Chapter 437 Contradiction
"Although I really want to say of course I will save him, but if I ask my conscience, I can't say it. I think if I really encounter such a situation, I can only try my best to help without affecting my own life!"
"What a weird assumption, it's like a plot from a TV drama. Although in TV dramas, people always go bankrupt for others, but in reality, I think this situation is rare. Let alone going bankrupt, I'm afraid it would be difficult to borrow a million. Anyway, I can't do it and I won't do it!"
"I can't do it. DJ's question today is so weird. Did something bad really happen?"
“I can’t do it…”
"Our neighbor is so annoying. He is stingy, likes to take advantage of others, and likes to gossip. The most annoying thing is that one night the fuse at home broke, and I wanted to ask the neighbor's electrician to help me. As a result... In the end, he charged a very high service fee, which was not much different from hiring someone outside to repair it. If something really happened to the neighbor, I might laugh secretly. Although I know this is not good, at least this is what I think now!"
"This question makes me a little confused, because my neighbor has been my good friend for 20 years, and our relationship can be said to be like family. Although I don't know what kind of difficult situation he has encountered, if... it is really fatal, I think I will still do my best to help!"
"Won't!"
"Won't!"
"Won't……"
The relationship between people is actually like that. If you are close, you are close; if you are distant, you are far away. The so-called distance can maintain mystery and create beauty, which is really confusing.
The night grew deeper and the rain became heavier. The office was pitch black, with only the computer in front of Zheng Xiuheng's seat still lit.
It took Zheng Xiuheng an hour and a half to read through the live broadcast message board and the messages on the official message board.
In fact, Zheng Xiuheng had already thought of the answer before asking the question. This is the case with many things. If there are no additional conditions, the answer is actually already determined.
No one would spend all their money for the son of an ordinary neighbor, and not everyone has the same relationship as one's parents and Soo-jung's parents.
Zheng Xiuheng leaned back in his chair with his head tilted back and his eyes closed. His mood did not become more confused, but gradually calmed down, although it was still complicated.
The little guy had fallen asleep in Zheng Xiuheng's suit pocket. Zheng Xiuheng opened his eyes, stood up, and slowly walked to the window.
"Phew, there really is everything!"
Zheng Xiuheng had never thought of this, and couldn't imagine it at all...
"It would be great if this little guy could talk, then he could tell me more, right?"
"What a painful decision..."
“Bang!”
"Oppa!"
Zheng Xiuheng, with a slightly melancholy expression, suddenly froze, then relaxed again. Without turning around, he shouted, "Turn off the lights!"
"Ah, le!"
Han Zhiyuan turned off the light, then walked carefully along the desk toward the window. After receiving a call from senior Li Zhimei, Han Zhiyuan asked the nurse to rush over immediately. Although it was a little late, she didn't expect Zheng Xiuheng to still be here.
Han Zhiyuan, wearing a black sportswear, was also completely blended into the black. Her figure could only be seen slightly until she reached the window.
"Jiyuan, if I get into a car accident one day and become a vegetable and need you to take care of me, would you be willing?"
Han Zhiyuan was startled and stopped behind Zheng Xiuheng. She didn't understand what the question meant. She really didn't understand. But according to her true feelings, without any false emotions, Han Zhiyuan replied: "Of course, I can take care of Oppa for the rest of my life, just like I did to Zhixiang!"
"Really?"
"Well, it was Oppa who taught me that for the people who are important to you... you should never give up at any time!"
“Am I important too?”
Han Zhiyuan opened her mouth, and her cheeks suddenly flushed, but she finally suppressed her shyness and blushed and said: "Of course, Oppa... Isn't it my brother!"
Zheng Xiuheng nodded somewhat dejectedly, feeling somewhat bitter in his heart. He didn't know what would become of him now if he had lost the thing in his heart, but based on those two near-death experiences, he was afraid that he would not be too optimistic.
At this time, it seems that the only person we can look forward to is Bai Xiaoxiao.
The feeling of incompetence and powerlessness is actually what bothers Zheng Xiuheng the most. He stopped considering himself a good person a long time ago. Even if he is not a bad person, he is really not a good person.
So when Zheng Xiuheng understood what Bai Xiaoxiao said, his first thought was to throw it away, to throw it away from his life. Compared to choosing to reject it himself, such escape might make him feel much better.
But the truth is very difficult. After spending more than two years together, Zheng Xiuheng has regarded this little guy as a member of the family. How could he abandon it?
In this case, you will have to make the choice yourself.
But he had just begun to feel the joy of life, had just started to have a good life, had a future, and had many more things that could make people feel happy. At this time, Zheng Xiuheng really couldn't sacrifice himself for others.
But even though he couldn't do it, Zheng Xiuheng already knew about it. He might be able to pretend that he didn't know, but given his personality, this would definitely become a knot that would haunt him for the rest of his life.
He had been exhausted from living for the past decade or so. He had finally let go of everything and was ready to start over. However, Zheng Xiuheng really didn't want to continue living with this knot in his heart.
In fact, no matter who you are, you will be extremely confused and hesitant about making choices. Only those who are in the situation will understand the hardships involved.
Zheng Xiuheng's heart is in such a contradiction. The only thing to be thankful for is that because of his past experiences, although Zheng Xiuheng's heart is contradictory, it is relatively calm.
If this happened to his own sister, Zheng Xiuheng would naturally not have any hesitation and would do it even if he was reluctant.
But this is not...
"Let's go back!"
Zheng Xiuheng turned around and walked out with Han Zhiyuan, while Han Zhiyuan followed nervously. But thinking of today's show, she couldn't help asking, "Oppa, did something happen? When he came to the hospital before, Oppa was fine, but then he suddenly became a little strange. Is Oppa... is he... in trouble? Is it about me or Zhixiang?"
Girls are much more sensitive than boys. Han Zhiyuan thought about it seriously on the way here. After careful consideration, she found that Zheng Xiuheng became strange after communicating with the strange little fox.
Feeling Han Zhiyuan's concern, the warmth of the girl's palm and a little nervousness, Zheng Xiuheng's expression suddenly changed a little.
Just like that... Zheng Xiuheng pulled Han Zhiyuan out of the office, and the two walked into the stairwell. Zheng Xiuheng remained silent until they walked out of the door on the first floor of the broadcasting station and walked into the heavy rain.
