Chapter 137: Similar to Love (5)
Yin Yin didn't know that the man in front of her had a hint of anger in his eyes when he saw her confused and indecisive attitude. Did he dislike Yin Yin's character?
"Everyone has only one beloved in their heart. If there are two, it cannot be called love at all, because there will be some differences, and different loves represent different meanings. So which one do you have for them?" When the man spoke again, the temperature in his tone was inexplicably lower.
However, Yinyin did not pay attention to the tone of the man in front of her, but cared about her words. She could understand what she said, but she just didn't understand. Even if she didn't dare to admit it, she couldn't deny that she also loved Feng Qinghan. But as the man in front of her said, Yinyin clearly felt that her love for the two people was different, but she couldn't tell where it was different. If Yinyin were to choose now, she might only think about how to save Zhao Ziheng. What if it was under normal circumstances? Can Yinyin be sure that she would choose Zhao Ziheng? If this question had been answered by Yinyin in the past, it would have been easy and direct, but it was different now. Feng Qinghan appeared, and his appearance inadvertently changed her.
"Since you love the person in your heart, then what kind of feelings do you have for your friend? Is that really love? Let's not talk about whether you love him or not. What if your friend also says he loves you? Who will you choose?" the man said again, his tone sounding a little aggressive.
Yin Yin remained silent, as if she was completely unaware of the man's aggressiveness. She was not annoyed by the questions asked by the person in front of her. On the contrary, the questions asked by the person in front of her were all the ones she cared about the most. It could only be said that if she hadn't mentioned it, perhaps Yin Yin would not know when she would realize her own feelings. Maybe it was not the right time, but it was inevitable after all. Feng Qinghan was neither Zhou Cheng nor Zhou Yan. Yin Yin could cruelly hurt Zhou Cheng with words, and could avoid Zhou Yan's feelings by turning a blind eye, but she could never hurt or escape Feng Qinghan. How could she bear to hurt such a gentle man?
If Feng Qinghan was not there, Yinyin would have chosen Zhao Ziheng without hesitation, but there happened to be a Feng Qinghan. Before, she used her own situation to escape from Feng Qinghan or her own heart; however, now it is different, she has remembered everything, even if there is no Feng Qinghan, as long as she finds her heart back, she will most likely still be attracted to Feng Qinghan, even if she can't forget Zhao Ziheng, there is still the shadow of Feng Qinghan in her heart; Yinyin can deceive herself and not admit that she really loves Feng Qinghan, but she cannot deceive her heart. Since she has fallen in love, it is a betrayal, a betrayal of Zhao Ziheng... In fact, it is not a betrayal, it is just that when you already have a lover, you like and fall in love with another person, but the person in front of you says that falling in love with two people at the same time cannot be called love. If it is not love, then what is it?
Love and not love, love and like, what is the difference between them? For Zhao Ziheng, it is love, and for Feng Qinghan, it is also love. They both fall in love because they like each other. The difference is that the two feelings are different, but the two are completely different types, so it is natural that they feel differently.
Yin Yin seemed unable to give an answer to that man's question, because even she herself didn't know the answer.
Seeing Yinyin still remained silent, the man took a deep breath, as if to stabilize his out-of-control emotions. Yinyin's silence had many meanings. Even if she didn't speak, she could guess some of them. Then she said: "You are not fair to anyone, not even to the person you love, nor to your friend."
Yin Yin would naturally not deny this statement, she was very clear about this, compared to fairness, feelings were equally important, even if she was no longer qualified, she still had to make her feelings clear, otherwise it was likely that more than two people would be hurt; Yin Yin felt that she was already a sinner so it didn't matter, but Zhao Ziheng and Feng Qinghan were not wrong, if they were wrong it was that they shouldn't have fallen in love with her, a sinner.
"What should I do? I don't want to hurt them, I don't want to hurt any of them. I don't have the qualifications. I'm already a sinner. I thought I was so noble that I hurt others with love. In fact, I don't have the qualifications at all. By the time I found out, it was too late. Since the harm has been irreparable, I can't do this to them again no matter what. I absolutely can't..." Yin Yin's tears kept flowing out. Her voice was very soft, a little choked, but very firm.
"Are you only considering these two people? Yes, you can think that they love you and you love them, but can you guarantee that no one loves them? Is it fair to the people around them to face their feelings with this mentality? You can be firm, but you are fickle. You are just playing with them, playing with everyone. You just hope that they will all revolve around you. You think you are very painful, but what about them? Especially those around them who love them." The man's voice was a little suppressed, as if he was trying hard to control the anger in his heart.
Anyone can feel that Yin Yin's mentality is that she is simply unable to stick to her own beliefs. She is so distant from her suitors that she is always ambiguous with them. This will surely give her suitors the illusion that they still have hope, so they will all surround her, and it seems to be the case on the surface.
