we would help him."
Zuikaku noticed her sister staring at her head and asked, "What's the problem?"
Shokaku hesitated and said, "It's okay, no problem, Zuikaku stay here... I'll go check it out."
"That's not good." Zuikaku said.
Shokaku looked at his sister with a worried look on her face, she really meant it, she held her chest and continued to take deep breaths, her breathing was not smooth.
"You can go if you want ." Zuikaku thought for a moment and said, she looked at the reef area, "Someone is going over there."
Yixian has no interest in barbecue and prefers quietness to hustle and bustle.
She did not join in the lively barbecue, but stood quietly by the side. When she saw the admiral come to the long table, take a mooncake, break it in half and eat it, tears suddenly flowed down her face.
She originally wanted to chase after him and ask, but Zuikaku had caught up with her first, so she had to stop.
Zuikaku said a few words to the admiral and left, while the admiral was still sitting on the reef with his knees hugged. Didn't she notice that the admiral was not in a good state, or did she find the admiral for something else, otherwise why would she leave so easily? Thinking of this, Yixian gently lifted the hem of her cheongsam skirt to make it easier for her to walk, and walked towards the reef by the sea, and found that her admiral's head was buried in his arms.
"Admiral." Yixian called softly.
"Yixian?" Su Xia saw Yixian. After all, so much time had passed, and he had figured out what he should have figured out long ago. It was just that he suddenly lost control of himself. Now he has recovered a lot. "Why did you come here?"
"I saw it," Yixian paused, "the admiral was crying."
"When did you cry?" Su Xia said, "How come I didn't know?"
"Over there at the table," Yixian said, "while eating mooncakes."
"I did cry. I was so moved that I cried." Su Xia smiled, "The mooncakes made by Yixian are so delicious that I can't help but cry. What if I can't make them again in the future?"
Yixian didn't say anything.
Yixian is naturally very smart, otherwise how could he be the head of the eight great families. Of course, if you have to say it, you can also say that there is no general in Shu, Liao Hua is the vanguard. The entire fishery administration is really empty, except for two adults, all are girls and lolita. Chongqing was originally the goddess of dawn, who joined the fishery administration halfway through, and her identity is a bit embarrassing.
Compared to others, Sun Yat-sen came from a fishery family and understood Chinese culture. What's more, he had high literary attainments and could compose poems on the spot. Naturally, he knew what other meanings there were to the Mid-Autumn Festival besides appreciating the moon.
"Admiral, are you missing home?" Yixian asked.
Su Xia's smile disappeared.
