Volume 2 2010 Chapter 335: Kwon Eun-bi’s Christmas (Part 8)
In fact, Yi Haoyan’s feeling during the day was not wrong.
Kwon Eun-bi is a little different today than usual.
Excited, thrilled, and sometimes a little irritable and naughty.
All this made the girl seem a little abnormal.
She's not like this normally.
Yi Haoyan sensed this and thought the girl was too excited about being able to come to the amusement park.
He was partly right, but that wasn't the main reason.
The real reason is actually very simple.
pressure.
The pressure of being a trainee.
The pressure of studying.
Also, there is the pressure of being in a relationship with Yi Haoyan.
Sometimes Eun Fei herself feels that it is not right. It is obvious that Haoyan Oppa has been considerate and helpful to her a lot, but the girl's inner pressure still bothers her from time to time.
When she first became a contracted trainee, she encountered exclusion and isolation from senior trainees. Yi Haoyan, who was not her boyfriend at the time, analyzed the reasons for her and sorted out ideas for solving the problem.
What happened later was exactly as he said, and the problem was quickly resolved.
But this isn’t the only kind of pressure that comes with being a trainee.
In fact, more people are eliminated or their enthusiasm is exhausted after a long wait and endless practice and assessment.
Although Enfei has only been a contracted trainee for more than a year, she felt this endless pressure earlier.
Speaking of which, this is also related to Yi Haoyan.
The tutoring group expanded Kwon Eun-bi's circle of friends and source of information. This group, which was established because of Yi Haoyan, included almost all the female idols and contracted trainees of Seoul Arts High School, most of whom were signed to small companies like Eun-bi.
Although the company's situation and each person's practice time are different, they all have the same problems and pressures as Eun-bi, and the girls usually talk about their troubles with each other.
In addition to Choi Sulli and Bae Suzy who have already debuted and are doing well, the best situation in the group is Lee Hye-ri who just debuted, and Son Naeun, Kim Nam-joo, and Jeon Yu-ri who are confirmed to debut.
Although senior Hyeri has made her debut.
But it was not until the last time they had dinner that Enfei realized that Girl's Day's current situation is actually not going well. Not only has there been personnel changes, but it has not yet found a suitable development path for itself and is still groping in the dark.
Yi Haoyan also said that he didn’t know whether their company would find its own way or disappear silently like other small companies after its resources were exhausted.
Naeun and Namjoo have been training together for a year. In comparison, A-CUBE, as a subsidiary of CUBE, is slightly larger than Girl's Day's company and has better resources.
But when they chatted privately, both of them felt a lot of uneasiness.
Although her senior group 4minute is currently developing well, Namjoo said that their group style is completely different from 4minite, and she doesn't know whether they can be recognized after their debut.
Now they can only practice harder and try to be better prepared before their debut.
Tian Yuli is also confirmed to make her debut in 2011.
The president of TopClass is Eric, the captain of the group Shinhwa. After his debut, he should have good resources in the circle to use. In comparison, the situation of this senior should be better than Girl's Day.
After all, Shinhwa is a famous Korean boy band and also a senior group in the circle. With their support, it is definitely better than Girl's Day which started from scratch.
But I heard from senior Yu Li that the president actually emphasized that the care of seniors is ultimately an external force, and whether or not one can become popular depends mainly on oneself. When Shinhwa debuted in SM, things were not , and only gradually improved later.
Now that they have debuted, all the seniors can do is to impart some experience and help them attract some attention. Whether they can retain fans ultimately depends on the idols themselves.
Except for these classmates who have already debuted or are about to debut.
Woollim's Liu Zhiai, TS's Kim Nahyun and Cho Eun-ae, like Kwon Eun-bi, have no chance to debut for the time being.
Woollim just launched the boy group Infinite in 2010 and now does not have the extra resources to operate a girl group.
TS launched two girl groups, Untouchable and Secret, in 2008 and 2009 respectively, and will not be launching a new girl group in the short term.
Kiroy, where Eunbi is, currently only has a boy group plan in preparation, and the debut of a girl group is nowhere in sight.
For these female trainees who have no chance of debuting, their daily lives are actually very monotonous except for boring practice, assessments and body management.
But an idol’s debut is a time-limited thing, and the older they are, the smaller their chances of debuting.
Watching time pass by day by day while not knowing where your future lies is actually a very torturous thing.
Enfei, who is only 15 years old at this time, should not have such pressure. She still has enough time to wait.
But Girl's Day made her see the difficulties of debuting in a small company. Even if she debuted, it didn't mean anything, the pressure would only increase. When Hyeri talked about this, her calm expression left a deep impression on Eunbi.
The path of becoming an idol is much more difficult than the girl had imagined...
Compared with the pressure of career, the pressure of study is much smaller.
In this regard, Yi Haoyan is Enfei's pillar. As long as she studies with him diligently, she can pass the exams normally. Enfei even spends less energy on her studies now than before!
Originally, Yi Haoyan asked the students of the small company to study harder to leave a way out for himself, but his girlfriend took the lead in taking shortcuts...
The impact is extremely bad~
Falling in love with Yi Haoyan was the boldest decision Kwon Eun-fei had made besides applying to arts high school without telling her parents.
So far, she has never regretted it at all.
But we still have to face the pressure.
Not only do I have to keep it secret from the company, I also have to keep it secret from my parents.
It would be fine if it were just these, but Yi Haoyan himself is a person who can bring pressure to others.
He is just so outstanding.
He is good-looking, has good character, is extremely intelligent, and is very considerate. Even though he is a little sharp-tongued and unsociable, it has no effect on his relationship with others.
He is loved by everyone and flowers bloom when he sees him.
In comparison, Kwon Eun-bi is not so confident in herself.
The girl felt that when facing this almost perfect boy in her eyes, her self-confidence was slowly melting like ice and disappearing.
In comparison, she really has no self-confidence and feels that she is too ordinary.
Even her previously confident beauty pales in comparison to her seniors like Sulli and Suzy.
After seeing the dancing and singing skills of the "bad student" Seulgi , Eunbi felt even more shocked...
My boyfriend is always with such outstanding people. Will I really not be forgotten by him?
This is not the first or second time I've been jealous of something like this, and it's not good to always be like this.
After all, Yi Haoyan did nothing wrong. He was better behaved than most other good boys. He was so good that the girl even felt that she was being unreasonable sometimes. This feeling made her feel even more stressed...
Apart from improving herself, Kwon Eun-fei could not find any other way to relieve this pressure.
But how can it be so easy to improve one's own strength?
This invisible pressure accumulates more and more, and eventually needs an outlet. The girl needs a special way to release the pressure that is gradually accumulating in her heart, and this crazy entertainment is a manifestation of this.
While trying those extreme entertainment facilities, Kwon Eun-fei felt a sense of relief from the catharsis.
However, this somewhat abnormal venting eventually got out of control...
