Chapter 337 Life is so wonderful
He said this slowly, without realizing that Wu Qingluan's car had slowly stopped by the roadside. She was staring blankly ahead, not knowing what she was thinking.
When Gu Nankai came to his senses, Wu Qingluan was already in tears. She had never been a person who showed her emotions openly, but now she couldn't hold back her tears and no longer paid any attention to her image.
"Don't cry. I'm not saying these words to get rid of you. They come from my heart. It's not that I don't like you. I just... I just feel that this is very unfair to you. Only when I regain my memory and find out the truth of the past can I give my heart to you wholeheartedly. Otherwise, everything will be too unfair to you..."
Seeing the usually self-possessed Wu Qingluan crying like a baby in front of him, Gu Nankai suddenly became flustered. He looked around for tissues in a panic, and after finally finding one, he hurriedly wiped her face. Because one of his hands was tied up, his movements looked very clumsy, but the worry and helplessness on his face made people feel at peace from the bottom of his heart.
Wu Qingluan had not expected that on the night when she finally exploded, she would hear what Gu Nankai said. She had roughly known the story of what happened to Gu Nankai from Chen Anning, so she was extremely sure that there was not a single false word in what Gu Nankai had just said, and every word he said was sincere.
The most important thing is that she finally confirmed from these words that he didn't dislike her, but he didn't dare to like her. They had liked each other for a long time, and her love had always been seen by , and he also had her in his heart.
He was just loyal to complete love and was unwilling to let her suffer even the slightest injustice. In fact, he had to endure much more than herself. He loved her just as much, but he had to be entangled in the past for which he could not find answers and hide his feelings.
On this unusual night, they returned home as usual, but no one expected this to happen. The invisible bridge of their hearts that had existed between them all along became transparent on such an ordinary night. They finally faced their own hearts like adults and spoke out what happened.
At this moment, they are extremely clear.
Gu Nankai didn't expect that Wu Qingluan would react like this after he made his point clear. This made him very anxious. He wiped her tears at a loss, and for a moment he didn't know whether he should speak or shut up. The girl was crying like this , and his heart was also tightened along with her tears.
He finally chose not to say anything, but just kept wiping her tears with his hands. He didn't control the strength well, and ended up wiping off Wu Qingluan's makeup. Wu Qingluan was originally in a very sad mood, but she accidentally glanced at herself in the mirror and saw that she looked like a devil after being wiped by Gu Nankai. She couldn't help but burst into laughter.
Seeing Wu Qingluan smile, Gu Nankai finally breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't dare to speak casually. The man who always controlled himself in front of others now felt a little nervous and awkward when facing this woman.
Wu Qingluan choked up twice, and her face gradually became serious. She finally adjusted her emotions and looked at Gu Nankai, just as seriously and persistently as when she first looked at him and asked that question: "Gu Nankai, from now on, I ask you questions and you answer them. When facing my questions, you can only nod or shake your head. Do you understand?"
This time, Gu Nankai did not impulsively ask why. He just looked at those eyes that were a little red and swollen from crying but seemed to be filled with starlight, and nodded heavily.
Wu Qingluan saw that his expression had also become calmer and more serious. She took a deep breath and stared into Gu Nankai's eyes and said, "So you don't dislike me, you just think it's unfair to me, right?"
Gu Nankai nodded without hesitation.
She continued to ask, "You just hope that you can recover your missing memories, find out the truth, and then like me again, right?"
Gu Nankai's eyes did not flicker at all, and he still nodded.
She paused for a moment, as if she was hesitating whether she should ask the next question, but after thinking about it, she still spoke: "For that girl back then, you are actually not sure whether you love her or have other feelings for her, right?"
At this moment, Gu Nankai's eyes flickered and he was slightly stunned, as if he was pondering the deeper meaning of Wu Qingluan's question. Wu Qingluan was not in a hurry either. She just looked at Gu Nankai calmly. She knew very well that this question could not be answered directly. She would find it strange if Gu Nankai did not think about it.
She was willing to wait and didn't mind waiting, so she just quietly waited for the answer to Gu Nankai's thoughts. In order to give Gu Nankai some time, she turned her head to look out the car window. The neon lights were flashing as usual, and the streets were crowded as usual, but the space in this small car seemed to determine her life.
She suddenly wanted to laugh, and lamented that the turning point in life is just a matter of a thought. Many things do not have a specific place or atmosphere, and when they reach a certain point, they naturally have an answer. Just like today, without her realizing it, her relationship with him had an answer on this ordinary street.
Isn’t that the wonder of life? You never know what will happen next.
When she turned her head to look at Gu Nankai again, she saw that his eyes were clear. He looked at her and nodded quietly. At that moment, Wu Qingluan felt her chest swelling a little, as if a firework quietly opened, making her suddenly ecstatic.
This was a question that she cared about extremely much, and Gu Nankai also gave her the answer she wanted to see most. She knew very well that this answer came from the heart.
Finally, she couldn't help but curl up the corners of her mouth, as if she was a little proud like a little girl. When she spoke again, her voice was a little lighter: "Some time ago, I forced Chen An Ning to tell me about your past. Although I don't understand the reason, I also know the general idea. So I know very well whether what you said today is true or false. I am willing to believe you, so can you also guarantee that all your words are true?"
Gu Nankai was stunned and a little surprised that she was looking for Chen An Ning, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed to be natural, and he nodded quickly.
"So, I am willing to accept what you said today, and I am willing to accompany you to find the original memory and the truth, but what I want to say is that when everything is settled, you must give me a clear explanation. Are you willing or not?"
She spoke again, and seeing her serious face, Gu Nankai felt a warm current in his heart, and finally nodded solemnly. Wu Qingluan's heart was filled with joy, but she still held back her smile and started the car directly. She didn't dare to look at Gu Nankai again, but just said while driving: "Then let's not talk about what happened today anymore, we just wait for the day when everything is settled."
Gu Nankai didn't expect her to say this. This was not only a trust in him, but also a kind of indulgence in him. He was moved again, but he didn't know what words to use to thank her. In the end, he just hummed heavily.
Wu Qingluan was very happy at the moment. She felt that the way home was lighter and the tiredness of the whole day seemed to no longer exist. She felt extremely relaxed, as if tomorrow would be even better. In fact, she no longer had any worries in her heart.
Gu Nankai is her biggest concern, affecting her mood every day. Now that everyone has talked it out, she doesn’t think there is anything more difficult than this.
