Chapter 458 Children
There is a saying that goes, "Homesickness makes one feel timid."
Su Qingqing used to think that this was pretentious, but when it happened to her, it was a different story.
But no matter how timid you are, you still have to meet the person you have to meet.
Now that the child is healthy and she's almost recovered, she's not afraid of any major stress. After much thought, Su Qingqing brought up the matter with Rong Que, "...leaving it like this isn't going to make sense. I've truly let it go before. My biological parents, whether they're alive or dead, whether they died peacefully or otherwise, I don't care anymore. I don't want to pursue the matter, nor do I want to dwell on the unfinished story of the previous generation."
The dream she had in Guangdong and Guangxi that year made her mind clear from then on.
She really let it go.
"But now, he's right in front of me. I can't completely ignore him or just treat him as the general of Zhao State. I should meet him."
Su Qingqing finally brought this up herself.
Ever since Yu Yang was assigned to the West Mountain Villa, Rong Que had thought of hundreds of reasons to bring up this matter with Su Qingqing, but he rejected them all.
Before, Su Qingqing was pregnant, and he was afraid that she would be stimulated. Later, the child was born peacefully, and he was afraid that Su Qingqing would be depressed because of the past years.
He has heard from many people that women tend to become emotionally sensitive and depressed after giving birth.
The matter concerning Yu Yang was never a good thing. Everyone knew how heavy and cruel that past was. Rong Que was afraid that Su Qingqing would not be able to recover, so he never mentioned it.
But he is Su Qingqing's biological father after all.
Apart from providing him with delicious food and drinks, Rong Que could not find any other way to solve this problem.
Unexpectedly, Su Qingqing brought it up herself today. After a moment of hesitation, Rong Que spoke out his true thoughts, "Actually, whether we meet or not, the past is the past. There's no point in making it clear.
If he is willing to go back with Heng'er, that would be the best outcome. You can rest assured that he will return to his roots. After he returns, no one, whether Heng'er or his father-in-law, will treat him unfairly."
Su Qingqing shook her head. "Let's meet once. After that, I'll feel completely at ease. Otherwise, I'll always be thinking about you and won't feel at ease."
That is true.
The young couple had agreed on it, and the night before, Rong Que sent someone to the West Mountain Villa to inform Yu Yang. The next morning, after the morning court was over, Rong Que sent someone to the villa to pick him up.
The last time he entered the palace of the Great Yan Dynasty was as a prisoner of the Great Qi Dynasty. At that time, Yu Yang felt extremely complicated.
He wanted to take this opportunity to break free from Da Qi's control, but he also didn't want the situation to get out of control and cause unnecessary trouble to Su Qingqing. At that time, it was simply the most difficult moment in his life.
Who would have thought that it had only been a short time, and now, he could step into the palace gate with confidence.
Su Qingqing said she was homesick, but Yu Yang didn't have such thoughts at all.
He spent his whole life in the military and had only two daughters. In the early years, his two daughters were separated from each other and he could not see either of them. Now... the two daughters have become one.
One soul, one body, Yu Yang's mood was one of excitement mixed with heart-wrenching pain.
He felt sad that one of his daughters died on the battlefield, and he also felt sad that the other daughter committed suicide by hanging, but he was also grateful that she survived the ordeal. As luck would have it, both of them survived.
Jixiang took Yu Yang into Su Qingqing's bedroom. When Yu Yang entered, Su Qingqing had just asked the wet nurse to bring the child in, so Yu Yang heard a baby crying sound as soon as he entered the door.
The crying sound instantly overlapped with the crying sound he always heard during his hysteria.
Yu Yang stepped over the threshold, but his body paused there. He squinted his eyes and looked into the hall. For a moment, he was not sure whether he was having a hysterical attack again or if he really heard something.
Until Jixiang urged from the side, "General Yu!"
Yu Yang came back to his senses from his hysteria with a start, and then he saw a graceful but heroic girl sitting in the main seat in the hall. Next to her, a wet nurse was holding a small child in a small blanket and coaxing the child softly.
The child didn't know what was wrong and kept crying.
The child was crying and his mother felt distressed. Su Qingqing couldn't bear it any longer, so she took the child in and stood up to comfort the child gently, but the child was still crying .
Nanny Xu stood nearby. After all, she was an elderly person. She reminded Su Qingqing softly, "The child has sharp eyes. Perhaps he sensed something."
Su Qingqing looked up and saw Yu Yang standing at the door, and her body suddenly froze.
"Here I come."
The sound came out, and she couldn't even feel what kind of mood or tone she was in when she said these two words.
Yu Yang looked at the child in Su Qingqing's arms, was silent for a moment, and stepped his other foot into the threshold of the hall.
Fortunately, the weather was warm, so he wasn't cold. He was about to bow and greet Su Qingqing, but Su Qingqing excused him. Yu Yang didn't insist and looked at the child in Su Qingqing's arms, "Can I...can I hold you?"
The wet nurse was a little nervous.
It is said that this man is the Queen's biological father, but...
Nowadays, even the father who stays with you every day may not be reliable. Who knows what this person is like after not seeing him for so many years? What if he has been bribed by Da Qi?
The wet nurse wanted to refuse and wanted to take the child away from Su Qingqing's arms with an excuse.
But Su Qingqing ignored the wet nurse and said without even thinking, "Take her away quickly. Her crying is giving me a headache."
Su Qingqing's words were not at all awkward, so Yu Yang felt much more at ease and reached out to take the child.
I don’t know if it was because he hadn’t touched a child for a long time or what, but when he stretched out his hands, he was shaking with nervousness. When he held the child in his arms, he was even more uneasy and didn’t know how to hold the child. But in fact, he held the child very appropriately and comfortably.
Perhaps it was because of Aunt Xu's words that the child's eyes lit up and he sensed something.
The little child who was still crying in the arms of her biological mother Su Qingqing fell into Yu Yang's arms. Yu Yang didn't even try to coax her, but just by holding her, the little girl stopped crying immediately.
This surprised Su Qingqing, and the wet nurse also looked at the baby in the blanket with some surprise. If she hadn't seen Yu Yang, such a big and strong man, holding the baby in his hands, the wet nurse would have thought that Yu Yang had drugged the baby.
After all, Aunt Xu came from Zhao State, so she was somewhat inclined towards Yu Yang.
She smiled happily and said, "After all, he is my grandpa. Just a hug will be fine. They say that the relationship is between generations apart. It is indeed so."
Su Qingqing looked at Yu Yang. Yu Yang looked at the child in his arms with great patience. Even though the child didn't understand anything, he teased the child and said all sorts of nonsense. He couldn't hide his love for the child.
Su Qingqing smiled and said, "Have you eaten yet?"
Yu Yang held the child in his arms, looking a little nervous. He didn't know whether Su Qingqing wanted him to return the child right away, but he was a little reluctant to do so.
The child is pink|tender and soft.
It was about the same time as when the two sisters were born.
He...wanted to hug again.
In this life, maybe, I can only hug you like this once.
Holding the child, Yu Yang couldn't even tell whether he was holding Su Qingqing's daughter or his own daughters.
