Volume 2 2010 Chapter 386: Park Soo-young Extra: I'm Leaving (Part 2)
Bae Joo-hyun already knew that Park Soo-young liked Yi Hao-yeon.
Even when Park Soo-young herself was unaware, she already had a vague feeling.
Yi Haoyan never concealed Park Sooyoung's affairs. The two were seniors in high school and had known each other for a long time. Park Sooyoung's coming to SM as a trainee was also related to Yi Haoyan.
Anyway, we were familiar with each other from the beginning. But Haoyan was not like he is now at that time, and Xiurong probably didn't have any other thoughts at that time.
Everything changed after Haoyan was hospitalized for treatment. Since then, he has changed a lot.
After Red Velvet debuted, Yi Haoyan was discharged from the hospital after recovering from his illness. He participated in many things and helped a lot. He also had a lot of contact and interaction with the members.
Although he has always appeared as the "brother-in-law", his talent, charm and even background inevitably influenced the members.
Maybe Xiurong started to have some thoughts at that time?
Thinking about these past events, Bae Joo-hyun didn't actually feel particularly uncomfortable. She had long realized the fact that it was inevitable for a man like Yi Haoyan to be liked by other girls.
Especially in the idol circle where there are many girls, men like him are extremely rare. It would be abnormal if those little girls didn't have any thoughts about him.
This kind of thing depends entirely on Yi Haoyan's self-control ability.
Before being hospitalized, his sense of morality and self-control were far beyond that of ordinary people.
But after being hospitalized...
Eh~
That's it.
Anyway, as long as it doesn't threaten herself, Bae Joo-hyun doesn't take it to heart.
So, over the years, she has been living in peace with people like Kwon Eun-bi and Choi Sulli.
Apart from Seo Soo-jin, Bae Joo-hyun doesn't care much about anyone else.
She had always known about Xiurong's affairs, and she also knew that this very emotional sister had been struggling.
So, out of kindness, I didn't say anything and didn't intend to point out this matter. After all, we are teammates who spend so much time together. It would be too ugly if we broke up because of a man after so many years of relationship.
But she never expected that Xiurong herself would not be able to bear it and would choose to make it public at this time and say that she wanted to withdraw.
Is this because of guilt that I need to forgive myself?
Thinking of this, Bae Joo-hyun suddenly wanted to laugh, but considering her position, she quickly controlled the corners of her mouth that she couldn't help but curl up.
Now that it has been made clear, there must be a result. Xiurong asked me to come here specifically, and it must not be just to talk a few words. This smart sister must have follow-up arrangements.
Just listen to her continue talking.
…
Although Joohyun's attitude was very abnormal, she neither lost her temper nor said she would forgive her, but at least it was not the worst outcome.
After a period of panic, Park Soo-young acted according to his plan again.
"In order to end this abnormal situation, I, I decided to officially date someone else..."
"Oh? Who?"
This aroused Bae Joo-hyun's interest.
Park Soo-young is a complex and contradictory child, smart and talented, rational yet sensitive.
Obviously, she was a person who didn't like to smile at first, but in order to make her debut, she practiced smiling by biting chopsticks, and finally became the sweet Joy that matched the company's positioning.
When she debuted, she was the youngest member, but she was not used to the traditional positioning of the youngest member of a Korean group. The cute and coquettish character was not her specialty, but she finally developed it. She also took the initiative to propose the sexy positioning, and digested the style very well, successfully becoming the "sexy bomb" of Red Velvet. Not only is she very suitable for it personally, but she also does not affect the style of the team.
Because she likes acting, she looks for opportunities to challenge herself and successfully starred in tvN's Monday-Tuesday romantic mini-series "She Fell in Love with My Lies", with very good results. And because of this outstanding performance, she became the heroine of the MBC TV series "The Great Seducer", which was adapted from the French novel "Dangerous Liaisons".
It can be said that in the field of acting, Park Soo-young hardly relied on any resources from SM company. She is really talented.
On the other hand, in various variety shows, Sooyoung is also the unique Ace in the team. She is very familiar with connecting with and creating all kinds of gags, and is a female idol who is very popular among major MCs.
However, such a spiritual and talented woman also has her own weaknesses.
Lose yourself.
Between Joy and Park Soo-young, she sometimes can't find herself, which is a problem that many idols are prone to.
Park Soo-young did an excellent job in changing herself for the character of Joy, from a cold and aloof person who doesn't like to smile to a warm, lively and sweet Joy who loves to smile. However, such a change also brings problems. For her emotional character, after a long time she will not be able to distinguish what Joy needs to do and what Park Soo-young wants to do.
I can't figure out who I am.
This will put her in the biggest confusion of her life: who am I, where do I come from, where am I going...
Even the emotional entanglement with Yi Haoyan was the same. On the one hand, I knew it was wrong, but on the other hand, I was indeed attracted to him.
Her inner yearning and moral constraints made her exhausted. Just like her identity as an idol, she was trapped in confusion and entanglement and couldn't extricate herself.
Maybe this is the main reason why she suffers from somatization disorder.
As a group of neuroses characterized by persistent worry or belief in the dominance of various physical symptoms, the disease symptoms include anxiety, depression, emotional disorders, etc., often accompanied by serious disorders in social, interpersonal or family behavior. Some patients even develop obsessive-compulsive disorder, phobia or panic disorder.
As a person who is strong and sensitive, mature and spiritual, brave and delicate, Park Soo-young lives a too tiring life.
No matter what she wants to do, as her sister, I will not make things difficult for her, even if she wants to fall in love this time.
Bae Joo-hyun thought so and listened patiently to her sister's decision.
"It was Crush senior. He and I collaborated on the single "Day and Night" in May 2020. At that time, I felt that he was a nice person, our hobbies were compatible, and we got along well, so I decided. I have debuted for 7 years now, and the company will agree, but I think I must tell my sister first, and the members will notify me later."
Park Soo-young gave a lot of reasons, which were very logical and convincing, and there was nothing wrong with them.
But Bae Joo-hyun doesn't think so.
"Xiu-young~"
Seeing how hard Park Soo-young was trying to get rid of her troubles, Bae Joo-hyun's expression softened. She looked seriously into her sister's eyes and spoke her mind.
"Actually, if the person is good, it's okay to try dating, but Ouni hopes you will think about one thing clearly. What is your original intention? Did you start this relationship because you like the other person? Or are you looking for a substitute because you want to escape and forget?"
"No way! Unnie! I'm serious this time!"
Park Soo-young emphasized his tone, as if to cheer himself up.
"Oh? Really?"
Bae Joo-hyun finally smiled, like a cunning little fox, her eyes full of suspicion and ridicule.
“Are you as serious as you were with Yook Sungjae last time?”
Hearing this, Park Soo-young, who had been so confident just now, suddenly froze.
