Volume 2 2010 Chapter 296: The Long Night, My Sour Self (Part 1)
"Unnie~what's wrong?"
"Miyane!"
Bae Joo-hyun stopped dancing and apologized to Kang Seul-ki embarrassedly.
It was originally agreed that she would practice dancing with Seulgi in the evening, but the girl couldn't concentrate.
The consequence of not concentrating was that she made mistakes one after another. She could no longer remember how many times she had made mistakes tonight.
"Ouni, what's wrong with you? This isn't okay!" Seulgi looked at her with concern. She was worried about the little sister's abnormal behavior.
"Miyane! Come again! I'll cheer up!"
"Unnie, I don't blame you!"
The little bear girl walked up to her sister and said, "But if you don't concentrate, it's easy to get hurt while dancing! This has happened to someone before, and it took a long time. Why don't we take a break first~"
Bae Joo-hyun felt both warm and ashamed when she received her sister's caring care.
"Why don't you practice on your own and I'll adjust it."
The girl walked to the wall of the practice room and sat down alone. She didn't bother to tidy up her messy hair and let the sweat slide down her cheeks.
Alas~
I still can't concentrate.
Well, I accepted it at that time.
Really useless~
The girl took a rest while sorting out her confused mood.
Today is Yi Haoyan’s 16th birthday. The boy told his sisters early on he would not celebrate his birthday, so they didn’t need to bother making arrangements.
The boy doesn't like celebrating his birthday.
He made the same request last year and was very firm in his attitude, so even though my aunt and uncle felt it was a bit strange, they finally agreed considering his illness.
It was supposed to be the same this year, but things have changed.
This year, he has a girlfriend.
When I asked about the birthday arrangements, I heard Yi Haoyan say that he and Quan Enfei wanted to go out to celebrate his birthday together and the sisters didn't need to make any arrangements.
Son Eun-hee didn't care, but Bae Joo-hyun felt a little uncomfortable.
Because she was in such a bad mood, the girl could no longer remember what expression she had at that time.
The best situation is to have no expression, otherwise it will definitely look very ugly...
Although her mind told her that this was normal and reasonable, Pei Zhuxuan still secretly blamed Yi Haoyan for being "partial".
Why can I not celebrate my birthday with my sisters and instead celebrate it with my girlfriend?
Don't you dislike celebrating your birthday? But is it not possible?
Such irrational thoughts would occasionally jump out of her control and harass her, making the girl's mood a mess.
Fortunately, after a period of psychological preparation, Bae Joo-hyun has gradually accepted the reality.
After all, they are a couple, isn't it normal to have a birthday together?
The young lady who regained her sanity specially arranged a full schedule of courses and exercises for herself on November 11. In order to avoid being absent-minded, she also seriously pulled Jiang Seqi along, under the pretext of making progress together.
In short, just make sure you don't be idle, don't be alone, and don't leave time and space to think about this matter.
During the day everything was normal.
Bae Joo Hyun did very well, attending classes seriously, studying actively, and her attitude was more dedicated than usual. Even the teacher praised her for being particularly motivated today. During lunch, she was also praised by Seulgi, and the two of them talked and laughed.
But at night, Bae Joo-hyun found that she could not hold on any longer.
The sun sets very early in late autumn in Seoul , and it is almost dark at 6pm.
Since we don’t have a stove at home, we have to have dinner in the company cafeteria.
Why don't you light a fire at home?
Because Yi Haoyan didn't go home for dinner...
Thinking of this, Bae Joo-hyun, who had been on high alert all day, finally failed.
Some things will happen more often the more you try to avoid them, and the harder you suppress them, the stronger the rebound will be.
Bae Joo-hyun finally understood it now.
She entered a state of inconsistency. On the surface, she was having dinner with Seul-ki, chatting and laughing; in her heart, she unconsciously thought of many questions.
He should be out of school by now, right? It's quite cold at night, I wonder if his clothes are thick enough.
Where will you celebrate your birthday?
Student couples should go shopping, right?
Hongdae?
He doesn't seem to like crowds and usually doesn't like going out. He probably won't go to noisy places, right?
Maybe Kwon Eun-bi likes it?
Will Haoyan accommodate you?
Although he can be sharp-tongued sometimes, he is actually quite accommodating to girls.
Will you have cake in the evening?
I remember that he didn’t seem to like cakes. I wonder if he will bite the bullet and try to please his girlfriend this time?
Thinking of Yi Haoyan's tolerance and forbearance towards another girl, Bae Joo- hyun felt a little sad.
Why are you nice to others but always naughty to me?
Too much~
I finally managed to get through dinner.
I finally broke down completely during practice at night.
Although there was a clear rhythm of music in her ears, Bae Joo-hyun's mind was filled with uncontrollable thoughts.
Will there be a birthday gift? Kwon Eun-bi is a Korean girl, so she will definitely prepare a gift.
Yi Haoyan must be very happy, right? It was his first time celebrating his birthday in Korea, and his first time celebrating his birthday with his girlfriend. How could he be happy?
cut!
What's there to be happy about? You clearly said you didn't like birthdays! But you turned around and hung out with your girlfriend. What a liar!
What will the two of you do at night?
I heard from Seulgi that Kwon Eun-bi is very pretty and has a good figure...
You don't want Bobo, do you?
ah!
Yi Haoyan, you are not an adult yet!
Just stop it!
The young lady was so immersed in her own fantasies that she couldn't extricate herself and made many mistakes in her dance practice that night.
Seulgi also noticed that Bae Joo-hyun was obviously not in good shape and thought that her sister was tired. After all, today's intensive course was very intense.
But Bae Joo-hyun knew the reason and there was nothing she could do.
After hastily finishing the evening practice, the young lady packed up her things in a confused state, changed her clothes and prepared to go home.
In the dressing room, the girl stared at the mirror in a daze.
At 9 o'clock in the evening, Yi Haoyan will come to pick her up. What expression should she use to face him?
Bae Joo-hyun is very conflicted.
She hadn't thought it through, but the phone rang on time anyway.
"Nuna, I'm here."
"Oh, I'll be right there."
The girl didn't care about her confused mood and uneasy heartbeat, and hurried out.
Outside the gate, a familiar figure was already standing there.
The young lady slowed down her pace and made herself look normal even though her heart was beating like a drum.
He seems very happy.
Although she didn't say anything and didn't see the boy's expression, Bae Joo-hyun had this feeling.
The subconscious mind is usually expressed unconsciously through a person's body language, and people with keen perception can detect it.
"Sorry for the wait~"
"No, just arrived."
Seeing Yi Haoyan's face, Bae Joo-hyun confirmed her judgment.
The birthday boy had a great time.
His eyes were shining and he looked energetic, his face was full of smiles that seemed to be overflowing, and his whole body was filled with an inexplicable joy.
Seeing the boy like this, Bae Joo-hyun felt complicated.
He is happy and she is happy too.
This is the sunniest he has looked since Bae Joo-hyun met Yi Haoyan.
Even on a cold late autumn night, the boy at this time exudes the warm scent of sunshine, brilliant and dazzling.
This should be the color he was born with. He has always been like this, but it is temporarily obscured by the haze in his heart.
Bae Joo-hyun was very happy to see him like this.
But when she thought that it was not herself but another girl who helped him to clear the haze, the young lady became conflicted again.
An uncontrollable feeling of bitterness began to spread in my heart.
The inexplicable sadness made Pei Zhuxuan unable to help but turn her head and purse her lips.
A thought came to my mind.
Hum~
I don't want to see you being happy because of others.
