Chapter 415: Thoughts are clear and all knots are gone
What life gives us is not hardships, but growth.
It is about learning to take things lightly and letting go of all the past that you could not let go of.
After leaving Uncle Yu's clinic, He Shu was holding a box of freshly-made "Dali King Kong Pills" in his hand.
Uncle Yu said that after eating this box, no one would be able to break his defense anymore.
It was drizzling outside, the spring rain was fresh and cool.
He Shu stood beside the car with the "Dali King Kong Pill" in his hand and swallowed one in the drizzle.
He always felt that the pill tasted strange before, but today he tasted a little bit of hawthorn and tangerine peel flavor in it, and it didn't seem so bad.
Opening the car door, He Shu took off the blood-stained seat covers and folded them neatly on the back seat.
Then he took out his cell phone and checked the time.
It was five o'clock in the afternoon. He had slept for a long time and didn't even have lunch.
After taking the Dali Jin Gang Pills, I felt even hungrier.
"Hey, Haoxiang, where are you?"
"You haven't eaten yet? Don't eat. I'm going back to school soon. You guys choose a place and I'll treat you."
After contacting Feng Haoxiang and others, He Shu called Xia Miao again and asked her to wait for him at the school gate.
He drove to pick up Xia Miao first, and then picked up Feng Haoxiang and others.
The group didn't walk far before finding a shabu-shabu and barbecue restaurant two blocks away from the school.
Wang Shun didn't need to listen to what He Shihao and the others said. He Shu cried and screamed before going to bed last night, which scared him to death.
He Shihao wanted to wake He Shu up, but Wang Shun stopped him. He said that the old people said that people should not shout when they are having nightmares, as it may scare them to death.
In this way, the three of them did not sleep well all night. In the morning, seeing that He Shu did not get up early as usual, they did not call him.
When they came back from class, He Shu was no longer in the dormitory.
Now everyone came out for dinner together, and seeing that He Shu seemed like nothing had happened, no one asked any more questions.
Xia Miao still didn’t know what happened last night. He Shu didn’t tell her. She was just wondering why He Shu took off all the seat covers…
Today's dinner was just a good one. We ordered a lot of meat but no wine. He Shu was driving, and everyone had classes tomorrow.
So I ate drinks instead of alcohol and still enjoyed the meal.
It was drizzling outside. We ate until 7 o'clock and kept rubbing our stomachs because we were so full.
Wang Shun, in particular, ate ten plates of meat alone, plus other miscellaneous foods. In the end, he asked the store to give him a bowl of noodles, saying that he would get hungry quickly at night if he didn't eat staple food.
Xia Miao was stunned and kept looking at Wang Shun's stomach, wondering where the food had gone.
They had a very pleasant meal and when it came time to pay the bill, Wang Shun said they would split the bill. However, when he asked, He Shu had already paid for it.
"I told you it's my treat, you can treat me next time."
Wang Shun laughed out loud when he heard this: "I thought you were just being polite. If I had known you were really treating me, would I have eaten a few more plates?"
He Shihao even came up and asked if he could pack up some more to take home for a midnight snack, but Feng Haoxiang grabbed his neck and pulled him away.
Everyone laughed and joked as they left the restaurant, rushed into the car in the rain, and drove back to school singing and laughing all the way.
When Xia Miao came out, the rain wasn't heavy and she didn't bring an umbrella.
He Shu took his coat, covered her head with it, and escorted her back to the dormitory.
Feng Haoxiang and the others stayed in the car and waited. The three of them put their heads against the car window and looked out.
"You guys think that Brother Shu is really okay?"
Feng Haoxiang was still a little worried. He Shihao didn't say anything. Wang Shun pressed down on the two men and stretched his neck and said, "What could it be? Let's have a drink with him some other day and forget everything."
Boys' minds are not as delicate as girls', but the way men solve their problems is rough but effective.
After venting, all my worries are gone.
After sending Xia Miao off, He Shu ran back to the car, all soaked. The rain was getting heavier.
Just now Xia Miao wanted to get him an umbrella, but he refused. He was already wet anyway, and one umbrella was not enough for the four people in their dormitory.
None of the three idiots in the car knew to bring an umbrella, so after parking the car, He Shu took the dirty seat covers, wrapped his Vajra Pills, and rushed to the dormitory with them.
When they returned to the dormitory, the four of them were all soaked like drowned rats. They took off their clothes and lined up to take a hot shower.
He Shu usually has the weakest physical condition, so everyone asked him to take a shower first for fear that he would catch a cold. After he entered the bathroom, the three people secretly looked at what was wrapped in his seat cover.
When I took it out, I saw a white medicine box that looked like a brick, with a few words written on it in blue ink: "Da Li Jingang Wan"
The three drowned rats were laughing while holding the Vajra Pills. He Shu came out after taking a shower and took a look. He waved his hand and generously gave each of them one.
Brothers, of course we should share good things.
He Shu found out after eating the box of pills Uncle Yu gave him this time that they were just ordinary digestive and spleen-strengthening pills that he made himself, and there was no harm in taking them.
I just ate a lot of greasy food, so it would be good to help digest it.
After taking a shower and seeing that it was still early, the four of them opened their computers and books, and each took a Vajra Pill as a snack and started studying.
After turning on the camera, He Shu turned around to look at his friends, then looked back and let out a long breath.
He took out his cell phone and sent a text message to Qian Xiangxiang.
"Qian Xiangxiang, because of my personal emotional problems, I hurt you before, and I want to say sorry to you. In fact, you are a very good girl. Don't do things that hurt yourself again, and love yourself well."
Half an hour after the text message was sent, Qian Xiangxiang replied.
"It's okay. I forgive you."
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The so-called letting go is to look back on the past calmly, forgive others, and let yourself go.
Since that night, He Shu never had a nightmare again.
Sometimes I dream about the past, the small flower pots on the balcony of the old building, and the old table with peeling paint.
Everything is just a peaceful memory. Memories are just memories and do not have any power. In the past, he was just hurting himself.
No matter what his mother did, she was still his mother.
She has her own life choices, and I should live my own life well.
When He Shu finished his morning run one day, he happened to see the sunlight covering the campus.
At that moment he raised his arms, opened his palms, felt the warmth of the sun on his palms, and suddenly understood many truths.
His life should be one of moving forward courageously, just like the rising sun, using his heat to illuminate the earth.
If he cannot be so great, he should at least be like those lush trees, growing vigorously towards the sunshine, so as to become a pillar of society in the future.
His life should be bright because he is not an unfortunate person.
He has family, lover and friends around him, why should he let himself live in the shadow?
Although he has seen the darkness and coldness of this world, isn't it precisely because of this that he should cherish the warmth of the sun even more?
Life is actually a practice. Every experience, every experience, and every perception is different.
Every thought and action is a cause, and every experience is a result.
The thoughts are clear, and all the knots in my heart are gone...
