Chapter 124: Love is Hard to Forget (3)
Guisha took a stool and sat down next to the couch, saying: "It's time to take the medicine."
Yin Yin ignored him, and Gui Sha didn't care. To him, Yin Yin's reaction was already common, so he stirred the medicine with a spoon and blew on it. When he felt the temperature was about right, he scooped a spoonful of medicine with a spoon and brought it to Yin Yin's mouth; Yin Yin opened her mouth slightly and drank it, and then Gui Sha fed Yin Yin one spoonful at a time. He didn't seem impatient at all. On the contrary, he enjoyed it and was very patient.
As for taking medicine, Yinyin didn't know when she started to rely on it. She didn't think she was sick. It was normal to take medicine when she was sick, but she couldn't do without it even though she knew she was sick. Why? Yinyin seemed to have never thought about it. Anyway, she was used to it, so she became numb without realizing it and didn't feel anything.
After feeding the last spoonful of medicine, Guisha put the empty soup bowl on the low cabinet beside him, and looked at Yinyin steadily without saying a word, because he suddenly didn't know where to start.
There was a rumble of thunder, and a faint light suddenly appeared . This subtle change did not escape Gui Sha's eyes, so he asked: "Did you think of anything?"
Maybe because her thoughts were seen through, Yin Yin turned slightly to look at Gui Sha woodenly, her eyes still indifferent. It was impossible to tell whether she felt that Gui Sha had seen through her thoughts, or she was just reacting to Gui Sha's words.
Looking at Yin Yin's expression as she looked at him, Gui Sha suddenly understood something, and after hesitating for a moment, he raised his hand to take off the mask; in fact, Yin Yin's expression did not change at all, but Gui Sha knew that even after taking off the mask, Yin Yin still had that completely indifferent look.
"Are you still thinking about that person?"
Guisha's voice was calm as usual, but there was a hint of sadness in his calm tone. This time, Yinyin no longer had no reaction like before. She tilted her head as if she was thinking about something. In response, Guisha smiled bitterly in his heart.
“I look like that person?”
Guisha spoke again, his tone still calm, but who knows what kind of mood he was in to continue this topic?
Yin Yin tilted her head again and cast her indifferent gaze towards Gui Sha. Meeting Yin Yin's gaze, Gui Sha knew that what she was looking at was still not him, but just the shadow of another person. Despite this, regardless of whether she was looking at another person through him, Gui Sha still felt pity when he saw Yin Yin in front of him. He also knew that even if Yin Yin was looking at another person through him, this was probably just Yin Yin's subconscious action. After all, Yin Yin's heart lock had not yet been unlocked.
At this moment, unlike before, Yin Yin spoke up and said: "You look a lot like that person, but you are not him."
Hearing this, Guisha was startled. He obviously didn't dare to believe that Yinyin said this, and of course he didn't expect Yinyin to answer him. What he didn't expect was that Yinyin's answer would be so sure, as if it was an answer given by a completely conscious person.
Ignoring the ghost's reaction, Yin Yin looked away, as if recalling something, but her expression was indifferent and she could not see any emotion. She continued in a calm tone: "That person has a strong sense of justice and is brave. From this point of view, you and him are completely different types of people. In addition, he is very conscientious, but you are different. You will not take the initiative for things that have nothing to do with you. But one thing is that you both have a strong sense of responsibility."
Looking at Yin Yin and listening to her statement, Gui Sha seemed to have an illusion. That illusion was that the Yin Yin he knew before was just an illusion, and the one in front of him was the real Yin Yin? Her words were clear and organized, not like a hint or someone who had been stimulated. Her rationality was so clear that it was scary.
But Guisha didn't know that Yin Yin was completely subconscious when she said these words. It was only with her current appearance and the empty shell without a soul that she seemed so cold and empty. If it were Yin Yin under normal circumstances, perhaps she would have stated it with a different expression and demeanor.
Yin Yin continued to murmur: "A sense of responsibility, I will fulfill the responsibilities entrusted to me very carefully, so I will not care about any harm in the process, as if everything is taken for granted."
Guisha didn't know whether this sentence was a compliment or a sarcasm. However, even he couldn't guess Yinyin's real thoughts, which were: heartache! But from Yinyin's expression, Guisha's answer was: disdain.
Yinyin continued to talk, as if she wanted to say everything.
"I never thought I would fall in love with him. At first I thought he was just a surveillance planted next to me, but he later saved me because it was his duty. Even so, I still changed my mind about him. Maybe that's why I was so angry at that time? Maybe it was from that time that I fell in love with him unknowingly, until that incident happened, we fell in love with each other without reservation... Maybe it was just at that time; but too many things happened later, and they still can't be explained by common sense, but despite this, we met again. Is it because God has pity on us? Maybe... I thought we could be together after meeting, forever, haha, but God separated us again, and then I fell into a long sleep, you know? I once told him that no matter when, I hope he can be with me when I need him most..."
Having said this, Yin Yin suddenly stopped. Gui Sha could not see anything different from her expression, but he clearly saw that the faint sadness that once appeared in Yin Yin's eyes returned to her eyes.
