Chapter 129: Cracks (5)
In fact, Shan Zhen didn't know why he said these things. Was it just because he couldn't bear it? This was just one of the reasons. He knew that Zhao Ziheng really loved Yinyin with his life, and Yinyin loved him instinctively. Too many things had happened to Yinyin, so Shan Zhen probably didn't want her to suffer anymore? Since she could have happiness, why not let her grasp it?
"Even though he hid you, you were suddenly kidnapped. Not long after you disappeared, I heard that he was ill in bed. State affairs were basically handled by the ministers in the court, and I heard that he was very ill. Not long ago, he suddenly led his troops to war. Of course, his purpose is still unknown. Judging from the time he went to war, it should be after you returned home. The destination of this trip is Zhou Kingdom. What do you think his purpose is?"
The following words are self-explanatory, but judging from Zhao Ziheng's past behavior in the matter of Yin Yin, it is not difficult to guess. At the same time, he believes that it is definitely related to Yin Yin. If it is Zhao Ziheng, Shan Zhen believes that he will definitely do so.
Yinyin looked at Shan Zhen, her expression still blank, as if she should say something, but she said nothing, just looked at him; during this period of time, Yinyin's mind was all focused on finding a way to rescue Zhao Ziheng, so she went on the road with Guisha, she didn't know anything about these things, and Guisha didn't say anything. She didn't expect that Zhao Ziheng really did a lot for her, but she didn't know it...
"If it was in the past, I can't guarantee it, but he loves you, more than anyone else, and he is even very cautious. He is very smart, and no one can deny it. He is willing to go to war with the Lian Kingdom for you, and he came to find you when you first woke up. As for him, he didn't express anything after that, but just from the fact that he had practiced with Lian, he still loves you, and loving you seems to be more important than anything else."
Shan Zhen's voice was very clear, but when he said these words, every word and sentence deeply hurt his heart. Maybe he didn't know what he was saying at all, and how much effort he had to say it. He just blurted it out like instinct. For Yinyin, Shan Zhen didn't think Zhou Cheng and Zhou Yan would be suitable for her, even if their love for Yinyin might not be less than Zhao Ziheng, but Shan Zhen clearly felt that only Zhao Ziheng gave Yinyin the love of protection. How could someone who was carefully guarded and loved by someone not be happy? The most important thing is that only Zhao Ziheng did not do anything to hurt Yinyin, while Zhou Cheng and Zhou Yan were different. They almost tortured Yinyin to death. Even if they loved Yinyin, judging from the perspective of a brother, Shan Zhen believed that only Zhao Ziheng could lead her to happiness. This was the resonance between a man and a brother.
Why? Why? Why?
Yinyin had countless questions in her mind, because she couldn't figure out why Zhao Ziheng did this. If he loved her, why didn't he stay by her side? Why did he betray her when he loved her? Even Shan Zhen could see that he loved her, so why couldn't she notice it? She didn't even understand what the meaning of everything Zhao Ziheng did was... Yinyin had wavered, doubted, and even now she didn't dare to believe Zhao Ziheng's feelings for her. Was everything he did for her? Perhaps, it would only show up when something happened to her?
Yin Yin never doubted that Zhao Ziheng loved her, but she couldn't guarantee whether he only loved her. At least after so many things happened, she didn't want to doubt it without confirmation. However, Zhao Ziheng didn't say anything. What made Yin Yin believe that Zhao Ziheng loved her was his words "I only have eyes for you".
Dan Zhen could not measure it from his own perspective. He had hoped to be the one who gave Yin Yin happiness, but more than once, he knew that he would not have that chance because it was simply impossible. Dan Zhen never regretted his efforts because he always understood that feelings could not be forced. After so many things had happened, the only thing he hoped for now was that Yin Yin could find her own happiness. If possible, Dan Zhen was willing to give his life for it.
"Why don't you go find him?" When Shan Zhen said this, he already felt his heart becoming fragmented. Ever since he fell in love with Yin Yin, his heart had never been whole. It had always had cracks in it, and now it was completely shattered.
Why not go find him? How could Yinyin not want to go? It should be said that she wanted to go very much, so much that it was unbearable, but she still had things to do, just like she couldn't let Zhao Ziheng make all the efforts alone. This time she had to do something, otherwise she would lose him forever; so she endured the torture of missing him and didn't go to see him during this extraordinary period. You know, this time she and Guisha came out, no one knew where they were. On the one hand, she didn't want to be easily found, and on the other hand, she was probably afraid that Zhao Ziheng would do something. Yinyin believed so deeply that even if her unique feelings for Zhao Ziheng were shaken, she still believed in him deep in her heart; in fact, Yinyin herself didn't know why she believed so much that Zhao Ziheng would come to find her, but she had been confirmed by Shan Zhen's words, so she couldn't be exposed or go to him at this time, she couldn't fail.
