Chapter 137: Similar to Love (3)
"Maybe." Yin Yin replied indifferently, as if it had nothing to do with her. What does it matter if it is true or not? And what she is worried about now is not this problem. To be precise, it doesn't matter what she becomes now. The important thing is that time is running out, and she must find a way to save Zhao Ziheng as soon as possible.
The man may have noticed a hint of anxiety on Yin Yin's face, or maybe not, so she said: "The person you mentioned before..."
Yin Yin looked at the person in front of her in confusion, perhaps a little surprised. She had been the one asking the questions all along, so she was somewhat surprised when the person in front of her also asked questions.
"I want to ask, what kind of person is he?" the man asked as if he had mustered up the courage.
It was not difficult to notice that the person in front of her seemed to be very interested in the person Yin Yin was talking about. She could answer or not, but Yin Yin still answered. She said: "A very gentle and considerate person."
As she was talking, Yinyin felt her heart, which had just calmed down, start to stir again, because she suddenly realized that she had almost fallen into that tenderness, or perhaps she had already fallen into it without realizing it ? Yinyin felt that Feng Qinghan was more gentle than anyone else, and she felt safe with him. He was humorous and considerate of others. In addition, he had a face that would fascinate both men and women. It was hard to imagine that anyone could resist him.
Yinyin couldn't be sure whether she had really fallen into depravity before, but she was sure that she had no defenses around him, and had no ability to resist his gentleness, even his kiss... When she thought of this, Yinyin subconsciously raised her hand and stroked her lips, as if she was recalling the feeling of being kissed by Feng Qinghan...
Yin Yin's subconscious action caused a flash of murderous look in the eyes of the person in front of her. Even if Yin Yin didn't explain it, she seemed to have noticed something. Was it because of Yin Yin's silence or her action that caused a flash of cold light in the eyes of the person in front of her?
That's right, Yinyin realized that she didn't feel the slightest bit of disgust towards Feng Qinghan's kiss. Yinyin knew very well what it meant to not reject a kiss from someone she didn't love, but she was also very clear that she had someone she loved. Yinyin knew clearly that the person she loved was Zhao Ziheng, but why didn't she reject a kiss from an outsider? If it was just a courtesy kiss, Yinyin wouldn't be so troubled, because she could tell the difference, not to mention that courtesy kisses didn't exist in this era.
After thinking about this, Yinyin seemed to feel that she should face a fact, that is, what kind of feelings she had for Feng Qinghan, otherwise she would be like a deceiver of feelings. She thought that she only loved Zhao Ziheng, so what about Feng Qinghan? Yinyin knew very well that she did not hate Feng Qinghan, and even somewhat relied on and coveted the smell of him. However, did she really only love Zhao Ziheng?
Suddenly, the sound of porcelain falling to the ground and breaking woke Yin Yin from her thoughts . It turned out to be the sound of a cup breaking.
“Sorry, I accidentally knocked it over.” The man in front of him said apologetically, picked up the last pieces and put them on the tray.
"I--" Yin Yin only then realized how rude she was. She felt very embarrassed and didn't know how to start.
The man smiled faintly and said: "Nothing, but seeing that you are so lost in thought, I guess that person must not be an ordinary friend, right?"
Yin Yin hesitated for a moment and then nodded. It was obvious that she was more than an ordinary friend to Feng Qinghan, but she couldn't say what kind of friend he was.
"What kind of friend is that?"
Sure enough, when this question was asked, Yin Yin looked at the person in front of her for a while, then lowered her eyes, a little confused, shook her head and said: "I don't know."
"Don't know? Don't you like him?" the man asked.
"No, no, I like him, but..." That kind of liking is different from the liking for friends, the feeling is hard to describe. Yin Yin knows very well that the feeling is not that she regards Feng Qinghan as a friend, but it can't be said that she likes someone either; speaking of it, Yin Yin realized that the feeling she has for Feng Qinghan is liking, not love, that is, she doesn't love him, but why can't she resist his kiss?
If what she likes about Feng Qinghan is liking, then does that mean she loves Zhao Ziheng?
Yinyin suddenly felt confused. Although she knew she loved Zhao Ziheng, she could not ignore her feelings for Feng Qinghan. How could a person who could not let go of another person love the one he loved wholeheartedly? Yinyin subconsciously compared the two of them. They were obviously not the same type of people. Zhao Ziheng always liked to bear everything alone and excluded her. As for Feng Qinghan, he always seemed to appear when she was most lost, using his tenderness to care for her, and he had confessed to her more than once... How should she choose between these two people?
"Do you have someone you love?" Just when Yin Yin was feeling very confused, the voice of the person in front of her sounded again.
Yin Yin nodded, but her expression was very confused, which made the man feel a little surprised.
After a moment, the man's voice sounded again, and she said: "Who do you like more, him or the person you love?"
Hearing this, Yin Yin was startled again, because this was also the problem that bothered her. Could it be that liking someone cannot be considered love, and love cannot be liking someone? What does it mean to like someone? And what does it mean to love someone?
