Chapter 50 End of the text The days passed slowly, and it was just as the doctor said...

The days passed slowly, and it was just as the doctor said, and suddenly there was no reaction.

At that time, she was resting outside the yard. Qiao Yihua peeled an apple and asked her whether she wanted to cut it into pieces or eat it directly.

She took it and said, I want to finish this big apple.

Since then, her mental state has improved, and the whole person has become sunny and no longer frowning.

However, she is no longer dependent on Qiao Yihua as before. In the past, she would follow him for a walk by the lake, or even drive to the suburbs to go to the city and sit under the tall French plane trees for a day. Now she just wants to be alone, eat alone, be in a daze alone, and don't want anyone to disturb her.

Just like cultivating immortals.

Even when she saw the wedding dress he bought in the closet, she didn't react at all.

When she rested and went to bed at night, she would feel lonely and unwell, and she had to bury herself in his chest to fall asleep.

Qiao Yihua would also mention marriage, and said more tactfully that after marriage, it would be convenient for the child to study in the future, and we would watch him grow up.

Xiaozhen refused to agree. He naturally had countless ways to send the child to school. The scene of watching the child grow up in the future did not appear in her mind. All these years, all the experiences told her that she could not be a mother at all. Watching children grow up, such things that only exist in books and TV, would not exist in her world.

Later, when this matter was mentioned again, Qiao Xiaozhen began to cry. This kind of crying seemed to be provoked. She was fragile and sensitive. It was hard to tell whether it was annoying. She was very pregnant and it was not suitable for too much separation.

Especially the belly was getting bigger and bigger, it would become bulky. Such an image had never appeared in Qiao Yihua's mind. When she was sad, he would apologize to her regardless of whether it was his fault.

In the past few months, he tried very hard to play the role of a husband and father. It turned out that when a person really wants to own something, he will really lower himself.

I don’t know if it was because of the unstable mood these days. Xiaozhen felt uncomfortable in the evening and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. The doctor said that she might have a premature birth.

The process of childbirth is not smooth. Even if you have money to go to the best hospital and want the best everything, you still can’t eliminate a little pain.

Xiaozhen leaned on Qiao Yihua's arms and kept crying. No matter how the doctor tried to persuade her to save her strength, she couldn't control her tears.

She grabbed his clothes and cried, "Brother, do you promise me? I can leave after giving birth."

Everyone thought it was a joke to bring up this matter at this time.

After giving birth, you have to stay in confinement, feed the baby, and look after your own baby. Who can leave? The natural maternal love, the feelings of husband and wife who have been together day and night for these few months, how can you give up.

He didn't say anything.

Xiaozhen was even more intense: "Are you going to lie to me again? You always lie to me, don't keep your words, and bully me! I don't want to have a baby, I'm so uncomfortable."

"Be obedient, there is still confinement after giving birth."

"I don't want to have confinement. You think I'm easy to bully, so you lie to me every time. I have no way to resist, right?"

Qiao Yihua hugged her tightly in his arms, "Okay, let's not talk about this for now."

"No, I have to say it. Over the years, I am very grateful to you, thank you for taking me to see a new world and giving me more perspectives that ordinary girls can hardly have. I know I can never repay you in this lifetime. You gave me these and made me want a different life, not to live a life of flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water in a cramped and narrow place every day. I can only repay you this."

She was out of breath when she spoke, and many things were from the heart. She used to be like a little girl who was curious about everything. He didn't know over the years that people will change, become mature, and their thoughts will become completely different from before. He did not stay in the past, so how could she be the same as before?

Qiao Yihua was silent, silent, holding her tightly, her long hair overlapped with his eyes, tears intertwined, and finally agreed: "Okay, you can do whatever you want."

She finally stopped talking and stopped crying, lying on the bed and taking a deep breath.

Because of premature birth, the child was immediately put into the incubator after birth. Xiaozhen was very good after all the examinations, and the mother was in good condition.

She did not see the child from the time she fell asleep and woke up again after giving birth.

The doctor took care of her throughout the whole process, and everything was the best conditions.

The confinement room was large and quiet, and nutritious meals were brought to her after she woke up. Xiaozhen had no appetite and asked, "Where is my brother?"

The confinement nanny didn't know who she was talking about.

"Where is Qiao Yihua?"

"Mr. Qiao just went out, the doctor asked him to sign, the baby is now in the incubator, and may have to stay for a week."

Xiaozhen: "You go out first, I want to sleep a little longer."

Although the diet has changed a little after living here for many years, the light and sweet diet every day is still hard to eat.

No matter how he coaxed her, she refused to eat. Qiao Yihua changed his face and said, "What are you doing? Okay, take it all away and don't eat it. Let's go eat hot pot and spicy chicken now. After eating, wash your stomach and insert a tube to give you oxygen for eight hours. That will make you feel more comfortable."

Xiaozhen snorted.

Then she started to eat well.

After her daughter came out of the incubator, all the examinations returned to normal. Her face began to turn rosy and she became lively and active. Qiao Yihua couldn't get enough of her and liked her more and more.

He knew that Xiaozhen needed to rest, so he turned away groups of visitors.

The date for the full moon banquet was set for more than a month later.

Now it was really lively. Every time he got drunk and had his stomach washed, there were crowds of people. At such an old age, having a baby must be a big deal.

When Qiao Yihua came over with the child, Xiaozhen didn't look at the child but at his expression. How happy he was! He held the child so carefully, smiled sweetly, and was full of tenderness. She had never seen him like this before.

His mother came from Beijing, holding Xiaozhen's hand and asking her to take care of herself. She didn't have much contact with her, so such concern was precious! She gave the child a pair of very expensive and exquisite gold bracelets. It can be seen that everyone is very happy about the arrival of this life.

Xiaozhen should feel the same way.

It seems that from today, they have entered a new stage and a new life, and the past can be forgotten.

She recovered very well and was able to get out of bed and walk freely soon, but when no one else was around.

In front of Qiao Yihua, Xiaozhen took out his mobile phone and called Wu Ma, saying that she needed to issue a birth certificate and name before the end of the month, and bring all her documents.

He asked several times what name to give, and Xiaozhen thought about it again and again, frowned again and again, or said that she couldn't remember it, and said that she would go home and look up the dictionary slowly.

So she was temporarily called Baobao. Baobao can be discharged from the hospital in half a month. The child's things were not prepared so early, and Qiao Yihua's mother bought everything in just a few days of hospitalization.

When she was taken out of the hospital, Xiaozhen looked at her carefully. She had big eyes and fair skin. Whether it was a human baby or an animal, she was soft and cute, which made people want to protect her.

Xia Jie was dismissed tactfully. Wu Ma didn't know how to take care of the child, so she hired a new nanny to look after the child. She also wanted to hire a childcare worker. Together with his mother, there would be a circle of people around the child. She was lucky to be born in a family with such conditions.

This liberated Qiao Yihua a lot. He could go back and forth between home and the hospital company every day.

Although she pretended to be weak and unable to move in bed, Xiaozhen looked very healthy and was in good condition after the physical examination.

The most important thing is that after giving birth, she did not mention leaving. He did not mention it either.

Qiao Yihua wanted to hold the wedding and the full moon together, and then go back to his hometown to get the marriage certificate, and everything went smoothly.

Such a joyful thing tells everyone who comes to see the child at home that his life is complete with marriage and childbirth.

The price of hiring a confinement nanny for Xiaozhen's confinement is a bit expensive, but she is very professional and dedicated, and can meet any request she makes, including train, plane and bus timetables to anywhere in the country, and asking her how much money is left for hospitalization, which are not within her scope.

When talking to her, she will not tell Qiao Yihua privately every word, at least this is respect for her.

Even if she wants to eat spicy food, she will satisfy her according to the doctor's prescription, without chatting or saying much.

Xiaozhen likes such people very much.

"Auntie, has Mr. Qiao paid all the money?"

Auntie said while fiddling with the flowers in the room, "Yes, he has."

Xiaozhen took out five hundred yuan and said, "I think you have done a good job. Please accept these."

Auntie quickly refused and said in a principled manner, "I can't take them."

"Auntie, the money we pay is for the confinement center. Your salary is not that much. These are red envelopes for you, for the joy of having a baby. Please take them." Auntie

accepted them because she could not give in.

Xiaozhen smiled and said, "Auntie, don't feel burdened. Mr. Qiao has money. He will come to take me home tomorrow. Can you help me get discharged from the hospital in the morning?"

Auntie: "It's still four or five days away from the full month."

"Yes, I know. I am fine now. I will stay at home for the remaining few days."

In fact, there is nothing to worry about in a few days, and I just had a check-up today, and everything is fine.

The aunt didn't ask any more questions, but confirmed the matter: "Mr. Qiao will come tomorrow morning, right?"

"Yes." Xiaozhen said, "Pack your things early tomorrow. I will pack my daily clothes and those documents together, and the confinement clothes together. It will be more convenient to organize them separately."

"Okay, okay."

When Qiao Yihua came over in the evening, Xiaozhen leaned on his arms and said very gently: "Brother, you have worked hard, running around, and you may have to continue to do this in the future."

Qiao Yihua looked like she was about to cry, as if the rebellious child she raised suddenly became sensible. She would never say you have worked so hard so tenderly before.

He rubbed her hair very intimately and said: "Good boy, haven't you taken the medicine yet?"

Xiaozhen looked up at him and gently touched his face with her hand: "You didn't take the wrong medicine, I just wanted to say this."

The two smiled slightly, pressed together and naturally touched their lips, and the tips of their tongues slowly entangled, kissing for a long time.

She said: "You don't have to come tomorrow morning, come in the afternoon."

"What's wrong?"

Xiaozhen said: "I see that your eyes are red, can you sleep a little longer?"

She said tenderly and distressed, but very useful.

"Okay, you can prepare whatever you want to eat now, and I'll make it for you in a few days."

Xiaozhen shook her head, "I'm full, the food here is delicious, and I'll give Auntie a 500 yuan red envelope today."

Qiao Yihua smiled and said, "Okay, I'll give her a big red envelope when you're discharged from the hospital."

"Yeah."

He usually stayed with her until midnight, but this time Xiaozhen asked him to go home early. When he left, she held him with her arms for a long time before letting go, like a wife waiting to return.

Qiao Yihua didn't come in the afternoon, but came directly from the company to the hospital at around 12 noon.

When she walked into the room with a large and bright bouquet of carnations, the nurse was cleaning and arranging the flowers in the room, and there was no one on the bed.

My eyelids jumped instantly, and I called home immediately. Aunt Wu replied that Miss Qiao had not returned home.

"Mr. Qiao, Mr. Qiao?"

The aunt called Qiao Yihua several times before he turned around and asked quickly, "Where's Xiaozhen?"

The aunt said, "Miss Qiao was discharged this morning. She said that her husband was busy with work, so she left first. She took some of the luggage with her, and asked me to wait for the rest to be handed over to you, sir."

"What else did she say?"

"She said that you had promised her, and she left first."

Qiao Yihua's eyes went dark.

The temperature today was 35 degrees, very hot, and her skin felt a little burning when she was discharged from the hospital this morning.

There was still a balance of more than 7,000 yuan in the discharge settlement, which she put into her bag, the only cash she had.

During these days of being alone, Qiao Xiaozhen thought a lot, thinking about the past and the future over and over again, and she became much more mature, at least she could bear the consequences of every decision.

When she left the hospital, she didn't bring much gifts. After getting off the taxi, the heat came. Qiao Xiaozhen blocked the sun, but she could still see the huge "Shanghai Station" on the square through her fingers.

It's not as big as I imagined. The last time I took a train was ten years ago. The shock of seeing a big city for the first time was incomparable. I can still recall the feeling of following Qiao Yihua. At that time, I was cramped and nervous, and felt out of tune with the prosperity here.

Now I have left this place where I studied, had family love, gave birth to children, and encountered countless right and wrongs. It is difficult to describe my feelings. Even after experiencing so much, I still have no sense of belonging at this moment, and I feel at a loss.

Without hesitation, she walked quickly towards the train ticket window and was soon drowned in the queue in the hall.

Where to go, I had already thought about it during the confinement period. It

was a place that I had thought about as an ignorant girl, and a place that I fantasized about every time I escaped from the sea of ​​suffering, as if it was the only holy place where a poor girl like her could be freed from being locked at home.

Her figure disappeared in the crowded crowd and could no longer be found with the naked eye.