Volume 2 2010 Chapter 380: Seo Soo-jin's New Path (Part 2)
Human beings are amazing and have created many great miracles, but that is as a species as a whole.
Yi Haoyan increasingly feels that as individuals, human beings are actually very fragile.
Even with his background, he couldn't escape the torment of depression.
Even if he did everything he could, he couldn't protect Soojin from her mental illness.
There are some things that you really can only rely on yourself.
In the mental field, even with the help of a psychologist and medication, whether the patient can recover depends largely on himself.
This is fair, but also cruel.
What is fair is that when facing this kind of disease, no matter how good the psychologists and treatment drugs are, no matter how much help is provided from the outside world, you can only get out of it step by step on your own.
This is also where the cruelty lies.
As soon as Professor Jin's diagnosis came out, Yi Haoyan knew that there was no hope for Susu to return to the stage in the short term.
The treatment period for depression is very long, basically measured in years, and during this period, patients need to avoid stress and overexposure. Being an idol, a profession that faces the public and is under great pressure, is no longer suitable for Susu.
(G)I-DLE has also been on hiatus for a long time. As a girl group on the rise, if they don’t return, they will really have no chance. Even if the other members are willing to wait for Susu, time does not allow it.
Susu's withdrawal from the event is inevitable.
At first, Yi Haoyan thought about whether he should announce Soojin’s condition, suspend activities, and return to the group after she recovers.
But after discussing with Soo-jin and her family, he gave up the idea.
On the one hand, the recovery time for depression is unpredictable. After suspending activities, it is unknown when one will be able to return, and whether one's strength can remain stable when one returns. On the other hand, netizens' public opinion is now in an uproar. Even if the illness is announced, there will be no change. Instead, it will cause secondary harm. Even if the reason is to be announced, it is necessary to wait for the public opinion storm to pass.
"But if you quit now without announcing the reason, wouldn't that mean you really did those things?"
Yi Haoyan looked at the woman and felt that this was a bit cruel.
"Actually, that's not important anymore. No one would believe me even if I told them. Who cared about the truth when T-ara was exposed online? Besides, we can always announce it later. Now, I can't care about that..."
After saying this, Soojin closed her eyes, feeling more tired and weak than ever before.
It was a sunny day outside , but the two people in the room felt a little cold.
This decision basically declares the end of Seo Soo-jin's idol career.
Her musical dream began in fifth grade.
Even after failing to debut with his first company, he did not give up his music dream.
After entering the Cube and being recognized, my musical dream became even stronger.
The musical dream promised by the members.
Less than four years after her debut, at the age of 23, her career had to come to an end.
That's all.
As the person who discovered Susu's potential and gave her confidence again, Yi Haoyan is now going to end her artist career with his own hands.
It was too cruel for both him and her .
However, this is the reality. Whether you accept it or not, what is supposed to happen will always happen.
No one is exempt.
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Now that the decision has been made, follow-up matters need to be carried out. The news must be told to the members first, and internal unity of thought is the first priority.
At this time, the group was on vacation, Yuqi, Minnie and Shuhua had all returned to China. Yi Haoyan was about to notify them via remote conference, but was stopped by Suzhen.
"Let me talk to them privately first." The woman sighed.
"After all, we are members who have fought together. Our relationship is not just a simple work colleague. Some communication between girls needs to be done by ourselves. You don't need to get involved. We will let you know when we have discussed it."
"Okay then." The man accepted Soojin's request.
(G)I-DLE is a girl group with its own personality, and Yi Haoyan has given them the greatest degree of freedom in all aspects, and this matter is no exception.
"Um...Shuhua here..."
The man hesitated to speak.
"Don't worry, I will talk to her properly." Susu nodded to reassure the man.
Among the children in the group, Jeon Soyeon was the first to awaken. She knew what she wanted very early on and had a very clear mind. She probably predicted Soojin's decision.
Yuqi and Minnie are very smart and men are not worried about them.
Miyeon is mature, tolerant and gentle, and she will definitely understand her sister's decision.
Only Ye Shuhua...Yi Haoyan was unsure.
As a man who fell in love with Seo Soo-jin at first sight, Yi Haoyan was very proud of his vision, but he also had to admit that Ye Shuhua was a girl with very scary intuition.
At that time, she had just arrived in Korea and could not even speak, but she unilaterally "selected" Seo Soo-jin, who was her senior at the time, from among the countless trainees in the company. To this day, no one knows how she chose that person!
And because this girl liked Soojin very much and wanted to be friends with her, she was so brave that she followed her into the exclusive practice room for non-public trainees! Because she couldn't speak Korean, she kept staring at Soojin stupidly, which made Senior Xu very embarrassed.
Then the two of them really became friends! Not only did they take care of each other in life, they also supported each other in their careers.
To this day, Yi Haoyan still can't understand how Ye Shuhua did it! What happened at that time!
From friends to teammates, the relationship between the two has become closer and closer, like sisters, mother and daughter, and sometimes even like lovers.
It once made men jealous.
Before, he had asked Susu privately, but the woman just smiled happily and said nothing. When she was asked too much, she smiled and replied, "You and I can have such a relationship, so what's the problem with Shuhua and I being like this?"
Director Yi, who was in a high position of power, was immediately speechless, and the woman's charming and innocent smile at that time became the most beautiful flower left in the forest of his memory.
Now, Soojin is leaving the group, how will the maknae Shuhua, who has always been attached to her, react?
Although Susu said that she would talk to her properly, Yi Haoyan had no idea at all.
This time, he had no confidence in guessing what this magical girl who lived by intuition was thinking.
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On July 18, 2021, Ye Shuhua returned to South Korea, and Yi Haoyan decided to talk to her in person.
"Susu told you everything, right?" The man looked at the girl in front of him, always paying attention to her reactions, trying to guess what she was thinking.
"Yeah, unnie said it all." Shuhua's reaction was calmer than expected.
She was still wearing that comfortable, loose outfit, with her long hair casually tied behind her back. In this respect, her private clothing style was very similar to Susu's, except that her dress was a little more childish, while Susu's was more mature.
The difference is that Shuhua, who usually hates to wear makeup and always goes out with a plain face, put on a little light makeup today. It seems that she is not as calm as she appears, and there is something she needs to hide.
"Can you accept it? In the future... do you have any ideas... If... you have any difficulties, I can help you."
Yi Haoyan tried to express his meaning as tactfully as possible. In fact, he didn't know what he was going to say. He was just worried that the girl would overreact, so he wanted to know her true thoughts.
Director Yi is very cautious when facing this girl who often does not play by the rules.
However.
Shu Hua still gave him a surprise.
