Chapter 414 I Forgive Her
Fortunately, Yu Boqing doesn't seem to have many patients.
He does not work in a hospital, but only serves active-duty military personnel within the military district.
So when He Shu went over, he was sitting leisurely in his office trimming a pot of flowers.
Yu Boqing was not surprised to see He Shu coming, because Xiao Ma called him last night.
After hearing what happened, he had decided that if He Shu didn't come to find him, he would go find He Shu.
But he can do it himself. Yu Boqing feels that He Shu can still be saved because he himself realizes the problem, which makes it easy to deal with.
This is why Yu Boqing and Ma Anqi are both sure that He Shu is a person with strong self-healing abilities.
"Uncle Yu."
"Are you here? Come, I just made some tea, come and have some."
He Shu walked into the office, sat at the table, and watched Uncle Yu pour him a cup of bright yellowish tea.
"Uncle Yu, yesterday I..."
"No hurry, drink some water first. Look at your dry lips."
He Shu stopped talking after hearing that. He picked up the teacup and drank it in small sips. He felt that the tea had a sweet taste.
“How does it taste?”
"sweet."
"Sweet?" Yu Boqing took a bite himself, but didn't taste sweet.
"Didn't you sleep well last night?" Yu Boqing saw He Shu finish the cup of tea, took out the key from the drawer, stood up and walked across.
He Shu stood up and watched Uncle Yu open the door of the treatment room. The treatment bed placed by the window seemed to be calling him.
"Old rules, haha, you lie down first, I'll go wash my hands."
He Shu walked over, took off his shoes and lay down. The sun was not very bright today and there were clouds in the sky, blocking the view from time to time.
He Shu felt that the light shining on him was flickering.
But this bed is really comfortable. After lying down, I want to take a nap here.
As usual, Yu Boqing took the patient's pulse first. The room was so quiet that even breathing could be heard clearly.
After taking He Shu's pulse, Yu Boqing did not give him a massage first this time, but directly performed acupuncture on him.
"Headache again?"
"Yeah, it was pretty sore last night."
"I heard from Xiao Ma that you beat up a female classmate."
He Shu pursed his lips, not knowing how to explain. Thinking about it now, he felt a little guilty.
Even though he knew that Qian Xiangxiang had problems, he still provoked her.
What if Qian Xiangxiang was really misled by my words and committed suicide?
Yu Boqing didn't dwell on this matter, but asked him some other small things, guiding He Shu to tell him everything that had happened recently.
Regarding Qian Xiangxiang's matter, Yu Boqing just asked that one question and didn't go on.
As the silver needle rotated, He Shu felt his eyelids becoming heavier and heavier.
But he still had something to tell Uncle Yu, so he murmured in his sleep: "Uncle Yu, I had a dream last night... I remember it all..."
Uncle Yu’s voice seemed to come from the sky, very far away.
"It's okay, it's okay. If you have any questions, just ask them in person. Once you've figured it out, everything will be over."
Ask in person? Who should I ask?
With such doubts, He Shu closed his eyes...
"Mother…"
The tall woman in front of him turned her head, squatted down and hugged him.
"Mom will take you away, okay?"
"Okay, where are we going, Mom?"
“To a place where there is no pain.”
Qi Yue picked up the knife in her hand and put it down again, but she still couldn't do it.
The knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
Qi Yue changed into a long skirt, and changed He Shu into a new set of clothes. Then she took He Shu's little hand and took him to the rooftop.
When she reached the edge of the rooftop, the wind was strong and blew up her long skirt.
He Shu felt that his mother was about to fly away. He nervously pulled at her skirt and said, "Mom, I'm scared..."
Qi Yue turned around and looked at him with a smile, and then drops of water dripped onto He Shu's hands and face.
Is it raining? He Shu looked up at the sky. There were clouds in the sky, which occasionally blocked the sun. Sometimes it was sunny, and sometimes it was cloudy...
It wasn't raining, and when he turned around, his mother held him in her arms again.
"Mom will take you away, okay? Huh?"
Qi Yue was asking again, more like asking himself.
He Shu wanted to nod and say yes, but a voice seemed to come from the sky calling his name.
"He Shu...just ask whatever you want to ask?"
He Shu's confused eyes gradually became clear. He was still in his mother's arms. The wind on the rooftop made his head hurt as if it was pricked by needles.
"Mom, do you love me?"
Qi Yue let go of He Shu in surprise and looked at him with a complicated expression.
She suddenly hugged He Shu tightly again: "Mom loves you, now mom only has you..."
"Mom, I don't want to die. Please don't die either, okay? I will be filial to you when I grow up. Let's go home. I'm scared."
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... It's Mom's fault... Can you please forgive me?"
Qi Yue's crying gradually became louder. She kept repeating "I'm sorry" and hugged her child tightly.
He Shu felt suffocated. His mother's embrace was too tight and he could hardly breathe.
Just when he thought he was about to die, someone called him softly again.
"Little tree...little tree..."
He Shu opened his eyes and saw his mother in front of him, who was skinny and bony.
"Come over and get some covers."
He Shu looked around and saw that it was the hospital. He had fallen asleep at his mother's feet.
Qi Yue lifted the quilt a little, waited for He Shu to come over and lie down, and then gently covered him again.
He Shu smelled some disinfectant, and also smelled the scent of his mother, which he missed so much.
"If mom is gone, you have to live well."
Only the bones of the hiccup were left on the mother's body, floating lightly, as if she was about to fly away again...
He remembered that this was the night before his mother passed away, and his mother said a lot of things to him.
"Don't be a coward like your mother, who did many things that she regretted. Don't be like your father, who has no conscience..."
"You have to be good, don't live with resentment, and don't be like mom, who has been stubborn all her life and hurt others and yourself... Mom regrets it very much, but there is no going back to the past."
"My child, can you forgive me?"
My mother's words were light and floating, like the wind on the rooftop, appearing and disappearing.
He Shu wanted to listen carefully, but he just felt very sleepy.
In the haze, I only heard my mother whispering in my ear: "Our little tree will grow up safely and be a strong boy..."
…
When I opened my eyes again, the light in front of me was very dim.
He Shu looked up and saw only white curtains by the window.
He looked to the side again and saw Uncle Yu's face.
He Shu seemed not to have seen Yu Boqing and continued to look around. It was no longer the hospital, nor the bed, and his mother was no longer by his side.
A hand stroked He Shu's hair and smoothed it hard. He Shu woke up a little and realized that it was just a dream.
"Uncle Yu..."
"Um?"
"I dreamed of my mother, and she said sorry to me..."
"Have you forgiven her, then?"
He Shu blinked and a tear rolled down from the corner of his eye.
He turned his head to look at the dim sky outside. A few raindrops were falling, leaving streaks on the glass.
"Well, I forgive her..."
