Chapter 436 Autumn Rain
"Is a fox so smart?" Li Zhongmin wiped his eyes. He thought he might be hallucinating, but the reality was that the little guy seemed to really understand Zheng Xiuheng's words and made a move to respond with force.
"Uh! There should be, aren't dogs very smart?" Li Zhimei replied uncertainly, looking at the little guy with surprise.
"Today's senior is very abnormal!"
In the dormitory of Girls' Generation, Yoona, who has gradually developed into a loyal listener, huddled together with Taeyeon, just like Sulli and Krystal, and talked with a strange look on their faces.
Kim Taeyeon was also puzzled and a little worried. From what she knew about the seniors, they never seemed to have big fluctuations. Even when meeting with Xiuyan, he could sneer and say scary words. But today's senior was so strange.
Although I don’t know if others feel the same way, in Kim Taeyeon’s feeling, it is really as Zheng Xiuheng said, today’s radio station has a kind of late autumn loneliness, even though the topic just now did not sound lonely at all.
But if we compare it with the past live broadcasts, we can find that today...it is really Zheng Xiuheng who is talking to himself. Is he talking to himself? Or is he just talking?
"With me as the main focus?"
Unlike previous hostings for the audience, today it seemed as if everything revolved around herself. I don’t know how many people could notice this, but Kim Taeyeon was keenly aware of it.
“Tick, tick!”
A slight noise came from outside the window. Kim Taeyeon turned over, looked at the window, and said in surprise, "Is it raining?"
"Ah! It's raining, and I have to go to a press conference tomorrow. Will this weather last until tomorrow? I hate rainy days the most!"
Lin Yoona's reaction was much more intense than Kim Taeyeon's, and her expression fell instantly.
Kim Taeyeon's gaze stayed outside the window for a moment, and then she focused her attention on the radio broadcast. Today's program was particularly special.
A silent drizzle fell in Seoul and was gradually getting heavier. Zheng Xiuheng, who was in the live broadcast room, did not feel the sudden autumn rain, but saw it in the comments.
"Listeners on 5424 said that they didn't know why, but they suddenly felt a little lonely. Listening to the radio and watching the drizzle outside the window falling on the city where the lights were still bright, it seemed that a subtle thought was growing in their hearts. DJ Xiuheng... I really felt that way!"
Zheng Xiuheng used chopsticks to pick up fried rice cakes and feed the little fox. This thing was just brought from the cafeteria. Although it was not as delicious as outside, Bai Xiaoxiao was not a picky eater.
After reading the listeners’ messages, Zheng Xiuheng realized that it was raining outside.
"I didn't expect it to rain. This lingering autumn rain... should be a very suitable atmosphere for lovers. I also want to go and see the autumn rain, so I'll sing you a song first, so that I can be lazy for a few minutes!"
"A song of 'Red Rain' for the audience!"
After Zheng Xiuheng finished speaking, he started playing music, then he really stood up, put the little guy who was eating voraciously on his shoulders, then picked up the box of fried rice cakes and walked out.
"Downplay my memories
Like a rain that has fallen
My tears are still left on the pillow
Awakening from the sleeping dream
Sadness fills my eyes..."
"you……"
"Shh!" Li Zhimei grabbed Li Zhongmin who wanted to say something, and watched Zheng Xiuheng slowly walk out of the live broadcast room.
After leaving the live broadcast room, one could still hear singing from many places outside the broadcasting station, for example, the in-house radio was playing Zheng Xiuheng's program.
It took about half a minute to walk out of the office corridor and into the aisle connecting to the main building.
"All the vows made yesterday
Like a rain that has fallen
Your tears can never be repeated again
The pain that can't go away
Unforgettable tenderness..."
“Crash!”
Standing by the fence, Zheng Xiuheng stared blankly at the outside world. The drizzling autumn rain became more and more violent, and the world in the rain became a little hazy.
Rainy days may really make people feel a little sad, at least at certain times.
"Ah...ah, Hong Yu
Red rain
How can I believe it?
Bright red raindrops
Tell me I miss you
Ah...ah, Red Rain
Red rain
How can I believe it?
Give yourself to you
But it brought me such sadness..."
"It turns out that time can really heal everything and make people gradually forget everything!"
Looking at the heavy rain outside the corridor, Zheng Xiuheng thought so, and at this moment he found that the pain in his heart was no longer as severe as before, and his confidence in life gradually ignited.
The departure of my parents and my sister's parents has gradually been buried deep in my mind and heart. Although this is not forgetting, if it continues like this, their presence will gradually become blurred.
It turns out that humans are really good at forgetting everything that makes them sad and painful. If we have to say what is absolutely unforgettable, perhaps we can only shout out "love" and "hate".
"Downplay my memories
Like a rain that has fallen
My tears are still left on the pillow
Awakening from the sleeping dream
Sadness fills my eyes..."
"Seeing you eating so happily, I really want to throw you out, throw you far away!"
“I really want to!”
Bai Xiaoxiao, who was standing in Zheng Xiuheng's palm, eating fried rice cakes from a box with her head sticking out, didn't care about Zheng Xiuheng at all, but the next moment she screamed.
“Ahhhh!”
Zheng Xiuheng treated it a little roughly for the first time, his eyes were a little red, and his broad palm suddenly clenched, holding Bai Xiaoxiao firmly in his hand, then raised it behind his head, as if to throw it directly out, into the outside world, into the heavy rain.
“Ouch!”
Feeling a little sad and in pain, Zheng Xiuheng stared blankly ahead. He slowly lowered his right hand and placed it in front of his eyes. He opened his palm again and looked at the little fox curled up, looking a little pitiful. Zheng Xiuheng felt a little sorry, but his heart was a little complicated.
"I'm sorry, I was thinking some bad things, so... I'm sorry!"
Zheng Xiuheng lifted the little guy who did not run away in front of him, kissed it gently on the head, and then put the fried rice cake in front of it.
“Ouch!”
This time, Bai Xiaoxiao did not look at the food again, but jumped up and landed on Zheng Xiuheng's shoulder. Then, she crawled to Zheng Xiuheng's cheek with a very skillful method and patted him gently, as if to comfort him.
“Ouch!”
Finally, Bai Xiaoxiao lay on Zheng Xiuheng's shoulder. It was difficult for normal people to see any emotion in those small eyes, but Zheng Xiuheng didn't look at them, but he could still feel that the little guy was worried about him.
"Huh, time to go back!"
Zheng Xiuheng raised his head and glanced at the sky, then turned and walked towards the passage. After only two steps, Zheng Xiuheng turned around abruptly and threw the box of fried rice cakes in his hand out with force, and at the same time...
"ah!"
"What's wrong? What's wrong?"
"What's that noise?"
"Are there any monsters?"
“…”
"Isn't that the guy yelling?" Li Zhongmin, who was anxiously preparing to go out to look for someone, was startled by the roar coming from outside. Then he remembered something and immediately shouted.
"It seems so? Why don't we go and take a look?" Li Zhimei said a little nervously.
However, before the two of them could take any action, Zheng Xiuheng pushed open the door and walked in, with no expression on his face, as if the previous shouting did not come from him.
"But it brought me such sadness..."
When the song ended, Zheng Xiuheng just sat back in his chair and the radio live broadcast began again.
It was almost two o'clock, and before the show ended, Zheng Xiuheng asked another strange question.
"Finally, before the show ends, I have a question and would like to collect everyone's opinions. I only want to hear real thoughts, but not everything that sounds good is necessarily true!"
"If a neighbor's child who is very close to you gets a terminal illness and needs a lot of money for treatment, and she comes to you with nowhere else to go, and you have to spend all your savings to help her with the treatment, what choice will you make? "
"I hate lies, so please tell me what you really think!"
"You today..."
"It's okay, you guys go first, I'll go home after I read the messages!"
Zheng Xiuheng sat in front of his computer, looking at the messages on the official message board. As for what happened to Lee Jong-min and others, he had no intention of paying any attention to them.
It was already 2:30 in the morning, and it was still raining heavily outside. The office of Channel 2 was already empty. After Lee Jong-min and others left, it would take at least four o'clock for someone else to come. Now there were only two people in the broadcasting room.
"Let's go!"
Li Zhimei pulled Li Zhongmin and looked at Zheng Xiuheng with some worry, but she also knew this guy's character. There was no point in staying because Zheng Xiuheng would not communicate with them.
Li Zhongmin also understood this, shook his head helplessly, and then walked out of the office with Li Zhimei.
"Wait a minute, I'll call Zhiyuan, I think they seem to have a good relationship!"
Compared to Lee Jong-min, Lee Ji-mi is actually more comprehensive and meticulous in her work, so after leaving the office, she remembered to call Han Ji-won.
Although Zheng Xiuheng and Han Zhiyuan are very clear about their relationship, in the eyes of their colleagues, they are clearly a couple. Even if not, they are in an ambiguous relationship.
This is all Li Zhimei can think of now. In her opinion, it is quite normal for two people of the same age to be together. It should be easy for them to communicate. Otherwise, how could they chat together so often and go home together after work?
Judging from the way Zheng Xiuheng behaved today, Li Zhimei and Li Zhongmin were really worried.